Tuesday, January 29, 2008
WHAT THE FUCK. MY BROTHER'S FRIENDS JUST COME INTO MY ROOM AND STARTED RUMMAGING THROUGH MY STUFF. Do they know WHAT THE HELL IS PRIVACY?! Even Ebiko the idiot scold them for me larhhs. What the.
Anywayys. Today got POA test. ii don't know how to do the bloody test paper. What the fuck. Then YingYing say that she was sleeping for the whole test and she dripping saliva. Damn err xin, then the paper got one drop one drop of saliva. GOD! EEW! Lols. Then was maths. Timucin and ChuaJunMing kena scolding from MsLei a.k.a MrsSeow, because they never finish homework, again. LMAOS! Its a wonder MsLei never throw them out of the class sia. Lols. Then do more and more maths, do until BAO. Chemistry. MsEllyna never come. ii think yesterday they pissed her off thats why she don't want to come. Lols. The teacher taking our class as relief damn irritating sia. What the hell. She keep asking us do the bloody worksheet. And ii was like, reading my book. Hahahs! But she force me to do, so ii do lorhhs, ii did like, 3/5 of the paper. iim SO GOOD! ><>
Went shopping with mummy just now, before that went to Abby's house to take consent forms for her RedCross thingy. Don't know for what larhh horhhs. She wanted to eat Japanese food. She is going to kill herself if she continues with this diet. What the hell. And her grandma damn pro, go buy her cheese cake. o.O What the hell. But nevermind. Left her house then go my grandma's house take things. Take liao come home. Slack until 6 plus. Then mummy bring me out to Heartland mall. Wahh kao. Saw MsYeow when ii step foot onto a normal pavement. WTF! ii kena shock. ii was like, HI MSYEOW! Hahahahs! Then she say hi to me and my mum. ii shop at I.P. Zone. Bought 3 tops, then go to Verge, bought 2 bottoms. Damn nice. Spent more than 11o bucks today. ((x
Boy, ii really don't konw why ii fell for you. ii know that ii love you. But everytime you come into topic, ii will gaze hopelessly at you, your eyes. ii gush when people start talking about you, in front of me. But what can they do? They don't know the truth. Neither do you. ii love you. ii want you happ. But you are miserable than happy. Why? Can't you be happy in front of me and make me worry less? No. ii think you deserve much better, not this. ii don't want a chance, ii know its impossible. Just let me protect you silently behind you, like a guardian angel, and make you happy. If ii have to use my life to do so, then ii will. And mark my words, ii will do what ii have promised you. ii WILL make you happy. ii swear on my life.
iiLOVEyou. <33
Anywayys. Today got POA test. ii don't know how to do the bloody test paper. What the fuck. Then YingYing say that she was sleeping for the whole test and she dripping saliva. Damn err xin, then the paper got one drop one drop of saliva. GOD! EEW! Lols. Then was maths. Timucin and ChuaJunMing kena scolding from MsLei a.k.a MrsSeow, because they never finish homework, again. LMAOS! Its a wonder MsLei never throw them out of the class sia. Lols. Then do more and more maths, do until BAO. Chemistry. MsEllyna never come. ii think yesterday they pissed her off thats why she don't want to come. Lols. The teacher taking our class as relief damn irritating sia. What the hell. She keep asking us do the bloody worksheet. And ii was like, reading my book. Hahahs! But she force me to do, so ii do lorhhs, ii did like, 3/5 of the paper. iim SO GOOD! ><>
Went shopping with mummy just now, before that went to Abby's house to take consent forms for her RedCross thingy. Don't know for what larhh horhhs. She wanted to eat Japanese food. She is going to kill herself if she continues with this diet. What the hell. And her grandma damn pro, go buy her cheese cake. o.O What the hell. But nevermind. Left her house then go my grandma's house take things. Take liao come home. Slack until 6 plus. Then mummy bring me out to Heartland mall. Wahh kao. Saw MsYeow when ii step foot onto a normal pavement. WTF! ii kena shock. ii was like, HI MSYEOW! Hahahahs! Then she say hi to me and my mum. ii shop at I.P. Zone. Bought 3 tops, then go to Verge, bought 2 bottoms. Damn nice. Spent more than 11o bucks today. ((x
Boy, ii really don't konw why ii fell for you. ii know that ii love you. But everytime you come into topic, ii will gaze hopelessly at you, your eyes. ii gush when people start talking about you, in front of me. But what can they do? They don't know the truth. Neither do you. ii love you. ii want you happ. But you are miserable than happy. Why? Can't you be happy in front of me and make me worry less? No. ii think you deserve much better, not this. ii don't want a chance, ii know its impossible. Just let me protect you silently behind you, like a guardian angel, and make you happy. If ii have to use my life to do so, then ii will. And mark my words, ii will do what ii have promised you. ii WILL make you happy. ii swear on my life.
