Friday, February 27, 2009
GOD! I SWEAR I HATE THE GRILL PROMO, ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU ARE WORKING. ARGHH! Its actually quite fine when you are acting as the customer, but it sucks when you are working as the cashier or when you are working in the kitchen. Stupid person who came up with this promo. FUCK YOU MAN, USE YOUR BRAIN COME UP WITH SOMETHING MORE WORTH LARHH. WHY USE THIS MAN. VERY STRESS, SO MANY HOLDING. NEVER THINK THAT WE WILL BE VERY VERY VERY SHAGGED ISIT?! WAHH LAU EHH! ASS. Zzzzzzzzzzz.
Lols. Finally, let off some steam. Sorry. Cause seriously very stress. Cannot tahan. Today, woke up at 11plus when RuEn called me. Cause she at LongJohn mahh, then she ask if i coming anot, so i say yahh. Then she eat liao, go pei her mama go to Rivervale Plaza there, cause her mama want do her hair, then i sms-ing Nadiah, she also there eating what. So i cab down to Rivervale Mall. Then hungry, buy cajun to eat. (((((: Told auntie i wanted to eat crumbs, she gave me a heap on top of my cajun. WAHHHHH~ HAPPY SIA! xDD Then eat eat, finish liao chatchat awhile with Auntie Dilah and Auntie Kiam, talktalk awhile with ahhmahh, Auntie May and Joeffery then left go toilet. Then go school. Call RuEn, never pick up. Ass. She called me back, say will reach Econ in 10 minutes. The time she took to reach there was 10 minutes TIMES two. In other words, she took 20 minutes. WAHH LAU! Saw Khalisah darling when waiting for her. Lols. Talktalk awhile. Then she go home. RuEn come liao then go into school. Nothing much bahh, only know was emo for awhile. Cannot stand those 'pubors' from guides sia. Sooooo bimbo. Wanna scold them also cannot. Then anyhow use names call people. Wahh lau. Especially that Saleppr. Sooooooooo~ =.= Nothing to say larhh that one. Yucks. Play play awhile with JingYee, then sing taps. Talking to RuEn about guides stuff. Quite a long discussion. Cause we found out alot of problems. LOL! Then talktalktalk until she reach her block then i walk to Rivervale Mall alone. Soooo emo. LOL! Reach liao, go LongJohn again, give Verna her salmon (i owe her one) then i buy my own food eat. Then slackslack, started stock count already. Tomorrow end of month. Zzzz. Went to help kitchen awhile, Mervyn, Muhaimin and Auntie Jamilah looked like they fighting war, then giving out rations. SOOOO STRESS! I SIT INSIDE, NOT HELPING MUCH, I SEE THEM UNTIL I OWNSELF ALSO CANNOT TAKE IT LORHH! =.= Thats how stressed they are. *HINTS!* (WOMAN, seriously. STRESS! And, sad.) Help help until about 7.50 like that, then cab to Kovan MRT, walked home. Got time alone mahh, can emo. Then no one can stop me. Especially when Mervyn is around, very hard to emo. Cause he will make you laugh until stomach ache. HAHAH! Then see see, look look. Walk home. Ate dinner at 9 plus, now quite bloated, then come blog lorhhs. Now going to bathe, i smell like the kitchen for some reason. Zzzzzzz.
And seriously, i don't know how to stop loving you, its too hard for me to handle.Mr Loverboy. i really DO like you. But you being you, the oblivious type, you don't know how i feel. Thats what brings me misery, and that what makes me sad.
