Sak, ii saw what you wrote lerhhs. You know what? Maybe you are right. Maybe you aren't. ii also don't know anymore. Sorry 'bout what ii did yahhs. Maybe ii really was too much. Wasn't really thinking about anything. ii don't know what iim doing, what iim thinking, what iim saying. ii don't know who ii really am right now. ii never seem to be able to figure out what iim thinking of anymore. Everytime ii go to class, it seems bloody empty. Everytime ii see HER*, ii feel all weird. Everytime ii see HIM*, ii did be thinking ways and means to try and get him out of my mind. Doesn't anyone know what the FUCK iim thinking about in the first place? No, maybe not. No one bothers to ask what the FUCK iim thinking about in the first place. Maybe ii AM that unimportant in your lives from the very start of it. If it is, then ii don't know why iim on this earth in the first place. ii don't see a need for me to live liao lorhhs. ii don't wanna care about everything and anything. Maybe ii should throw the promises ii made to him away. ii will keep what ii promised myself. But whatever ii promised him, its all gone now. ii will DEFINITELY slit myself, ii will DEFINITELY start overdosing on my panadols again, ii will DEFINITELY start bangingmy head on the wall again. Don't try to stop me. It won't help in any case. ii don't think ii wanna live anymore anywayys. Since no one cares, what the fucking hell is the point of me living anywayys. ii hate me. ii seriously do. ii hate what ii do, ii hate what ii think. ii don't even KNOW what iim thinking about now. And ohh shit. ii told myself not to cry. ii told myself NEVER to cry over this. But it seems like ii can't stop it. ii don't know, ii don't care and maybe ii don't wanna know what the hell you guys are saying about me. ii don't wanna find out. ii just wanna treat it like, iim invisible, iim not there. iim not on this earth. Maybe by killing myself, nothing will happen anymore. All will come to an end. They will be together. ii will stop being a nuisance. ii will stop terrorizing people. ii will stop being me. Seriously, people, iim very sorry. ii don't know what ii wanna do right now. iim definitely crying and ii don't think it will be stopping anytime soon.

Go decipher this. Eugene, keep away from it.

AllAboutMe.

Sharlene Tang
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Shatec kid
Aspiring chef
Jubeat player
Violent
Bitchy
Understanding
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Crazy
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Pink
Hello Kitty
Love

i won't stand by and allow people to hurt my friends. i won't stay still and let people drive hate at my friends. i don't care if you like me or not, but remember this. Piss me off, and your life will be a living hell.

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inspiration & lyrics: TLG
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