Saturday, March 29, 2008
ii am SO going crazy, like, ANYTIME SOON! GOSH!
Everytime ii look at you,
ii feel like iim in heaven.
Everytime ii see you smile,
ii know you are happy.
Everytime ii see you play
ii know you are going crazy.
Everytime ii see you angry,
ii wanna hug you and calm you down.
Everytime ii see you sad,
ii wanna cry and hug you even more.
Now you tell me okayys. How do ii stop all this shit? How? ii dont want it to continue but ii can't stop myself from falling any deeper than ii already am. C'mon genius. You tell me. You helped me with so many things, so why cant you help me now? You don't sms, pick up my calls. You are DEFINITELY blocking me on MSN. ii am just sitting here, thinking and thinking and thinking. Crying and crying and crying. Wondering why the hell am ii so stupid, and why can't ii just forget you. ii don't think of you so often. But iim STILL in love with you. ii don't look at you, but my heart pulls everytime ii hear you. ii seriously wanna kill myself. But if ii did that, would you even care? ii know you won't. Because everytime ii look at you, you turn away and you just cold-shoulder me. Crap you, crap me, CRAP EVERY SINGLE FUCKING THING ALRIGHT? ii wanna die and leave everything behind. Never come back and maybe go and rule Mercury. Or go to Venus and stay there for the next couple of eternities.
And ii just realised something. Mama seems to hate Speech Day alot. o.O
iiLOVEyou;
But iiHATEme.
Everytime ii look at you,
ii feel like iim in heaven.
Everytime ii see you smile,
ii know you are happy.
Everytime ii see you play
ii know you are going crazy.
Everytime ii see you angry,
ii wanna hug you and calm you down.
Everytime ii see you sad,
ii wanna cry and hug you even more.
Now you tell me okayys. How do ii stop all this shit? How? ii dont want it to continue but ii can't stop myself from falling any deeper than ii already am. C'mon genius. You tell me. You helped me with so many things, so why cant you help me now? You don't sms, pick up my calls. You are DEFINITELY blocking me on MSN. ii am just sitting here, thinking and thinking and thinking. Crying and crying and crying. Wondering why the hell am ii so stupid, and why can't ii just forget you. ii don't think of you so often. But iim STILL in love with you. ii don't look at you, but my heart pulls everytime ii hear you. ii seriously wanna kill myself. But if ii did that, would you even care? ii know you won't. Because everytime ii look at you, you turn away and you just cold-shoulder me. Crap you, crap me, CRAP EVERY SINGLE FUCKING THING ALRIGHT? ii wanna die and leave everything behind. Never come back and maybe go and rule Mercury. Or go to Venus and stay there for the next couple of eternities.
And ii just realised something. Mama seems to hate Speech Day alot. o.O
iiLOVEyou;
But iiHATEme.
Imprints of ♥ 1:36 PM.