iiLOVEyou. <33
Imprints of ♥ 8:44 PM.
Monday, January 28, 2008
Mirror mirror lie to me
Show me what I wanna see
Mirror mirror lie to me
Why don't I like the girl I see
The one who's standing right in front of me
Why don't I think before I speak
I should have listened to that voice inside me
I must be stupid, must be crazy, must be out of my mind
To say the kind of things I said last night
Mirror mirror hanging on the wall
You don't have to tell me who's the biggest fool of all
Mirror mirror I wish you could lie to me
And bring my baby back, bring my baby back to me
Mirror mirror lie to me
Show me what I wanna see
Mirror mirror lie to me
Show me what I wanna see
Why did I let you walk away
When all I had to do was say I'm sorry
I let my pride get in the way
And in the heat of the moment I was to blame
And in the heat of the moment I was to blame
I must be stupid, must be crazy, must be out of my mind
Now in the cold light of the day I realize
Mirror mirror hanging on the wall
You don't have to tell me who's the biggest fool of all
Mirror mirror I wish you could lie to me
And bring my baby back, bring my baby back to me
If only wishes could be dreams
And know my dreams could come true
There would be two us standing here in front of you
If you could show me that someone that I used to be
Bring back my baby, my baby to me
Mirror mirror hanging on the wall
You don't have to tell me who's the biggest fool of all
Mirror mirror I wish you could lie to me
And bring my baby back, bring my baby back to me
Mirror mirror hanging on the wall
You don't have to tell me who's the biggest fool of all
Mirror mirror I wish you could lie to me
And bring my baby back, bring my baby back to me
Mirror mirror lie to me
Show me what I wanna see
Mirror mirror lie to me
Mirror mirror lie to me
Show me what I wanna see
Mirror mirror lie to me
ii like this song sia. ((x Anywayys, today damn sian sia. Cause ii really wanna know if he will come back. If he knows. Hahahs. Wait. ii highly doubt so larhhs. HAHAHS! ii miss that bloody idiot. ii really do. ii want him safe and healthy. ii really want him bad.
Imprints of ♥ 9:21 PM.