Lols. Finally, let off some steam. Sorry. Cause seriously very stress. Cannot tahan. Today, woke up at 11plus when RuEn called me. Cause she at LongJohn mahh, then she ask if i coming anot, so i say yahh. Then she eat liao, go pei her mama go to Rivervale Plaza there, cause her mama want do her hair, then i sms-ing Nadiah, she also there eating what. So i cab down to Rivervale Mall. Then hungry, buy cajun to eat. (((((: Told auntie i wanted to eat crumbs, she gave me a heap on top of my cajun. WAHHHHH~ HAPPY SIA! xDD Then eat eat, finish liao chatchat awhile with Auntie Dilah and Auntie Kiam, talktalk awhile with ahhmahh, Auntie May and Joeffery then left go toilet. Then go school. Call RuEn, never pick up. Ass. She called me back, say will reach Econ in 10 minutes. The time she took to reach there was 10 minutes TIMES two. In other words, she took 20 minutes. WAHH LAU! Saw Khalisah darling when waiting for her. Lols. Talktalk awhile. Then she go home. RuEn come liao then go into school. Nothing much bahh, only know was emo for awhile. Cannot stand those 'pubors' from guides sia. Sooooo bimbo. Wanna scold them also cannot. Then anyhow use names call people. Wahh lau. Especially that Saleppr. Sooooooooo~ =.= Nothing to say larhh that one. Yucks. Play play awhile with JingYee, then sing taps. Talking to RuEn about guides stuff. Quite a long discussion. Cause we found out alot of problems. LOL! Then talktalktalk until she reach her block then i walk to Rivervale Mall alone. Soooo emo. LOL! Reach liao, go LongJohn again, give Verna her salmon (i owe her one) then i buy my own food eat. Then slackslack, started stock count already. Tomorrow end of month. Zzzz. Went to help kitchen awhile, Mervyn, Muhaimin and Auntie Jamilah looked like they fighting war, then giving out rations. SOOOO STRESS! I SIT INSIDE, NOT HELPING MUCH, I SEE THEM UNTIL I OWNSELF ALSO CANNOT TAKE IT LORHH! =.= Thats how stressed they are. *HINTS!* (WOMAN, seriously. STRESS! And, sad.) Help help until about 7.50 like that, then cab to Kovan MRT, walked home. Got time alone mahh, can emo. Then no one can stop me. Especially when Mervyn is around, very hard to emo. Cause he will make you laugh until stomach ache. HAHAH! Then see see, look look. Walk home. Ate dinner at 9 plus, now quite bloated, then come blog lorhhs. Now going to bathe, i smell like the kitchen for some reason. Zzzzzzz.
And seriously, i don't know how to stop loving you, its too hard for me to handle.
Imprints of ♥ 10:39 PM.
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Tired. Wanna sleep. Worried. Can't sleep. He ain't home yet. =.=
Imprints of ♥ 10:04 PM.
Anywayys, went for body check-up just now. Bloody creepy sehh. Won't elaborate. Zzzzzz, the whole process of check-up PLUS x-ray took me about 1 hour plus today lorhhs. Wet to AngMoKio for check-up. X-ray at AMK polyclinic. Total price 26.65. =.= Received 23.35 bucks change. LOL. Bus-ed down to Compass. Went to popular find some things for LongJohn. BUT, cannot find. Zzzzzzzzz. Stupid man. Stayed there for like 45 minutes, bought star paper and ribbons. Hahahs, then went to the Cold Storage promo thingy, bought something to eat. Was sms-ing woman lorhhs. Then sms sms, she say she wanted a new phone lantyard, so i went to buy her one. Hahahs. White, with many many many hearts on it. xDD After that reached home. Sms sms, also sms-ing Mervyn. (: He working now. HAHAHAH! i still think woma is going to kill me.
OHH OHH! SEC1 BONDING CAMP CONFIRM ALREADY. HEHEHEHEHEH! Who wanna go?! xDD
OHH OHH! SEC1 BONDING CAMP CONFIRM ALREADY. HEHEHEHEHEH! Who wanna go?! xDD
Imprints of ♥ 4:18 PM.
i feel extremely certain that people will scold me. Because i still like that person. =.= Why am i so clear about that? Easy, i was talking to woman about that. And she threatened to kok my head. o.O Weird right. i just like that guy. Whats wrong with that? Like many other girls my age, i crush easily, but very difficult to really love someone. Zzzzzz. Not a very nice weakness on my part. HAHAH! ANDANDAND, it always seems like i fall for all those super oblivious type. All the pa stem pa stem one. Also don't now what they store in their heads one.
