There is a fucking retarded moron in class. His name is TJM. ii hope he dies. Seriously, he and his whole gang of fucktards. Trust me. They should just go get themselves another sch0ol man. First they irritate kweemin, and make her shout fucking asshole at them. N0W they are tempting to make me shout irritating fucktards. Assholes. ii gope they die a horrible death by getting killed in a car crash. Fuck those fucking fuckers. iim still using jane's phone. xDD

iim in sch0ol, typing this with jane ye0ng's ph0ne. O.o iim damn fascinated that ii can update. xDD andandand, many many people falling sick. HUIJIN GOT FEVER. would you believe it? and my mama also. then gladys and ernern also n0t here. s0mething seems wr0ng sia. hahah. go h0me then update again, ii want do POA, iim a G0OD girl. ><

Jie told me something about jiefu yesterday. ii don't think ii will be talking about it here cause like ii said, its jiefu's thing. So, too bad people, iim not revealing anything for your knowledge. HAHAHAHAH!



Anywayys, went for tuition again today. As per normal lorhhs. Then ii was the first one in. HEE. Then Douglas came in. ii was like freaking sleepy in class larhhs. ii gotta admit. ii was damn sleepy. Hahah. It was until 10 plus did my attention spring up. HEE~ Manymany people will know why bahhs. Blahblah. Then sit there do work lorhhs. NEXT TO ME, SAT *SOMEONE. Gahh. iim like, stunned. ii wanted to take that person's phone one lorhhhs. But then, ii must admit larhhs. ii got no guts. HAHAH! And horhhs, that person's phone is Nokia one lorhhs. And ii using Nokia also. Then ii know pracically how the damn phone works. So what for take that person's phone. Correct anot? All thanks to Sakdiyah lorhhs. ii cannot get that person's number. If only she was there. She could have helped me get that person's number lorhhs. Stupid Sakdiyah. iim sadded. Why the hell must you go and ride the damn Singapore Flyer huh? GAHH! But iim happy. That person talked to me. ii like to hear that person's voice. And that person's friend is nice too. But ii like that person's friend as only a friend. Hahah. ii would very much prefer that person instead you know? xDD Maybe iim just not brave enough to do so. Huh? What do you think? Jie asked me to do something freaking ridiculous just now. ii was so shocked. Hahah! You should have seen the expression on my face. Cause that person asked me what ii was looking at until so engrossed, just like the other time. That time was Sakdiyah's fault. If only she didn't send me that SMS. ii would not have felt so dumb.

GAHH! ii only have 80 ++ more days before my O'Levels. ii seriously need to buck up. And ii have to finish my coursework part B by TONIGHT. If not ii will NOT sleep until ii have FINISHED it. Its a promise. No matter how hard it is to concentrate, ii will definitely finish it by tonight.