GAHH! Roshen is leaving soon sia. ii don't want. ii feel so damn sad lorhhs. What the. Went out with her yesterday. With Nicole[the anti-social one], YuMin[the MUSHROOM] and LaiHan! Actually say want go Plaza Sing one. But landed up, we go town, cause we decided that Plaza Sing was a boring place to shop. So we went to Wisma Atrium. On the way keep sms-in Ebiko. Buy bread eat. Then go walk walk. Cotton On and Forever 21 having sale like, now. Went into Cotton On to see. Roshen caught her eyes on a pokkadotted lingerine. We were like laughing. cause ii go and say she should get the one with sunglasses all over it. Damn cute. Then from there we walk to Cineleisure. Met YuMin at Cineleisure, took neoprints. Take liao, then go walk walk. Bought a notebook cum diary from more than words. Cost me $3.9o. What the hell. Nevermind. ii like it. ((x Then ii went to CHEERS with YuMin to buy a drink, while Nicole and Roshen went to gaiigaii somewhere. After that we went to The Heereens. There, Roshen and YuMin bought some weird BUNNY looking thingy. And it was ORANGE. Damn weird. What the. But whatever man. Me and Nicole went to buy her belt while Roshen and YuMin stay there see things. We agreed to meet outside cause Roshen had to leave soon. T.T She had to attend some funeral. SORRY! Anywayys, Nicole announced that LaiHan was coming. And YuMin mispronounced her name. We were both laughing like crazy lorhhs! ii mean like, she pronounced it as HaiLan. What the. Sounded like KaiLan, the vegetable. o.O Whatever. Then we train to Bugis, while Roshen went home. Before she left, she gave me and Nicole a sketchbook each. Then Nicole got like, stuck in one of the trains cause no space for us, then we took the next train. Told Nicole to wait for us at Bugis station. Met her there again. Went to Kinokuniya, saw alot of books that ii wanted. Thought of asking my mum to buy for me. Hahahs. Waited for YuMin's friend. Then we parted from each other. ii sat outside Macs for like, at least half an hour, just stoning there larhhs. There, ii was writing in my diary and drawing in the sketchbook Roshen gave me. Its nice. iim starting to miss her and she hasn't even left the country yet. What the hell. Hahahs! Kept talking and sms-ing Ebiko. Got bored. Left macs, went to Bugis street to window shop. Saw alot of that ii wanted. Then ii got even more bored. Went back to Macs, buy ice-cream and started doodle-ing in the sketchbook again. Then my mum came. She couldn't see me. What the. Had dinner, then went over to Bugis street to buy my clothes. Bought like, 5o-8o bucks worth of tops, for me, my mum and my sister. Hahahs. And 2o bucks worth of earrings. ii got like, another 6 pairs of earrings. ((x WAHOO! ii will go back and buy more at Bugis. Their earring collection is NICE! ii like. Buy buy buy, walked until at least 1o plus going 11. Then went home. Was like, frigging sleepy in the car. Cause whole day out walking. Lols. Frigging tired until ii in the car KO. Knock-out. ii slept all the way home. And my mum had such a hard time trying to wake me up. >< LOLS!
Boy, no matter what ii do. Your image just keeps coming to mind. Why do you keep appearing in front of me, when ii know perfectly will that ii don't belong to you and you don't belong to me? If you belong to me, you would have been mine a long long time ago, why wait until now? And how can ii forget you? ii just can't do it. Looking at you, just brings back many many things that has happened, and looking at you just makes me fall even deeper. How can ii ever get you outta my head? Your are my favorite mistake. And ii never wanna change it forever. <33 Let this be my secret and only mine. No one should know and no one should get hurt.
Boy.
. iiLy.iiMy.iiWy.iiNy.
Boy, no matter what ii do. Your image just keeps coming to mind. Why do you keep appearing in front of me, when ii know perfectly will that ii don't belong to you and you don't belong to me? If you belong to me, you would have been mine a long long time ago, why wait until now? And how can ii forget you? ii just can't do it. Looking at you, just brings back many many things that has happened, and looking at you just makes me fall even deeper. How can ii ever get you outta my head? Your are my favorite mistake. And ii never wanna change it forever. <33 Let this be my secret and only mine. No one should know and no one should get hurt.
Boy.
. iiLy.iiMy.iiWy.iiNy.
Imprints of ♥ 3:26 PM.
Saturday, January 26, 2008
First lesson was English. Went to e2o1. Finally, a day without air-con and ii did not FREEZE in class. Hahahs. Went to school early today. Cause ii woke up late, again. ii realised that ii have been waking up like, damn late these few days. Wait, no, the whole week. Maybe because of lack pf sleep bahhs. 3 days in a row keep doing coursework until damn late, then sleeping at 2 plus. Only 3 hours of sleep. What the fuckk. Anywayys, during English. ii kept prompting Ebiko to do his work larhhs. Then ii keep cancel and change words to meet teacher's word limit larhhs. Damn it sia. She expect me to keep to 4oo words mehhs. Ke siao. You want me to keep to 4oo words like damn impossible larhhs. ii can't even keep track of how many words ii have lorhhs. Anywayys, ii was actually slacking alot in class larhhs. Productvity was slow. Couldn't do much. Cause got alot of commotion between me and Ebiko about her. ii mean like, hello? ii kept suan-ing him lorhhs. Then ii go bluff him, say that Abby today come school late is he haii one. Then he dumbdumb go believe me. LOLS.
