Thursday, February 28, 2008
My sister has successfully irritated me by insulting UVERworld songs. What the hell. ii listen to UVERworld songs also cannot isit? Who ask Abby get me addicted to it? Then now she is SINGING all the wrong words. iim getting PISSED.
Went to school as per normal. Things happened. ii went to school as per normal. Felt so fucking stressed. ii had a nervous breakdown. And apparrently, iim not the only one. HAHAHAHAHAH! Cause Jane had one with me. )): ii think? Lols. ii onluy know that ii was seriously having bad moodswings. ii actuallyCRIED. ii seriously CRIED on Jane larhhs. Then HuiJin was going like, WTF sia. Cause none of them has even seen me like that before larhhs. They were all shocked with what ii did sia. Lols. SORRY SIA! Let you see this bad side of me. Hahahs! ><
Then me and Jane were late for the stupid assembly shit thing. Heck larhhs. Mari Kita liao then go back to class. Go class liao, make people do survey for me. Chiong-ed 2o for me sia just now. THANKKS! Cause ii gave myself like, more work to do. And ii was PISSED off in the morning. To my surprise, ii managed to become normal in less than half-an-hour. Maybe because HuiJin they all keep trying to make me laugh. ((x THANKKS IDIOTS! <33 face="trebuchet color=">Then went for SS/History. Apparently, lesson was in the hall. Combined with Sec4f & h. Lmaos. Was watching some weird thingy. Ohh yahh, presentation. Chocolate always got prepare one. ((x Watch liao, the front part look damn interesting. Then the behind one not so. ii fell asleep nearing to the end. And that CAMEL keep irritating me larhhs. ii mean like, Jane lean on my leg got problem mehhs? Its not ike she leaning on you what correct anot? So you come kajiao for what you? K-P-O. Stupid lorhhs. Then ii cursed at her. She walked off. Landed up she was sitting at the back of the hall. Whatever larhhs. ii was sleeping for the last 15++ minutes, ii am ashamed to admit. Cause really very boring lorhhs. ii only like to see the world trade centre one. That one DAMN cool. Then after the whole thing end liao we al go for English. Jasper today supposed to do the honours of switching on the air-con for us. But then, he still HAVEN'T touch on his journal yet. And he has 10 ENTRIES TO SUBMIT. 5 by tomorrow and 5 next monday. Then, Mrs Chua suddenly announce got file check. Chicken. Also got journal check. iim like, HELLO? My journa is still with me sia. WTF. She say check what saii sia. Crazy woman. Hahahs! Did my summary, cannot finish the whole thing, cause ii keep paying with Koa Ee Kiat's knife, the one ii like to play with SO much. ii only managed to do up my draft and half of my summary. Whoops. My draft is SO messy while the final piece was so neat. Like hell man, iim biased. ><
iiLOVEyou;iiLOVEyou;iiLOVEyou <33
Went to school as per normal. Things happened. ii went to school as per normal. Felt so fucking stressed. ii had a nervous breakdown. And apparrently, iim not the only one. HAHAHAHAHAH! Cause Jane had one with me. )): ii think? Lols. ii onluy know that ii was seriously having bad moodswings. ii actually
Then me and Jane were late for the stupid assembly shit thing. Heck larhhs. Mari Kita liao then go back to class. Go class liao, make people do survey for me. Chiong-ed 2o for me sia just now. THANKKS! Cause ii gave myself like, more work to do. And ii was PISSED off in the morning. To my surprise, ii managed to become normal in less than half-an-hour. Maybe because HuiJin they all keep trying to make me laugh. ((x THANKKS IDIOTS! <33 face="trebuchet color=">Then went for SS/History. Apparently, lesson was in the hall. Combined with Sec4f & h. Lmaos. Was watching some weird thingy. Ohh yahh, presentation. Chocolate always got prepare one. ((x Watch liao, the front part look damn interesting. Then the behind one not so. ii fell asleep nearing to the end. And that CAMEL keep irritating me larhhs. ii mean like, Jane lean on my leg got problem mehhs? Its not ike she leaning on you what correct anot? So you come kajiao for what you? K-P-O. Stupid lorhhs. Then ii cursed at her. She walked off. Landed up she was sitting at the back of the hall. Whatever larhhs. ii was sleeping for the last 15++ minutes, ii am ashamed to admit. Cause really very boring lorhhs. ii only like to see the world trade centre one. That one DAMN cool. Then after the whole thing end liao we al go for English. Jasper today supposed to do the honours of switching on the air-con for us. But then, he still HAVEN'T touch on his journal yet. And he has 10 ENTRIES TO SUBMIT. 5 by tomorrow and 5 next monday. Then, Mrs Chua suddenly announce got file check. Chicken. Also got journal check. iim like, HELLO? My journa is still with me sia. WTF. She say check what saii sia. Crazy woman. Hahahs! Did my summary, cannot finish the whole thing, cause ii keep paying with Koa Ee Kiat's knife, the one ii like to play with SO much. ii only managed to do up my draft and half of my summary. Whoops. My draft is SO messy while the final piece was so neat. Like hell man, iim biased. ><
iiLOVEyou;iiLOVEyou;iiLOVEyou <33
Imprints of ♥ 9:25 PM.
