For the second time this week, ii haven't slept a wink at all. ii have been awake since ii don't konw what time. ii haven't even slept for like, 10 minutes. And ii was actually sitting there, watching my shows and THEN doing my F&N. Heyy people, don't think that ii never do homework one okayys. ii DO my homework horhhs. ii even managed to do 6 HOURS OF MATHS okayys. So don't you under-estimate me. If ii want to study, ii will. Alright. HAHAHAHAH! xD
DEWI WOO. You are seriously disappointing me alright. How many times have ii told you NOT to do it? You promised alot of people that you would stop you know? And what are you doing now? Do you know that your actions will make people WORRY? Do you know that people do go through the same problems as you but don't resort to these kind of actions? He ain't worth you tears, your time, your love, your faithfulness nor your stupidity. Stupidity of doing what you did. Look at you? You are now a wreck you know? Your thoughts now are definitely messy. Right? ii've been through that, ii did the exact same thing as you did the last time and thats when ii realised that, ii am dumb to do it. ii used to slit myself for leisure, for no reason. ii also slit myself for emotional reasons. Like you are doing now. But whatever you are doing, it leaves scars, which will remind you of your past. Its also something ii would advise you to STOP doing because you might just get an infection through your wound and then something bad will happen. Is that worth it at all? Is it? ii got scolded my people who CARES about me. And they sincerely hope that ii will STOP slitting myself. And thats what ii did. ii haven't been slitting myself for the past 3 months now. Because ii went through something ba in the first half of the year. ii have now overcome that urge to slit myself. So wy can't you? ii know its hard. But look at me now? ii stopped doing it, didn't ii? Which means that its POSSIBLE to stop, its only whether you WANT to anot. Like your friend said, its really your choice. But ii want you to remember this. And keep it in mind when you have the urge to slit yourself : ''
There are many people who love and care about me. If ii slit myself, am ii actually making them worry about me? Am ii doing the right thing? Is what iim doing worth it? '' Keep these words in mind. They WILL help in stopping you slit yourself if you REALLY think about what ii said. Alright? ii really want you to keep your promise to me. Can you do that?
Labels: Don't do anymore foolish things, please?
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