Labels: iim so in love with that person. xDD

ii just don't fucking get it.
WHAT ON EARTH IS WRONG WITH THE WORLD.
Just because my jie with her current boyfriend,
my jiefu's ex-girlfriend's BEST FRIEND starts a bloody FUSS on my jie's tagboard.
What the HELL is WRONG WITH HER?
Its NOTHING to do with her,
its NOT her problem,
and she stickes her nose inside this damn thing.
If it weren't for jie who told me to look at her tagboard,
ii wouldn't even know that there was SUCH a ridiculous thing happening now lorhhs.
Look at things this way.
This Gwen person is NOTHING to my jie.
She is just, ii don't know, dust maybe?
Or even just to put it in a rude way, shit.
Nothing but dust.
Hah. And then suddenly, there is this RANDOM PASSERBY PERSON WHO CALLS US DICKHEADS!
ii shall now ask you a very simple question.
Does my head look like a dick to you?
ii don't bloody well think so.
And he/she has NO GUTS TO PUT HIS/HER NAME DOWN.
Its just like the other time, on darling's blog.
They spam spam spam with things that are opposing me but they don't dare to put thier real names down.
Its really ridiculous larhhs.
They even have the guts to scold my jiefu,
saying that HE was the one who come and kaobeikaobu with then.
Who the fuck are they to say that?
And WHAT kind of AUTHORITY do you have to INSULT my jiefu in this MANNER?
Huh? Think about it larhhs, if they even manage to COME to my blog.
Think about it.
What would YOU feel,
if your girlfriend gets insulted for no apparent reason,
just because you, as an ex-boyfriend, keeps communicating with your ex-girlfriend.
Is it even WRONG to communicate as FRIENDS?
ii don't think that my jiefu would do something stupid like cheating on my jie lorhhs.
My jie derhh yan guang always very good one.
Won't find someone who will betray her.
Unlike me, but ii have learnt my lesson.
Actually, ii won't CARE if she comes to my blog, actually, im anticipating that already.
' The next headline on my blog yahh? Big dumbass comes and spam someone's godsister's tagboard because her godsister's boyfriend keeps communicating and interacting with his ex-girlfriend who happens to be the spammer's best friend. '
That would be the next headline.
Ass. iim waiting for her appearance.
ii used my real name.
So what?
ii have nothing to hide anywayys.
If defending someone is wrong then by all means send me to prison.
ii don't care.
Because someone ii and treat like family is getting attacked.
And ii will stop at nothing to make sure that the person attacking gets the 'reward' he/she deserves.

Labels: Take note people. It says EX-boyfriend and EX-girlfriend.

DAMN IT LARHHHHH! PEKCHEK sia. Damn damn damn damn DAMN! Anywayys, we have to bloody hell postpone the damn celebration again larhhhhhhh! iim angry lorhhhhh! Unless.. ii celebrate for doggy first then Thursday celebrate for Elmo. Do you think its alright people? Cause ii actually wanted to celebrate together one lorhhs. Then waste my time to buy the cake for what? Then wait for them to eat? ii must well eat now? What the hellllll!!!!!! ANGRY! iim now in teh computer lab. Supposed to be donig my F&N one lorhhhhhs. But then, ii cannot focus lerhhhhs. Cause ii need a very very very quiet environment to do my F&N lorhhs. HAHAHAH! ii have been very very very tired lately. ii go back home from NSP then, hell. ii will knock out straight lorhhs. WHAT THE. iim that tired. My god. Andandand, ii also don't know what is going on in my mind bahhs. But ii DO remember one line from a song that ii suddenly thought of. HAHAHAHAH! 'Everyone's changing and ii don't feel the same'. ii think it applies to EVERYONE lorhhhhh. xDD OHHOHH! ii got a very nicenice audio clip that people should hear. If you interested must tell me. ii let you hear okayy? ii shall have to go off now. Its almost time to leave the lab. And ii barely have time to blog now. Whats up with the damn school anywayys?

Everyone in the class is undergoing some kind of change. iim having a nervous breakdown, everyone is changing and ii don't feel the same. See. See. SEE! ii hate life. II MISS THAT GUY!!!!!!!! ii wanna go mad. ii wanna shout and scraem at someone. ii wanna flare up. ii wanna hit someone until they whine in pain. ii wanna throw a tantrum. ii wanna be a baby. II DON'T WANNA BE ME.

ii saw something very disturbing in my e-mail just now. It was forwarded to me bu Tze Huan. My gosh. Its horrifying alright? This is seriously major cruelty to animals you know. They MUST be STOPPED. Seriously. God, ii see those animals, so cute. Then they kena skinned and then thrown here and there like its a toy. MY GOD LARHHS! ITS GROSS MAN! ii hope someone will stop animal abuse. Please? Its scary. And ii hate it.

iim an idiot, but ii don't care!

ii shall type this ONCE and only ONCE.

HuiJin, Sakdiyah and Nicole:
ii WON'T go over the limit of the white round tablet anymore alright? Happy?

ii seriously feel damn stressed these few days larhhs. ii have been pigging on ALOTALOT of junkfood. ii have no mood to really update. Anything emo just comes into my brain and then POOF! iim in hell. Emo hell. GAHH! Life is SOOOOOO unfair. DAMNIT.