Sunday, February 24, 2008
ii just realised. My priorities and thinkings and views about everything are haywired. Everything seems outta control and wrong. Why is that so? My control over my sanity and life seems to be fraying be the minute. GAHH!
Why can't ii just love you silently? Give me a chance to do that will you?
Why can't ii just love you silently? Give me a chance to do that will you?
Imprints of ♥ 8:24 PM.
Saturday, February 23, 2008
IIM SO FRIGGING HAPPY! FOR THE FIRST TIME IN 4 YEARS, II GOT MY FIRST PUAN NOOR AISAH AWARD! YAYYSERS!!! God larhhs! Damn happy. ii feel SO proud all of a sudden sia. ((x
Today got redcross flagday. Went to Tampines Interchange there sell flag. Damn funny. Keep walk walk with ahhmahh and Sakdiyah. Walk walk walk, saw Erfaan and Fareez [is that how you spell his name?] eating at Macs with HELL LOT OF SEC5s. Was like, EHH, GOT TOY. Lols. Then walk back to interchange. Apparently, after one round, ahhmahh had like, only one coin in his tin while me and Sak had quite alot. Damn funny. Then go back interchange there playplay awhile with Huijin and company. Poached the passengers who came off the bus with Huijin and company. Then Huijin was like, WOII, DON'T COME SNATCH CUSTOMERS! Lmaos! Laughing like crazy today. Went around for like, 2 more rounds. Saw JunYang and company twice. Saw him in a freaking fireman hat outside the MRT station trying to get donations. Freaking weird lorhhs. But also quite funny. Passed ShiJun and HuangShaui quite a few times larhhs. Playing with hem just now lorhhs. Very fun. Went to Macs for food. Ate 2 hashbrowns and had a freaking big cup of green tea. ITS FILING OKAYYS! Then go back to school at 11.15+. Reached school there the busstop at 11.40++. Went to school. Go hall give tin. Saw Xuanle grandson and HORNY KHAIRUL! Apparently, Khairul had a HAIRCUT. HAHAHAHAHAH! He looks funny. Give back the can liao, then go change. Shiya and ZhiHan were in the hall also. So all go toilet change. Then went down to G.O. there find the Guides, all were waiting for us three sia. So malu. Then we boarded the bus go indoor stadium. Me, RuEn [魔鬼教练] and Dora boarded the bus with the Sec1s and Ms Teo. Then we 3 keep 自high in the bus lorhhs. We keep shouting and screaming and playing in the bus. Then make alot of noise. ((x ii like it like that. Then reach liao, went up and inside, saw JiaYing. II MISSED HER LARHHS! ii mean like, hello? 1 full year never see her liao lorhhs, no chance to. ii wanna come back for thinking day next year! Then go inside liao, we all sing sing sing shout shout shout play play play until crazy. Went down to toilet and 7-11. Missed the renew-ing of our promise. ii feel so bad. ii shall renew my promise now.