Do you ever feel, when we're all alone, all that we could be, where this thing could go?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you ever feel, when we're all alone, all that we could be, where this thing could go?
Is it real or just another crush?
Imprints of ♥ 4:14 PM.
Monday, February 23, 2009
i feel quite pissed leiiiiiis. Just thinking about work yesterday made me MAD! GOSH!
SERIOUSLY. Milo never top-up, MY fault. Dining dirty, MY fault. Money from someone else's counter drawer missing, BLAME ME. WOII. WTF I DO SEHH. NOT MY FAULT RIGHT? I ALSO NEVER DO ANYTHING TO THAT COUNTER?! PLEASE LORHH. BLAME ME FOR WHAT? FUN ISIT? COME IN, LESS THAN 5 MINUTES, PISS ME OFF, YOU THINK WHAT. FUN-FAIR ISIT? SOOOOOO ENTERTAINING TO PISS ME OFF ISIT? MILO SPOIL MY FAULT ISIT? THE CARTON INSIDE GOT SPOILT MILO MY FAULT ISIT? LIKE I KNOW THE MILO WILL SPOIL LIKE THAT. C'MON LARHHS. IM ONLY HUMAN OKAYYS, I DO HAVE FEELINGS. WTF LARHHHHHHHH. CANNOT TAKE IT LORHHS.
i was cursing and swearing just now. Sorry. ._. Cause really man, Verna yesterday quite unreasonable alright. i shoulda left at 3 instead of 5 plus. Then i no need kena her attitude. Damn fucked up alright. She come in, see me in the kitchen, scold me for walking aorund because i had to throw rubbish. PLEASE MAN, I DON'T WALK HOW I THROW MY RUBBISH? GO OUTSIDE THROW HAH, NO OUTSIDE FOOD SUPPOSED TO BE ALLOWED IN THE RESTAURANT MY DEAR MANAGER. Zzzzzz. Machiam pissed. Cause seriously larhhhhh, already kena attitude my customer, enough liao lorhh. So many times, you really think im your punching bag isit? Just because your period here, got mood swing, can take out on me isit? im very very very sorry alright, if it really happens, i will just take off my apron, grab my bag and just leave, cause i don't tolerate this kind of attitude. Even if you are my manager. And mind you, i very seldom flare up at people working at my workplace. Seldom, practically none at all. With Muhaimin maybe, but never with any female staff. Be it my manager or my colleagues. Never at all alright, then what. She pissed me off, i almost shouted at her lorhhs. What did you think i did, swallow it down? NO WAY MAN. If its too much, i won't do it. Cause i cannot stand such things. SO CHILDISH, AND IMMATURE AND STUPID AND RETARDED AND SOOOO UN-ADULT-LIKE. DUMB SHIT. _|_ Still quite pissed. Woman was also quite pissed on Saturday, now my turn.
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Ahhhhh, i feel much better now. HAHAHAHAH!
Imprints of ♥ 1:24 AM.
Saturday, February 21, 2009
BLAHH! 267th post now. Not in the mood to blog actually. Quite worried. He ain't home yet. Or maybe he is, and has knocked out or something. =.= i don't know. Quite stressful not knowing what he is doing. HAHAH!
World Thinking Day is TODAY. And i can't go to the indoor stadium later with zharbor and Nadiah and 'minie and Azira and Suranthi etc. LOL. Soooooooooooooooooooooo freakign upset lorhhhhhhhhhhh~ Zzzzzzz. Nevermind, can't take off also. Verna won't let me. =.= PISSED. Anywayys, i hope jason13 sees this.
