Saturday, September 06, 2008
Some would ask if ii was too hasty in this decision that ii made. ii would just tell them that ii don't know. Because really, ii don't. ii can't figure out what is real or what is fake. ii don't konw who or what to believe. His words, some fake some real. Which should ii believe and which should ii throw away. Are there lies or are there things that are not meant for me in the first place. Really. ii don't know and ii don't think ii ever want to know.
Basically, ii shall just say this once, maybe only once for him.
Joachim, ii don't think you will see this. But ii shall just place the last bet here. ii don't care if you think iim childish or anything. iim too childish for you, thats what you told me. Maybe ii am. Maybe its just me. ii can't help it. Its in me. Seriously, ii don't know who or what to believe. ii can only believe in myself. ii don't want to hurt myself in any way humanly possible. So if ii did hurt you in the process or protecting myself, then ii can only apologise. Sorry and thanks for the memories. You ARE a nice guy. But it just seems like ii trust myself more than you.
Basically, ii shall just say this once, maybe only once for him.
Joachim, ii don't think you will see this. But ii shall just place the last bet here. ii don't care if you think iim childish or anything. iim too childish for you, thats what you told me. Maybe ii am. Maybe its just me. ii can't help it. Its in me. Seriously, ii don't know who or what to believe. ii can only believe in myself. ii don't want to hurt myself in any way humanly possible. So if ii did hurt you in the process or protecting myself, then ii can only apologise. Sorry and thanks for the memories. You ARE a nice guy. But it just seems like ii trust myself more than you.
Imprints of ♥ 10:36 PM.
