Friday, January 09, 2009

Super heart-broken right now. i seriously don't know what to say. i thikn i might just break down and cry in front of HER if i see her later. What am i supposed to do? Act as if i don't know anything? Treat it as though nothing happened? i don't think i can do it. i highly doubt the fact that i can treat it as nothing happened at all. im seriously extremely heart-broken. Somebody tell me, what am i supposed ot do about it? im crying. i hate this. i hate this. Someone stop it. i don't want to believe its true. i wish its not true. Someone tell me its a lie. Please? i don't want to face this. Not now, not ever. i don't want to lose a daughter. She is my DAUGHTER! She is supposed to go through thick and thin as we said we would. So why is this happening NOW?! i can't think about it. Not anymore. Its falling apart. im crying again. Nothing's alright anymore. Shit. i hate you.

Tag replies:

Garry: WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME ABOUT IT EARLIER?! COULDN'T YOU GET MY NUMBER AND CALL ME OR SOMETHING?! WHY LET ME SEE IT ONLY NOW?! WHY LET ME KNOW ABOUT IT SO LATE?! WHY?! ARGHH!!!!!!!!!

Imprints of ♥ 12:25 AM.