That bastard wrote this onmy mei's blog:
TO SHARLENE:jior me to LONJOHNSILVER ? y? wanna spank my butt for poor command of ENG?u may if u like but dun use broom k,bcos kena broom means 'suay' 3days in a row de
JASON13:
WOII. PCB. YOU THINK YOU EX-CCHS STUDENT CAN GO AROUND OTHER PEOPLE'S BLOG SCOLD AND SPAM AND ACT LIKE SOME FUCKING HOMOSEXUAL ISIT? PLEASE LARHHHHS. ACT YOUR OWN AGE, ACT YOUR OWN GENDER. ACTING GAY WON'T DO YOU ANY GOOD. MIGHT EVEN BRING DISCRIMINATION TO YOURSELF. DUMBASS. AND HOW DARE YOU SPELL MY WORKPLACE WRONGLY?! MOTHER FUCKING SON OF A BITCH. YOU ARE WORSE THAN THE UNCLE WORKIGN THERE ALRIGHT? And please, unlike you, I AIN'T THAT CHILDISH. To insult both ME and DEWI, its pretty impossible. Because its either we get a GOOD laugh otta it, or you just cross the line SOOOO bad. Don't worry, because you just did. Watch your back, small boy (KUKUBIRD BOY). You're now in for FUN and GAMES.
World Thinking Day is TODAY. And i can't go to the indoor stadium later with zharbor and Nadiah and 'minie and Azira and Suranthi etc. LOL. Soooooooooooooooooooooo freakign upset lorhhhhhhhhhhh~ Zzzzzzz. Nevermind, can't take off also. Verna won't let me. =.= PISSED. Anywayys, i hope jason13 sees this.
That bastard wrote this onmy mei's blog:
TO SHARLENE:jior me to LONJOHNSILVER ? y? wanna spank my butt for poor command of ENG?u may if u like but dun use broom k,bcos kena broom means 'suay' 3days in a row de
JASON13:
WOII. PCB. YOU THINK YOU EX-CCHS STUDENT CAN GO AROUND OTHER PEOPLE'S BLOG SCOLD AND SPAM AND ACT LIKE SOME FUCKING HOMOSEXUAL ISIT? PLEASE LARHHHHS. ACT YOUR OWN AGE, ACT YOUR OWN GENDER. ACTING GAY WON'T DO YOU ANY GOOD. MIGHT EVEN BRING DISCRIMINATION TO YOURSELF. DUMBASS. AND HOW DARE YOU SPELL MY WORKPLACE WRONGLY?! MOTHER FUCKING SON OF A BITCH. YOU ARE WORSE THAN THE UNCLE WORKIGN THERE ALRIGHT? And please, unlike you, I AIN'T THAT CHILDISH. To insult both ME and DEWI, its pretty impossible. Because its either we get a GOOD laugh otta it, or you just cross the line SOOOO bad. Don't worry, because you just did. Watch your back, small boy (KUKUBIRD BOY). You're now in for FUN and GAMES.
Imprints of ♥ 1:54 AM.
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
' Tell me why, you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, im not over it.
Tell me why, i can't seem to face the truth.
im just a little too not over you. '
All seems too true. Don't you think so? To tell you the truth, im not THAT over him. But, im trying.
The curious case of Benjamin Buttons, scary show. All so random. But scay. Cause Brad Pitt dies a baby. GOD. The baby SOOOO cute. Then stare at someoen, then close eye and die. (!!!) *Note, exclaimation mark sign copyrighted from woman* Then then, when he was born, HIS SKIN LIKE 80+ YEAR OLD MAN! OMGOMGOMG! SCARYSCARY! So er xin, disturbing. LOL. Before show, went bowling with Zharbor, Chris and Ben. Chris blanja bowling at SRGCC. SO COLD INSIDE THERE. Then zharbor shivering like shit. LOL. Like when she was in school. i miss that. xDD While bowling, we had a great laugh. Cause me and Chris trying to force zharbor to bowl with us. Landed up we were playing catching in the bowling alley. The person there was lookign at us, feeling super pissed cause we practically ignored her presence and played there like shit. SO FUNNY. She was super annoyed by us. Kena alot of gutter. PEK! Then now hand PAIN. Cause Chris made me hold a 12+1+1 ball, PLUS, he made he hold a 11 ball, then want me to SWING it. =.= Hand almost break. HEAVY SEHH! Left at 2 plus. Bus-ed to Serangoon MRT. MRT-ed down to Dhoby Ghaut, bought tickets, then went to XinWang Cafe to eat. Talked there until almost 3.40. Went up, buy drinks, then go inside cinema. Sit inside until 6.30++ then we left. =.= Sit inside there so long lorhhs. Then train-ed back to Kovan. Walked home. HAHAHAH! Its been a long time since i had fun. The last was maybe half a month ago. Seems quite long already. Y-Y i want the fun to last though.
