Monday, June 16, 2008

iim actually quite fascinated sia. Mama knows ii want the BBT cover. o.O She actually brought back the teenage magazine with BBT as cover for me can. WTF sia. iim quite shocked okayys. Hahahs! Andandand, ii don't konw what is going on in my brain. ii have to finish my F&N by today. Or ii will die! ARGHH!

iim starting to think that if ii work hard enough, my own happiness will come knocking on my door. Maybe that works in dramas and fairytales but never in real life. What does happiness mean to you? Having someone who loves you being next to you? Having someone to support you when you are down? Thats what ii want. Thats what EVERYONE wants. ii want to find someone who ii love and he will use his whole heart to love me. Someone who will really and truely wants me to be happy. Maybe the way iim thinking now is childish. But its a fact alright. ii don't think its wrong to think that love conquers all. But maybe it is wrong afterall. Because you see, every single thing ii have done for ever sinle guy that ii like is like doing things for the bloody air. They just don't fucking care alright. ~~Am ii that irritating? Am ii that detestful? Am ii really that hateful and unlikeable?~~ ii don't know and don't really care.

Imprints of ♥ 7:30 PM.