Anywayys, to that one idiotic shitass in class. (iim not naming people in case they ACCUSE ME of SCANDALISING or INSULTING people) STOP BEING SUCH A BIGHEAD LARHHS ASS. You THINK you so great isit? Can just go and insult people right in their earshot. You talk also never think one. Your brain is there for a reason one okayys. Its not to let you just shoot whatever shit or crap you wanna shoot can. You seriously damn bloody FOC and FOS and ii don't know how to describe you anymore man. ii wanna say this, you, should go take a look at yourself in the mirror. Standing broadjump ii can also jump FURTHER than you. And iim a round person, according to you, who is heavy and likes to eat. iim not deny-ing that, are you? ii eat, ii drink. iim fat. SO? Can you even WIN ME IN SBJ FIRST ANOT? CAN WIN ME THEN SAY. ii think you run also damn stupid lorhhs. Run also not like running. ii also don't know what to say about you larhhs. Just THINK ABOUT WHAT YOU HATE AND WHAT WILL HAPPEN IF PEOPLE DO IT ON YOU. ii swear if you start insulting people in their face again, iim gonna start scolding the fuck outta you. And ii mean it asshole. Watch your back if you start insulting MY friends in MY presense and in THEIR presense alright.

'' 有再多的牽掛 都已沒有權利表達 ''

ii got this line out of the song ZuiJingHaiHaoMa. This line very meaningful can? Cause it is seriously what iim thinking off lorhhs. ii mean like, look at me man. ii got what rights to say it out? Hahahs! Make alot of sense now right? If you think like me you will know what iim thinking off larhh okayys? xDD

Anywayys, today, ii don't like it. But then ii like the movie LimPuayEe showed us. NICENICE! Hee. Damn nice. You know why? Cause got Coochie Coochie. CUTE! Hee. Then, ehhhhhhhhhhhhh... ii also don't know leiis. HUIJIN DID SOMETHING DAMN STUPID! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! That one, ii won't say. WOII! THOSE WHO KNOW ABOUT IT DON'T SAY ANYTHING HORHHS! IF NOT AT NIGHT YOU DIE DON'T BLAME ME. HAHAHAHAHAH! Anywayys, tomorrow is Eugene's birthday. SPEAKING OF WHICH! AHHMAHH! HOW COULD YOU FORGET HIS BIRTHDAY?! iim SOOOO disappointed in you. LOL! And Jane is now my GRAND-AUNTIE! Oldold. HEEHEEHEE!

ii feel like throwing a bloody tantrum now. ii seriously wanna scold someone. ii really wanna kill someone. ii wanna whack someone. ii wanna do anything that can inflict pain on someone. ii don't feel good. ii wanna cry. ii wanna die. ii don't like living. What on earth is my point of living anywayys? It makes no sense because everything just turns out to be a fucking illusion and ii don't want to discover the truth only to make myself feel like shit. Would you?

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ii wanna die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die. But will they let me?

Anywayys, went for tution at Francis there just now. Reached ta 0715. About 5 minutes later TeckSoon and WeiJie came in. ii tell you. Damn funny. WeiJie sitting infront of me. TeckSoon beside me. ii was in danger can. TeckSoon kena hit smack straightin the forehead cause Francis bo liao go throw his marker. Idiot sia. o.O Then kena hit. OW. Then damn funny. SOMEONE asked me do so something STUPID just now. And ii can't believe ii DID IT OKAYYS! But you didn't get your goal larhhs dear. LOL! You wanna try this week hah. See if you even manage to GET THERE anot first then say. Later like the other time like that PANGSEHH me. Wahh lau, you ps me ii don't talk to you ii tell you. LOL. Anywayys, played GB again just now. Met a nice sec4 NT guy and a nicenice 25 year old jiejie. Hahahs, quite friendly. And trust me, XinRong more friendly than his friend okayys. And his friends are all idiots. xD HEE!


If you understand then let me go.

Labels: Am ii weak?