Don't remind me, im not over it.
Tell me why, i can't seem to face the truth.
im just a little too not over you. '
All seems too true. Don't you think so? To tell you the truth, im not THAT over him. But, im trying.
The curious case of Benjamin Buttons, scary show. All so random. But scay. Cause Brad Pitt dies a baby. GOD. The baby SOOOO cute. Then stare at someoen, then close eye and die. (!!!) *Note, exclaimation mark sign copyrighted from woman* Then then, when he was born, HIS SKIN LIKE 80+ YEAR OLD MAN! OMGOMGOMG! SCARYSCARY! So er xin, disturbing. LOL. Before show, went bowling with Zharbor, Chris and Ben. Chris blanja bowling at SRGCC. SO COLD INSIDE THERE. Then zharbor shivering like shit. LOL. Like when she was in school. i miss that. xDD While bowling, we had a great laugh. Cause me and Chris trying to force zharbor to bowl with us. Landed up we were playing catching in the bowling alley. The person there was lookign at us, feeling super pissed cause we practically ignored her presence and played there like shit. SO FUNNY. She was super annoyed by us. Kena alot of gutter. PEK! Then now hand PAIN. Cause Chris made me hold a 12+1+1 ball, PLUS, he made he hold a 11 ball, then want me to SWING it. =.= Hand almost break. HEAVY SEHH! Left at 2 plus. Bus-ed to Serangoon MRT. MRT-ed down to Dhoby Ghaut, bought tickets, then went to XinWang Cafe to eat. Talked there until almost 3.40. Went up, buy drinks, then go inside cinema. Sit inside until 6.30++ then we left. =.= Sit inside there so long lorhhs. Then train-ed back to Kovan. Walked home. HAHAHAH! Its been a long time since i had fun. The last was maybe half a month ago. Seems quite long already. Y-Y i want the fun to last though.
Imprints of ♥ 9:45 PM.
SHAGGED! Talking to Zharbor and Mervyn on MSN just now. Laughter everywhere. Hahahs. i miss being the happy-go-lucky me. And news for you people, IM BACK TO BEING ME AGAIN! NO MORE SUPER DUPER EMO! xDD And yo, I LOVE YOU PEOPLE LARHHHS.
Especially WOMAN and ZHARBOR. ILYTB!
Especially WOMAN and ZHARBOR. ILYTB!
Imprints of ♥ 2:27 AM.
i feel EXTREMELY betrayed right now alright. Is WORSE than feeling heartbroken. i swear. im NEVER gonna talk to him again. i hope he sees this.
GARRY:
i don't wanna know you anymore. You, just leave us alone okayys. i don't have a son like you anymore. You, lie and cheat and play with our trust as if its dirt. EXCUSE ME, TRUST NEEDS TO BE BUILT UPON WITH YOUR HEART AND SINCERITY OKAYYS. If you wanna play with OUR trust, im sorry. No more next time. You did that once with Sammi, now you're doing it again with Joyce. What to you think is this. im UTTERLY disappointed in you okayys. You lied to us time and time again, treat us like a punching bag just because you are in a bad mood. Insult us because we scolded you? Excuse me. If you didn't accuse Marcus of being a two-timer, would i scold you? Thats one, secondly. You said sorry to me, then what, you scolded me? PLEASE. IM NOT YOUR FUCKING PUNCHING BAG ALRIGHT. IM ONLY HUMAN. Right now, you mean NOTHING to me. So, just leave me alone. Don't come here, don't tag here. Don't tag on Marcus's blog NOR on Irene's blog. Don't make me do drastic things to you. Seriously. You are NOT welcome-ed here. Thank you, bye, i hope i DON'T see you here AGAIN.