GIRL GUIDES PROMISE
ii promise to do my best
To do my duty to God
To serve my country
And help other people
And to keep the Guides law
HEHEHEHEHEHEHEH! ii like my promise okayys. It signifies ALOT of memories as a guide of CVSS. Aww man! OUR COMPANY GOT OUR FIRST PUAN NOOR AISAH AWARD AFTER 4 YEARS! YIPPEE! HIP HIP HURRAY! HIP HIP HURRAY! CVSS HURRAY! YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY! *BLAHH! Cheering for CVSS was loud. Louder than ii expected. Hahahs! But on the whole, ii seriously had fun today. Eugene called me at about 5 plus. ii think. Talked to him for quite some time. He played the girly man audio for me. ii was laughing to myself and alot of people think ii crazy. WHOOPS! THAT WOULD BE YOUR FAULT EUGENE! ((x
ii miss you boy. Like, get over it will you. ii will wait. This time, ii will wait for you to come to me and ask me. ii shall just wait. iiLy.
Today got redcross flagday. Went to Tampines Interchange there sell flag. Damn funny. Keep walk walk with ahhmahh and Sakdiyah. Walk walk walk, saw Erfaan and Fareez [is that how you spell his name?] eating at Macs with HELL LOT OF SEC5s. Was like, EHH, GOT TOY. Lols. Then walk back to interchange. Apparently, after one round, ahhmahh had like, only one coin in his tin while me and Sak had quite alot. Damn funny. Then go back interchange there playplay awhile with Huijin and company. Poached the passengers who came off the bus with Huijin and company. Then Huijin was like, WOII, DON'T COME SNATCH CUSTOMERS! Lmaos! Laughing like crazy today. Went around for like, 2 more rounds. Saw JunYang and company twice. Saw him in a freaking fireman hat outside the MRT station trying to get donations. Freaking weird lorhhs. But also quite funny. Passed ShiJun and HuangShaui quite a few times larhhs. Playing with hem just now lorhhs. Very fun. Went to Macs for food. Ate 2 hashbrowns and had a freaking big cup of green tea. ITS FILING OKAYYS! Then go back to school at 11.15+. Reached school there the busstop at 11.40++. Went to school. Go hall give tin. Saw Xuanle grandson and HORNY KHAIRUL! Apparently, Khairul had a HAIRCUT. HAHAHAHAHAH! He looks funny. Give back the can liao, then go change. Shiya and ZhiHan were in the hall also. So all go toilet change. Then went down to G.O. there find the Guides, all were waiting for us three sia. So malu. Then we boarded the bus go indoor stadium. Me, RuEn [魔鬼教练] and Dora boarded the bus with the Sec1s and Ms Teo. Then we 3 keep 自high in the bus lorhhs. We keep shouting and screaming and playing in the bus. Then make alot of noise. ((x ii like it like that. Then reach liao, went up and inside, saw JiaYing. II MISSED HER LARHHS! ii mean like, hello? 1 full year never see her liao lorhhs, no chance to. ii wanna come back for thinking day next year! Then go inside liao, we all sing sing sing shout shout shout play play play until crazy. Went down to toilet and 7-11. Missed the renew-ing of our promise. ii feel so bad. ii shall renew my promise now.
GIRL GUIDES PROMISE
ii promise to do my best
To do my duty to God
To serve my country
And help other people
And to keep the Guides law
HEHEHEHEHEHEHEH! ii like my promise okayys. It signifies ALOT of memories as a guide of CVSS. Aww man! OUR COMPANY GOT OUR FIRST PUAN NOOR AISAH AWARD AFTER 4 YEARS! YIPPEE! HIP HIP HURRAY! HIP HIP HURRAY! CVSS HURRAY! YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY! *BLAHH! Cheering for CVSS was loud. Louder than ii expected. Hahahs! But on the whole, ii seriously had fun today. Eugene called me at about 5 plus. ii think. Talked to him for quite some time. He played the girly man audio for me. ii was laughing to myself and alot of people think ii crazy. WHOOPS! THAT WOULD BE YOUR FAULT EUGENE! ((x
ii miss you boy. Like, get over it will you. ii will wait. This time, ii will wait for you to come to me and ask me. ii shall just wait. iiLy.
Imprints of ♥ 11:32 PM.