You can tell people that these few days, they have changed. But maybe, in all those things you are telling people, you are actually hinting to them that YOU are the one who has underwent some form of change, in one way or another. But people don't know and don't understand what you are talking about. They think that you are either spounting nonsense or they just look at you in a quizing manner, maybe thinking about what you are talking about or thinking that you are just plain ridiculous. Does that happen to you often? ii think it does you know. And thats what gets to me the most. Look at things this way alright, we are humans, who undergo changes in one form or another. Be it physically, mentally or emotionally. Have you undergone any physical, mental or emotional change? If you had, what does it feel like? Do you feel safe? Do you feel like nothing can get in your way? Do you feel like it is something that you definitely can overcome and embrace it to be the new you? If you can, then maybe its just me. Maybe its just that iim weak. ii cannot stop thinking about all those things that ii have done to hurt someone. Neither can ii not think about what ii had undergone in these things. Break-ups, pushing away of feelings, not thinking about someone. Can you? ii also cannot stop thinking about all the pain inflicted on other people. Be it physical, mental or emotional. To me, emotional hurt is the worst kind of hurt you can make someone go through. Its like asking someone to go kill his/her own loved one. It feels like shit. Yes, ii do know that. And ii do know that ii don't like that feeling. ii hurt many people before him. And they hurt me before too. ii usually do not care about whether they really hurt me because to me, as long as they are alright, ii will do anything in my power and mean to make sure that they stay safe. is that thinking wrong? Or am ii really just too naiive to think in that manner? ii REALLY think that iim just the naiive girl ii always am. And that ii will never change. You see, ii really don't want anything to happen to ANY one of them, at all. Be it my current crush, ex-crush, boyfriend or ex-boyfriend. That is becaus ethey used to be mine and ii used to have many happy moments with them. Now, they are all just memories, all tucked away in the deepest, darkest place in my heart, where ii use them as platforms in my future, to make sure ii don't make the same mistakes as ii used to. Is that wrong? Or ii once again, just thinking to naiive-ly? ii wonder, and ii ponder. Do you?

Labels: am ii?, ii really am stupid

最近還好嗎 - S.H.E

挑一張耶誕卡寫上
滿滿祝福的話
地址寫的是心底
你能不能收到它
天有點冷風有點大
城市寧靜而喧嘩
這一個冬天
我得一個人走回家

問自己習慣了嗎
沒有你每到夜裏
回聲變得好大
有沒有什麽好方法
讓寂寞更聽話

你最近還好嗎
是不是也在思念裡掙扎
你說會記得我 還記得嗎
你最近還好嗎
忙碌嗎累嗎 心還會痛嗎
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快樂出發

有再多的牽掛
都已沒有權利表達
舊情人給的問候
比陌生人還尴尬
昨天遠了 明天還長
回憶模糊但巨大
這樣的深夜
眼淚要怎樣不流下

This song is nice. xD ii like this song. Its from the Dou Niu. Yao Bu Yao soundtrack. Sung by S.H.E . Hee. Take a listen to my blog, ii tell you, you will like it. ((((:

Labels: ilyilyily.