Next lesson was PE. MrsLim not in school, AGAIN. Quite long liao lorhhs, don't know what happen to her. Even though ii don't exactly like her in the POA context, she ain't such a bad teacher. So obviously ii will care one what correct? Anywayys, she never come. Then actually no PE one. Then ii heard from ShiJun that he just now in the morning go and talk to MrNazri. Because he wanted PE. Then we all go down lorhhs. But ii didn't play larhhs. Cause damn boring, so we slack lorhhs. So many girls sitting outside library there doing homework lorhhs. Lols. Went to scare Kimberly when she doing her work, then ii went on to scare Ebiko. Hahahs. Ran off with his PSP again. Hid in the toilet to play. As usual. But after PE ii suffer from mood swing. Then in bad mood. What the. ii feel so damn guilty for throwing Ebiko's PSP on the table leiis. ii mean like, it ain't mine sia.
After PE was SS/HIST. MrArasu is BACK. But because got alot of people late, he damn pissed off by us larhhs. Then Colin and Hafidz last two people to come in to class, they kena scolding from him. Actually, we whole class kena scolding from him. Only they kena more. ii don't know why, ii sudden;y prefer the changed attitude of the gay teacher to MrArasu's attitude sia. But ii think is just some meng huan stuff larhhs. Cause both teachers also not bad. Seriously, they both ain't that bad. Only they really get damn pissed off with our class thats why become like that one. Which makes the whole class sinners. Gahh! But whatever man. MrArasu made us do some weird reflection thingy on foolscap and we were expected to pass up to him sia. do.ob ii seriously was in a bad mood then, and ii felt like sleeping. And because he spent alot of time scolding us, we didn't have any lessons today larhhs. This affects my learning sia! Teacher! Don't like that leiis! ii don't want fail my humans sia! Damn important leiis! Then he gave us chocolates to eat. Help to improve my mood abit larhhs. But was still damn bao zhao, anytime can explode derhh timebomb.
Then came recess and then was the stupid free MATHS period. ii don't understand how people can tahan maths larhhs. ii cannot stand it lorhhs. What the fuck larhhs. Did maths, ii know how to do probablilty! Yayys! ((x
Then was Guides. Sec1s dame. Got one with the same name as me. JingYi. Hahahs. My twin sia. o.O Still trying to minimize communication with HER. Hahahs. Left school at 4 plus. Came home. Sleep. Now chionging homework. ((x
ii seriously try to keep my feelings for you to myself. But everytime ii look at you, nothing else comes to my brain except you. ii am in love with you. This fact ii know and keep known only to
myself. ii don't want us to lose a friendship just because ii have fallen for you. Friendships are just as important. ii knew you had fallen for her that time at Escape, but kept my
suspicions to myself. ii needed to be sure. But now, ii know that everything will be fruitless and ii will never be able to know what ii have to do to make sure you stay safe and happy.
Trust me, ii will use my life to protect what is dearest to me; YOU.
BOY, iiLOVEyou. iiWANTyou, iiMISSyou, iiNEEDyou. Stay happy, please?
Imprints of ♥ 4:45 PM.
Friday, January 25, 2008
Ohh. My. God. Larhhs! ii mean like, hello? So many people not happy with their marks isit? Just now after school we go hall see the results. Then got so many people crying. ii see liao damn stressed larhhs! iim going like, what the fuckk sia. Seniors cried, many laughed it off. Some were good results, some were bad. Felt really stressed out larhhs. ii mean like, HELLO? ii am already dying here, slowly, bit by bit. And no pain is felt larhhs. ii feel so damn freaked out larhhs! Gahh!! Mr Arasu is back from HAWAII ! Which means that gay teacher (attitude changed) won't be teaching us anymore. YAYYS! II WON'T FEEL PISSED OFF DURING SS PERIOD ANYMORE! Hahahs!