On the last note-
To WOMAN, SHAUN, DORA &MERVYN:
THANK YOU FOR CHEERING ME UP! IM FINE NOW. At least i will still be friends with him. Thats enough already. <33LOVES!
GARRY:
i don't wanna know you anymore. You, just leave us alone okayys. i don't have a son like you anymore. You, lie and cheat and play with our trust as if its dirt. EXCUSE ME, TRUST NEEDS TO BE BUILT UPON WITH YOUR HEART AND SINCERITY OKAYYS. If you wanna play with OUR trust, im sorry. No more next time. You did that once with Sammi, now you're doing it again with Joyce. What to you think is this. im UTTERLY disappointed in you okayys. You lied to us time and time again, treat us like a punching bag just because you are in a bad mood. Insult us because we scolded you? Excuse me. If you didn't accuse Marcus of being a two-timer, would i scold you? Thats one, secondly. You said sorry to me, then what, you scolded me? PLEASE. IM NOT YOUR FUCKING PUNCHING BAG ALRIGHT. IM ONLY HUMAN. Right now, you mean NOTHING to me. So, just leave me alone. Don't come here, don't tag here. Don't tag on Marcus's blog NOR on Irene's blog. Don't make me do drastic things to you. Seriously. You are NOT welcome-ed here. Thank you, bye, i hope i DON'T see you here AGAIN.
On the last note-
To WOMAN, SHAUN, DORA &MERVYN:
THANK YOU FOR CHEERING ME UP! IM FINE NOW. At least i will still be friends with him. Thats enough already. <33
Imprints of ♥ 12:06 AM.
Monday, February 16, 2009
Still quite heartbroken. Wasn't as happy as i could have been. Felt extremely pissed, depressed etc. Not in the mood to work in the first place.
i feel extremely sad right now. Heart in dust particles now. Extremely hard to piece it back. Even if you did, there will still be some parts of it missing. There's no way it can ever be back to normal again. Y.Y
Where is she when you need her the most. Still crying.
i feel extremely sad right now. Heart in dust particles now. Extremely hard to piece it back. Even if you did, there will still be some parts of it missing. There's no way it can ever be back to normal again. Y.Y
Where is she when you need her the most. Still crying.
Imprints of ♥ 12:04 AM.
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Even before i popped the question, the answer was already shown straight in my face. As friends, we can do much more. As lovers, we can do nothing. i know you like her. Rub it into my face now, i won't bother complaining. i don't know how to tell you i like you. Neither do i know what to do at all. Both of you are my friends. Both GOOD friends. As you have told me, you care. But only as a friend. And im one of your bestest friends. Is that how far we could go?i don't want to cry, but just the mere thought of it makes me wanna brawl like a small kid, sit in a dark corner of the room and cry my heart out.
Y-Y
Its WOMAN's birthday. But it seems like im affecting her mood too. Cause she knows im upset. Sorry WOMAN, i spoilt your birthday mood. Happy 17th birthday too. i hope all your dreams and wishes come true. And WOMAN, i know you love me. i love you too. Y-Y
Y-Y
Its WOMAN's birthday. But it seems like im affecting her mood too. Cause she knows im upset. Sorry WOMAN, i spoilt your birthday mood. Happy 17th birthday too. i hope all your dreams and wishes come true. And WOMAN, i know you love me. i love you too. Y-Y
Imprints of ♥ 10:06 PM.
Ohh, Dora and Nadiah saw that thing yesterday. Only Dora knows full account. WOMAN is still very disappointed in me. Y-Y Damn saddening. Cause she scolded me. ._.
P.S. i STILL see you asking me about other people's problems. CAN YOU JUST STOP IT FOR ONCE?!