Now ii shall update about yesterday. Technically, ii hate school. And ii don't know why. ii mean like, ii have nice friends in school. But ehhs, it just feels wrong. ii think ii have changed in some way or another. In the sense that, ii actually AM doing my MATHS homework okayys. And ii spent 6 hours doing 3 maths papers the other day. Which means that ii am either mad or ii really wanna study so as to get good grades and go somewhere that will accept me in their course. Yehh. But then, it makes no sense. ii have been feeling very tired and sick in school man. ii keep having the damn urge to puke for no fucking reason. Damn it. Then ii PE period also keep running, running and running. Damn pain and it made me wanna puke even more after the whole period. Guess that means that ii cannot run when ii feel like puking because that would make me wanna puke even worse? o.O Linkless. Anywayys, ii cannot concentrate in SS and ii fell asleep. ii don't like SS lessons anymore. Bloody 'coancmeoltha' larhhs. ii hate you. Anywayys, ii didn't eat during recess because ii had no bloody appetite to do so. GRRR. Then ii was sitting outside the library with Sakdiyah when Eugene came running over asking for a penknife to cut his barret. o.O Just because of his dumb badge. Wtf. Nevermind. Saw uncle. Talked to him about meii. Both of us thinking the same thing. Meii should just give up on him. Stop thinking baout him too. Hahahs. Then ii think ii got a little better bahhs. Went into class, did my maths. Cause ii was acttually doing a bit of it outside class. Hahahs. Then go in class continue to do lorhhs. But then ii sit under the aircon ii fell freaking uncomfortable because of that thingy. Then ii feel even more uncomfortable because of somehting. That one ii won't disclose larhhs. Only ii should know why ii feel uncomfortable in the first place. o.O Then HuiJin, Jane, SiJia and Sakdiyah keep playing. ii for once didn't play with them alright. ii think something is wrong with me. =.= Then class dissmiss liao, go home. Sat in front of the laptop until 0145 like that then go let Charmaine and Helena into the ouse. They spnt at least half an hour playing with Luke outside the house can. o.O Then came back into the room, play taiti. Won a few rounds. Helena lost almost every match. o.O They play play play then go down find Luke again. Then me being so freaking tired after not sleeping for one whole day, ii fell asleep on my bed. Until they wanted to go home liao then ii send them off. Cause ii could hear Charmaine coming up to get both Helena and her bag. o.O Loud sia. Then went down to send them out liao then come back to my room and SLEEP. Slept until about 0745 then ii woke up. Went to bathe then dinner-ed. Checked blogs and things after that then do abit of homework. Do liao then come use the laptop again. Found out that Eugene korr has an online shop, as ii have stated in the previous post. Went there to see then ii was MSN-ing korr, elmo and Weili korr. Lols. Weili korr wants to be part time tutor for maths because he no more cash. he, like me, is BROKE. o.O Then he tell me only his maths damn tok kong the rest CMI. What the hell. Then ii talk to him awhile then ii went to settle elmo and korr. Cause they talking aboutimportant stuff. ii shall not disclose that too. Hahahs. Then they damn ... Cause elmo no bank account to transfer the cash mahhs. Then korr ask me use MY bank account to do he transfer. and the best thig is ii cannot remember my bank account number and then my mama won't give me an ATM card because she scared ii go on shopping spree, which is what iim prone to doing when iim not in a very good mood. And it is a wonder iim not doing it now cause ii don't feel very happy. Lalala! So bless us. Then ii talk talk talk awhile liao then come here and update lorhhs. xD There is POA tuition today. Which means ii can see my hunky man again. HEE! iim in love with a hunky man from tuition.

ii just realised something. Eugene korr2 has a online shop selling couple tee-shirts. And it looks quite nice sia the design. ii just went there to have a look. ii must say my korr very pro lorhhs. Then ii talking to him just now he tell me got 10% off until end of July. ii think he trying to biring up the sales man. Opening sales discount 10% leiis. Damn hua suan lorhhs. Hahahs. And then ii told him if ii want to buy couple shirt ii go find him. Then ask him give me 5% discount. HEE HEE HEE! Nice sia.
Interested in buying anot. ii give you the URL you go see. Even ELMO wants to buy. Hahah!
www.amour3ternel.blogspot.com
Those who want can go there see yahh? ii will put the link up on my blog also. So in case you cannot find the link can come my blog find yahh?

For the second time this week, ii haven't slept a wink at all. ii have been awake since ii don't konw what time. ii haven't even slept for like, 10 minutes. And ii was actually sitting there, watching my shows and THEN doing my F&N. Heyy people, don't think that ii never do homework one okayys. ii DO my homework horhhs. ii even managed to do 6 HOURS OF MATHS okayys. So don't you under-estimate me. If ii want to study, ii will. Alright. HAHAHAHAH! xD

