Bloody fuck, can't you just give me a break?! Its not like ii will DIE if ii didn't do as you say right? Am ii dead yet? NO! WHY CAN'T YOU JUST FUCKING LEAVE ME ALONE LARHHHHHS! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU?! II JUST WANNA SIT HERE AND THINK ABOUT THINGS AND FOLD MY STARS! IS THAT WRONG?! WHY CAN'T YOU JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP AND LEAVE ME ALONE TO DO WHAT II WANT?! JUST FOR ONE NIGHT. ONE FUCKING NIGHT, WITH NO INTERUPTIONS FROM YOU?! WHY CAN'T YOU JUST STOP AND THINK ABOUT WHAT II WANT?! ii KNOW you want me to become better. But don't you realise that whatever iim doing is not willing? ii feel forced into doing all these kinds of things. And trust me, ii hate it alot. ii really do hate it alot. ii feel like a bloody faker. Don't you know that?
ii miss you too much.
Imprints of ♥ 10:26 PM.