P.S. i STILL see you asking me about other people's problems. CAN YOU JUST STOP IT FOR ONCE?!
Imprints of ♥ 2:36 AM.
i HATE it when YOU do that man. Talk to me about her problems. EXCUSE ME. You might be oblivious, but i DO have feelings too you know? Grrrrrr. When can you get that into your thick SKULL? Zzzzzzz.
Far to pissed to type much. SERIOUSLY MAN. Please, im still only human with hmanly feelings, im not some superhuman who can block off feeling hurt and depression alright? Damn you. Really, damn you to hell.
P.S. im still doing that dumb thing. Sorry people, 8 lines on the wrist.
Far to pissed to type much. SERIOUSLY MAN. Please, im still only human with hmanly feelings, im not some superhuman who can block off feeling hurt and depression alright? Damn you. Really, damn you to hell.
P.S. im still doing that dumb thing. Sorry people, 8 lines on the wrist.
Imprints of ♥ 2:16 AM.
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Even if you DID know about it, it wouldn't change anything. Would it?
Emo.
Emo.
Imprints of ♥ 2:17 AM.
i seriously think that there is something very wrong with me. i don't know whats going on in my brain okayys.
Everything seems wrong when YOU're not with me. Is it me? Or only me?
Do you know the answer to that question?
i get extremely uneasy when YOU care too much about someone, as if YOU like her or something.
i sometimes get the feeling that im just friend, like only best buddies with YOU.
i feel like some idiot, watching, worrying, thinking.
YOU wanna let my heart know whats going on, and what are YOU thinking right now?
Just tell me, what are YOU thinking about in YOUR brain.
And why can't i just stop thinking about YOU.
YOU tell me why.
Everything seems wrong when YOU're not with me. Is it me? Or only me?
Do you know the answer to that question?
i get extremely uneasy when YOU care too much about someone, as if YOU like her or something.
i sometimes get the feeling that im just friend, like only best buddies with YOU.
i feel like some idiot, watching, worrying, thinking.
YOU wanna let my heart know whats going on, and what are YOU thinking right now?
Just tell me, what are YOU thinking about in YOUR brain.
And why can't i just stop thinking about YOU.
YOU tell me why.
Imprints of ♥ 2:00 AM.
Friday, February 06, 2009
Yesterday was Irene and Marcus derhh first year anniversary. HOPE YOU LAST LONG!
Now, main point. Today is zharbor's birthday. LAGI BEST. SHE THINK I FORGOT ABOUT HER BIRTHDAY! Zzzzz. Nice right? i kena like that from her. Zzzz.
HAPPY 17TH MISS JANE YEONG CHER HUI!
I DIDN'T FORGET YOUR BIRTHDAY OKAYY.!
Now, main point. Today is zharbor's birthday. LAGI BEST. SHE THINK I FORGOT ABOUT HER BIRTHDAY! Zzzzz. Nice right? i kena like that from her. Zzzz.
HAPPY 17TH MISS JANE YEONG CHER HUI!
I DIDN'T FORGET YOUR BIRTHDAY OKAYY.!
Imprints of ♥ 12:44 AM.
One word to describe me now. TIRED!
Anywayys, summary. Uncle pissed me off. TIRED! GAHH! He caused me to kena cut by the stupid scotch-tape thing. Bugger. Then scold scold, avoid avoid. Hide in the kitchen lorhhs. ._. Hahahs. But then, nothing much also, only he still as pervert as ever. Zzzz.
Anywayys, summary. Uncle pissed me off. TIRED! GAHH! He caused me to kena cut by the stupid scotch-tape thing. Bugger. Then scold scold, avoid avoid. Hide in the kitchen lorhhs. ._. Hahahs. But then, nothing much also, only he still as pervert as ever. Zzzz.
Imprints of ♥ 12:41 AM.
Sunday, February 01, 2009
Gosh! My feet hurts like fuck. Maybe its because i walk too much in heels already. Bugger. Can't go to zharbor's house later. Got family dinner. But nevermind larhh. Cause i don't wanna see that lil' stinking arrogant bitch's face. (zharbor knows who im refering to) Zzzzz.