DEWI WOO. You are seriously disappointing me alright. How many times have ii told you NOT to do it? You promised alot of people that you would stop you know? And what are you doing now? Do you know that your actions will make people WORRY? Do you know that people do go through the same problems as you but don't resort to these kind of actions? He ain't worth you tears, your time, your love, your faithfulness nor your stupidity. Stupidity of doing what you did. Look at you? You are now a wreck you know? Your thoughts now are definitely messy. Right? ii've been through that, ii did the exact same thing as you did the last time and thats when ii realised that, ii am dumb to do it. ii used to slit myself for leisure, for no reason. ii also slit myself for emotional reasons. Like you are doing now. But whatever you are doing, it leaves scars, which will remind you of your past. Its also something ii would advise you to STOP doing because you might just get an infection through your wound and then something bad will happen. Is that worth it at all? Is it? ii got scolded my people who CARES about me. And they sincerely hope that ii will STOP slitting myself. And thats what ii did. ii haven't been slitting myself for the past 3 months now. Because ii went through something ba in the first half of the year. ii have now overcome that urge to slit myself. So wy can't you? ii know its hard. But look at me now? ii stopped doing it, didn't ii? Which means that its POSSIBLE to stop, its only whether you WANT to anot. Like your friend said, its really your choice. But ii want you to remember this. And keep it in mind when you have the urge to slit yourself : '' There are many people who love and care about me. If ii slit myself, am ii actually making them worry about me? Am ii doing the right thing? Is what iim doing worth it? '' Keep these words in mind. They WILL help in stopping you slit yourself if you REALLY think about what ii said. Alright? ii really want you to keep your promise to me. Can you do that?

Labels: Don't do anymore foolish things, please?

Its now 12 plus in the morning sia. ii think ii better drink coffee man. Before ii tomorrow go to school then BONG! ii faint. xDii today very happy. ii play smack smack scissors paper stone with Sakdiyah then ii keep laughing cause very funny. HAHAHAHAH! She like IDIOT like that can. Then we both smack hard hard. Cause she smack me once hard hard, ii go smack her like 2-3 times hard hard cause ii win her. HEE! Then she keep losing one lorhhs. And worse still she keep doing alot of funny things then ii got chance to slap her face. FUNNY SIA. ii shall just roughly go through what happened. First period was SS/HIST. Doing SBQ in class. Nothing much. Only got alot of people change place liao. Sadded, Jane sit so bloody far from me. Now, nevermind. Lols. Then was English. Not so bad bahhs. ii seriously felt like sleeping when MrsChua was talking. Oops. Then do compo. Then was Maths. Do more homework. o.O Then Recess eat, go play. EUGENE KIDNAPPED MY BOTTLE OF WINTERMELON TEA LORHHS! WTH. But then nevermind larhhs, cause ii took it back. LOL. Damn funny lorhhs. ii poked ELMO. Then POA, ii listening to LeeKinMeng okayys. Then LCE. ii play smack smack with Sakdiyah. Like ii said. Its damn funny. Then TanTeckNam tell us he don't like that Game. When we ask why, he say cause he always lose in that game one. LOL! Then after LCE go SS/HIST again. Another one hour of work. Then me, Jane, Sakdiyah and SiJia go econ. then halfway when eating ahhmahh come join us, then we keep laughing. ii tell you horhhs, ahhmahh's phone derhh game not nice to play one lorhhs. Cause ii always die can. ._. Skipped POA, went for F&N. did the planning exam lorhhs. PEKCHEK LARHHS. Cause ii keep forgeting things here and there. Then ii see liao go gong one. Siao liao lorhh. ii only scared fail the stupid thing lorhhs. Then NA like no coursework part B like that. AND II HAVEN'T FINISH MY PART A LORHHS! ii think ii can go die liao sia. o.O Heyy, guess what. My iPod abit siao one. So ii shall tell my mama to get me a new one for my birthday. xD Or you wanna buy me one ii don't mind. Don't need so big memory larhhs. You get me a Sony one ii also don't mind. Must be at least 2 GB and above though, cause ii wanna store ALOT of songs inside it yahh?