Friday, February 22, 2008
iim going to stay here ON my blog, and warn EVERY NPCC SEC4 CADET NOW. Stop giving my doggy the bloody attitude can anot? If ii have to, ii WILL fall out with you. If ii have to fall out with many people just to protect a GOOD friend, then why not? If you people even understand WHAT was wrong and WHY is was wrong and WHY you people kena tekan by your stupid NPCC Sir, then why not do it NOW. You people are, NUMBER ONE, insulting Eugene and hurting his pride, NUMBER TWO, do you people even use your BRAINS? Why in the first place did you have to go up and interfere with the bloody training. And 4 PEOPLE SOMEMORE. You scared all at one go faint then no one to take over mehhs? Got so many bloody sec4s in NPCC then you people all so gan chionig so kiasi so kiasu. For what? And then the sec3s complain to sir, you guys kena tekan. Then Eugene never kena, you people come give him attitude. You use what to think? Your ass or your brain? iim going to strongly warn you, you people BETTER NOT GIVE ME ATTITUDE TOWARDS HIM IN FRONT OF MY FACE. ESPECIALLY TOMORROW. IF YOU PEOPLE WANNA SEE ME CRY, THEN BE MY GUEST AND DO SO. II SWEAR II WILL CRY AND MAKE SURE YOU APOLOGISE TO HIM IN FRONT OF ME. IF IT DOESN'T HAPPEN, THEN YOU PEOPLE BE PREPARED TO RECEIVE THE COLD TREATMENT FROM ME. IIM WARNING YOU NOW.
Imprints of ♥ 9:58 PM.
ii am beginning to hate school alot. The damned teachers are throwing us alot of homework and they expect us to be angels and finish everything in the given deadline. Like, OVER OUR DEAD BODIES LARHHS! You think you teachers tired we not tired one mehhs. ii think we more tired lorhhs. And worse still these few days we got Guides thinking day training. And ii kena the gnikcuf commander position. Are they trying to test my patience? Or are they trying to kill me. ii SO FREAKING WONDER. ii seriously do. ii wanna bang my damn head on the wall larhhs. DUCKIE WAS SENT HOME TODAY. Damn funny. ii have to find Mdm Ellyna tomorrow after school to do my chem test. Damn it sia. Like so freaking pekchek larhhs. Thankks to SiJia. We both managed to skip CHEM TEST. Like THANKKS FOR HAVING THAT PROBLEM MAN! ii seriously thank you ALOT. Cause of her probem right, ii missed 40 minutes of lesson. YAYYSERS! Not. Anywayys. ii am SCREWED LARHHS! ii had fun during Guides training today. The whole squad was timing just now, damn loud. Felicia told me they can hear from H block. ii wonder what will happen when Wilson and gang get yelled in this manner just now. LMAOS. Then GNS came. GOD. We were a like, SHIT GNS! DIE DIE DIE. Lols. She is FREAKY.
Our conversation with her;
Her: What CCA is this?
Us:Girl Guides
Her: What are you training for?
Us: Thinking day
Her: Huh?
Us:THINKING DAY
Her: When is it?
Us: TOMORROW
Her: ohh good! ;
ii shall wait to see an enthusiastic performance from you tomorrow.
Bloody malu lorhhs. Then we had to do it in front of FFIRHAS. Lmaos. Was like, OHH MY GOD! Then Emily keep zao xia. Zao until damn li hai. Everyone hear liao keep laughing. Me included. Seriously, ii like today's training.ii think iim gonna miss Guides after graduation sia. Even though got hel lot of things happen larhhs. Bleahhs. ><
Like, heyys. People, ii seriously don't know what to do with him anymore. He keeps popping in my head. Would you believe it? ii even DREAM OF HIM. ii must be going mad. HEYY ASSHOLE! STOP APPEARING IN MY HEAD CAN?! II WILL GO CRAZY. AND IIM ALREADY CRAZY ENOUGH FOR ALL OF YOU.
Imprints of ♥ 3:05 PM.