Went to work yesterday, work until maybe say 1230, left from work. Changed then BIA down to Regina jie's <33 house for party. Hahahs! i reached there at like, 115 but then, she not there. Apparrently, she went out to buy something. =.= Then i sit in the room wait for her. Then her mama ask me go out eat. LOL. The food, quite o.O HAH! After eating, went to watch teevee! Finished Norbit. Then i took bus 109 back, then slowly toot over to WOMAN's house. xDD i went there, actually wanted to collect my things only. Landed up i stayed there for dinner. WOMAN's friends Sherry and Phila (sp?) came also, nice people. Very easy to get along with. Had steamboat with her family. Then WOMAN's papa made us some NICE alcoholic drinks. Vodka with 7-UP. HAHAH! Its damn nice alright. Had 2 cups. Landed i was the only one out of us 4 that WASN'T drunk (nothing to do with my size whatsoever alright? Don't you bullshit about it) Anywayys, while eating her sister Rakel came back. LOL. SUPER GOTH LOOKING LORHH. Cool! She damn into cosplay and stuff. Lols. Then after that, we played 'sah ki' and 'ban luk'. Wahh lau ehh. WOMAN's ahhmahh KEEP winning. In 10 rounds, i think she win 6. ZZZZZZ. Pissed. Lost 8 bucks to her lorhhhhh. THEN, i won 4 bucks from WOMAN's papa. HAHAH~ One round of ban luk. Win 4 bucks then i siam liao. Cause i was supposed to come home. =.= Reached home, showered, sms WOMAN. Sms sms sms until i fall asleep. HAH!
Then today work, work until 12 plus. Then go jiupo yi ma there cause today my jiupo birthday. HAH! Then go there lunch, then celebrate. SWENSENS CHOCOLATE CAKE HORHH! Uncle almost pissed me off today. Zzzzzz. KNS larhh that asshole. ALWAYS make me angry one. Bugger. Far too pissed to care. Don't ask.
Went to work yesterday, work until maybe say 1230, left from work. Changed then BIA down to Regina jie's <33 house for party. Hahahs! i reached there at like, 115 but then, she not there. Apparrently, she went out to buy something. =.= Then i sit in the room wait for her. Then her mama ask me go out eat. LOL. The food, quite o.O HAH! After eating, went to watch teevee! Finished Norbit. Then i took bus 109 back, then slowly toot over to WOMAN's house. xDD i went there, actually wanted to collect my things only. Landed up i stayed there for dinner. WOMAN's friends Sherry and Phila (sp?) came also, nice people. Very easy to get along with. Had steamboat with her family. Then WOMAN's papa made us some NICE alcoholic drinks. Vodka with 7-UP. HAHAH! Its damn nice alright. Had 2 cups. Landed i was the only one out of us 4 that WASN'T drunk (nothing to do with my size whatsoever alright? Don't you bullshit about it) Anywayys, while eating her sister Rakel came back. LOL. SUPER GOTH LOOKING LORHH. Cool! She damn into cosplay and stuff. Lols. Then after that, we played 'sah ki' and 'ban luk'. Wahh lau ehh. WOMAN's ahhmahh KEEP winning. In 10 rounds, i think she win 6. ZZZZZZ. Pissed. Lost 8 bucks to her lorhhhhh. THEN, i won 4 bucks from WOMAN's papa. HAHAH~ One round of ban luk. Win 4 bucks then i siam liao. Cause i was supposed to come home. =.= Reached home, showered, sms WOMAN. Sms sms sms until i fall asleep. HAH!
Then today work, work until 12 plus. Then go jiupo yi ma there cause today my jiupo birthday. HAH! Then go there lunch, then celebrate. SWENSENS CHOCOLATE CAKE HORHH! Uncle almost pissed me off today. Zzzzzz. KNS larhh that asshole. ALWAYS make me angry one. Bugger. Far too pissed to care. Don't ask.
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