Sunday, March 22, 2009
Super duper no mood to do anything right now. Its 1.25 am in the morning, and i just wanna sit in one corner, hug myself and emo my way to hell. Thats what i REALLY wanna do.
Guilt and remorse, its something i don't like showing to others. Its makes me cry easily, and i hate crying in front of people. Being guilt-tripped makes me feel like crap, i will start thinking about how stupid, dumb or just plain retarded am i and then the floodgates start rolling. Not something im very proud of. Pissed.
No mood to work tomorrow. Can i just go like, AWOL or something and pangsehh whoever is supposed to work with me tomorrow? Joeffery is going to kill me, Verna is gonna call me. FUCK IT LARHHHHHH. i hate it when its like this.
i hate you♥. Where are you♥ when i wanna talk to you♥. You promised you'd♥ listen to me if i wanted to let off steam. Seems like people always break promises do they?
Guilt and remorse, its something i don't like showing to others. Its makes me cry easily, and i hate crying in front of people. Being guilt-tripped makes me feel like crap, i will start thinking about how stupid, dumb or just plain retarded am i and then the floodgates start rolling. Not something im very proud of. Pissed.
No mood to work tomorrow. Can i just go like, AWOL or something and pangsehh whoever is supposed to work with me tomorrow? Joeffery is going to kill me, Verna is gonna call me. FUCK IT LARHHHHHH. i hate it when its like this.
i hate you♥. Where are you♥ when i wanna talk to you♥. You promised you'd♥ listen to me if i wanted to let off steam. Seems like people always break promises do they?
Imprints of ♥ 1:24 AM.
