Saturday, March 15, 2008

WOW. now ii am SO CONVINCED THAT NO ONE CARES. Even those whom ii thought really cared are like illusions now. iim broken and torn into pieces. And every one of these pieces had been trampled on REAL hard and ii don't feel anything anymore. II WANNA GO BACK TO THE PAST WHERE II CAN BE ME WITHOUT ANY WORRIES AND LIVE LIFE. II HATE THIS LIFE. DAMN IT! DAMN ANYTHING, ANYONE, EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING. II HATE YOU II HATE YOU II HATE YOU. ii am now SO convinced that ii should just die and no one cares. If ii don't reply or anything. Be prepared to call the police. ii feel like shit and ii don't see the need to live anymore. Unless someone can give me 10 bloody good reasons for me to live then ii shall think about it. If not, ii shall keep holding onto this hypocritical type of attitude towards life and live my life like a damn bloody hypocrite.

Mum, ii seriously hate you ALOT. Thankks for giving me all this shit to clear up now that iim in sec4. THANKKS ALOT.

ii just wanna hide away in one corner of the room and cry my heart out. Will someone lend me a shoulder to lean on so ii can willow in my own grief?

And people, ii don't think ii will be able to go for LOVECAN today lerhhs. ii just quarrelled with my mama.

Imprints of ♥ 12:10 AM.