Did F&N just now larhhs. Spent the whole 3 ours of F&N like saii like that. What the. Felt fucking cold larhhs. Nahhbeii. Then ii kena sialan by people. What the fuck. They like, damn what the fuck larhhs. Then after seeing alot of people cry, ii cannot take it liao, ii went back to the Computer Lab to chiong my Task Analysis AGAIN. Like what the damn crap. ii feel like crap liao lorhhs. ii know ShiJun tell Abby that someone likes her, and now she is getting freaked out. Like wondering who is he. ii know who larhhs, but ii can't say though. And ii promised that asshole that ii will help him if needed larhhs. And ii have no idea why iim doing that. Maybe because ii pity him bahhs. Hahahs. He so poor thing larhhs. Like heyy, asshole, ii konw you might be reading this. And let me tell you something. ii am NOT bu ling qing one okayys. ii HELP people. Chiong-ed my F&N, damn pekchek. After chiong-ing, we went to watch hell lot of weird videos larhhs. Got one on Joshua again. Damn. Bloody. Funny. Larhhs! But whatever larhhs.
What can ii say? Boy. ii know ii love you alot. But iim just never in front of you. Why? Because you have someone in your life, that you look at everyday with puppy eyes. And what can ii say? iiLOVEyou, iiMISSyou, iiWANTyou, iiNEEDyou. Makes sense? And ii seriously wish upon a star that you konw what you are doing. ii want you safe. And ii want you happy. <33 BOY, iiMISSyou And boy, iiLOVEyou.
Thats my XuanLe grandson in that blood-drop. Poor boy.
(starting from right) My shoe, Sakdiyah's shoe, Annisaah's shoe, Liana's shoe, Sakdiyah's shoe
PEE PEE BOY! MALU MALU! ((x
Imprints of ♥ 4:05 PM.
Thursday, January 24, 2008
OKAYY. FINE II ADMIT. PEOPLE, II LIKE HIM. ii seriously do not know why ii feel so attracted to him. ii just wanna get next to him, be with him. Talking to him had been fun. He is attractive in his own way and he has managed to attract me to him without knowing it. How nice is that? ii seriously wish and hope that he could see me now. Hahahs. Wait, he can. But he does not know how ii feel larhhs. Which is good. ((x ii shall try not to think of him like, starting from now. ii must concentrate on my O'LEVEL sia. COURSEWORK! =3 JIAYOU!!
Went to the pasar malam after school with Sak, Annisaah and Liana. Laughed quite alot just now. Bought Ramly burger. Long time never eat liaos. ii missed its taste. Last ii ate, it was from auntie Diana
there buy one. ((x ii still remember we always go there and buy, then she will ask the people cooking to add more liao for us. Damn nice. Hahahs. Buy liao, then go Compass. Talking to Abby on the way. Kept asking Sak to like, hold me before ii fell, cause ii no hand. Landed up, she make me bang into Josephine. Sorry sia!
That one must blame Sak. She don't want hold properly. Went to Compass. Met Abby, then go library.
Borrowed hell lot of books from there. wanted to borrow somemore, but scared no time to finish it. So landed up, only borrow 4. Then we go and eat our burger at the stairwell near the LRT station there. Near Banquet.
Sak eat until very dirty lorhhs. So disgusting. Hahahs. Then she was like, eating chilli. But she don't dare to eat.
And she shake out all the chilli seeds on the floor. What the. So gross.
Then she eat until damn slow, so ii take vidoe lorhhs. Then she saw and she was like, screaming at me to stop. Lmaos. Damn cute. Then left Compass, came home. Slack slack awhile, then ii go sleep. Cause damn tired.
Woke up at 7 plus. Bathe, eat dinner, then come up chiong homework. But until now ii still haven't finish yet. See how lousy ii am? o.O
II MUST JIA YOU AND STOP THINKING OF HIM! HE SHOULD CONCENTRATE ON HIS O'LEVELS ALSO. ((x
Imprints of ♥ 12:58 AM.