Monday, February 18, 2008
GOSH LARHHS! ii everyday also lack of sleep. So much to do, so little time. My sister having her CAs tomorrow. ITS LIKE, DAMN FAST! My F&N is going to be like, due soon. ii have to start chiong-ing everything. ii don't think ii will get enough sleep again. God. iim like, torturing myself larhhs! Did ii even brace myself for all this shit that iim going to have in Sec4? ii don't think so lorhhs. iim like, still in relax mode. iim not taking alot of things seriously lorhhs. ii have to start shifting into gear. But ii can't, cause ii have nothing to help me. And iim having problems with HIM* right now. Unless ii can solve the HIM* problem, ii can't do anything at all larhhs! ii hate myself. Did anyone tell you that? ii hate myself for being so weak in this part of life. No one knows what is exactly on my mind right now. Only me. ii can't say it out. Its too difficult lerhhs. So ii won't do anything about it. No matter what everyone tells me about it, ii know its impossibe larhhs. ii told HIM* that myself. But ii have sworn that ii will protect what ii hold dear to me ; HIM* and ii konw ii will NOT break my promise to myself. Its the same case for Zhan. ii swore to myself that ii will protect these 2 dumbdumbs and ii know ii will do it. HAHAHAHAH! Feel honoured man ZhanYi! You have someone to protect you! ((x
Boy, trust me. If ii could forget you in an instant, ii would not hesitate to do so. For the sake that you stay happy, why not? ii told you before. ii will do anything to help you gain your wishes and ii will do anything that will ensure that you stay happy and joyful with a bloody big smile on your face. ii know ii will do what ii say. But ii can't forget you, what you are doing makes it hard for me to forgive and forget. ii wanna make sure everything is alright. ii wanna know that you are safe. ii can't sleep without knowing that you are safe and sound and unharmed. ii con't concentrate without knowing that you are asleep and not doing funny things. ii can't eat without knowing that you have done everything and anything that has to be done. You might think that iim very naggy, but that because iiLy. ii mean it. ii wouldn't even be BOTHERED to do ANYTHING like this to anyone of my EX-s because ii ain't with them anymore. Please. Don't do anything that will make me worry. ii have cried enough for you. And if ii cry more, ii will have no more tears left for you.
Imprints of ♥ 12:30 AM.
Sunday, February 03, 2008
说尽动人的话语
像银河里的星星
雪地里拼凑的脚印
怎么找不到你
看着窗外的乌云
天空快失去力气
抱不住的雨滴
悄悄落了一地
不想去猜测
明天我会在哪里
只能用力去记忆
每个美好过去
爱就像暴风来袭
说来就来说去就去
忘不了的伤痛
让它沉没在冰天雪地
爱就像暴风来袭
改变不了无法继续
望着你天使般的眼睛
说爱你 说我爱你
不懂为什么
给了我倾盆大雨
在想有一天
我会拥有新的生命
爱就像暴风来袭
改变不了无法继续
望着你天使般的眼睛
说爱你
你的泪水灌溉我
残缺不全的爱情
雨过那一天
彩虹会再出现不再伤心wo yeah...
爱就像暴风来袭
改变不了无法继续
我爱你 说我爱你
la la la...
This song is seriosuly damn nice lorhhs. Reminds me of what ii had with HIM*. Like, how we used to play together man. How ii wish. Hiashhs.
像银河里的星星
雪地里拼凑的脚印
怎么找不到你
看着窗外的乌云
天空快失去力气
抱不住的雨滴
悄悄落了一地
不想去猜测
明天我会在哪里
只能用力去记忆
每个美好过去
爱就像暴风来袭
说来就来说去就去
忘不了的伤痛
让它沉没在冰天雪地
爱就像暴风来袭
改变不了无法继续
望着你天使般的眼睛
说爱你 说我爱你
不懂为什么
给了我倾盆大雨
在想有一天
我会拥有新的生命
爱就像暴风来袭
改变不了无法继续
望着你天使般的眼睛
说爱你
你的泪水灌溉我
残缺不全的爱情
雨过那一天
彩虹会再出现不再伤心wo yeah...
爱就像暴风来袭
改变不了无法继续
我爱你 说我爱你
la la la...
This song is seriosuly damn nice lorhhs. Reminds me of what ii had with HIM*. Like, how we used to play together man. How ii wish. Hiashhs.
Imprints of ♥ 11:00 PM.