Labels: imssiihmi xD

ii am going to die of laughing one day man. xD ii smack satato's mama's hand until very red. ii keep laughing. ii keep sleeping. ii keep doing alot of funny things. o.O But then, SS/History, not very fun. ii also don't know what the hell iim talking abouit larhhs. ii go home liao then re-update man. Cause ii just finished my F&N planning and food order list. TIRED. ii think iim SERIOUSLY going to die. Ehhs, shit, practical exam is next tuesday starting. GAHH! Diediediediedie. No trial. ._. SCREWED LARHHS. ihiismsmi <33

Gosh, ii deleted off that post. Hahahs. Only selected people managed to READ that post lorhhs. Lols. Damn stupid. ii had to delete it because ii didn't want anyone else to know what ii really was thinking in my head. No one except me should know larhhs. Seriously. ii don't know what the HELL is wrong with me larhh horhhs? xD

Sakdiyah and seraphine isn't in school. ii don't like school. iim a very good person can? ii stayed up from 0015 - 0615 just to finish my maths lorhhs. ii DID my MATHS damnit?! GOD! 6 hours and ii completed 3&2/3 papers. WHAHAHAHAH! iim SOOO proud of myself lorhhs. iim so freaking proud. ii also finished my task analysis yesterday. ii did alot of homework on youth day you know. And its supposed to be YOUTH DAY alright? o.O Idiot. Teachers, throw us homework only. But ii know how to do at least 80% of each paper lorhhs. Only just now ii do the stupid idiotic graph question. We keep quarrelling where is vertical and horizontal larhhs. o.O SIAO LORHHS! Then LimPuayEe hear liao she also shock. Cause at first is me and Chelsea quarrel then add YuanHui then continue on is me&HuiJin and then added in Samuel. Damn funny larhhs, shout here shout there one lorhhs. xD ii seriously think ii should just... Hahahs. ii won't say. Wait, maybe ii will.

ii seriously think that ii should go kill myself and then no one will actually be scared of me anymore and ii would seriously be watching them from above instead. Especially all those ii had vowed to keep safe all those time ago. No matter if its him or him or the other him. Its all the same. Even if it wasn't for that old thing that ii did. ii would still watch over you because friends are always the most important thing to me after my family. Trust me, all my gans and friends will be watched over by me if ii really go and kill myself alright? This is because ii don't want anyone to get hurt because of my selfishness. And for you TanWeiJie, ii reallyreallyreally am falling head over heels in love with you and nothing ii can do seems to be able to curb my feelings down for you. iim very serious and ii hope you will never know how ii feel. ilyilyilyilyily <33

Labels: iilyiilyiilyiilyiily

ii have got tons of homework and iim STILL not doing it. ii should just go hang myself or maybe await my death tomo0rrow. ii have to complete 4 maths papers by TODAY can? And its due tomorrow. If ii don't fucking finish it today means ii tomrorow kena scolding by 4 teachers okayys. And one of them is Yoga. ii don't want my mama kena phone call from her lorhhs. She damn scary when angry lorhhs. And ii never even do any homework for the past 3 days leiis. All the way play play play. Then tuition alsao. So never do homework. Saturday Sakdiyah pangsehh me. Fuck. Nicole came for maths on Sunday. Its fun okayys. ii liked yesterday. Only ii had to stay for tuition until 2 yesterday. Pekchek sia. Lols. So ii shall STOP typing and go do my homework NOW. And ii found out my nicenice person's name on Saturday because ii did something BAD. xD

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Once again, iim in school. ii don't fel like updating much leiis. ii got F&N NSP like, for 3 nights liao lorhhs. ii feel very very very tired leiis. ii have very odd sleeping times, ii can sleep at 10 and wake up at 2 plus. ii can stay up until 3 plus and then wake up at 6 to go to school. Or the best option of them all, drink coffee and stay up all night without sleep and go to school like a fucking zombie. GAHH! ii really don't like school. ii have alot of things to do now. ii actually have F&N, SS/History, English, Maths and Chemistry. AND MY F&N MUST BE DONE BY NEXT TUESDAY. WTF THEY WANT TO DO?! KILL US MEHHS? Ohh man. We have NSP next week too? GOD! Please larhhs. Next thursday we got plannign exam for coursework part b. ii really think iim in hell alright. SOMEONE KILL ME LARHHS! But ii got something to look forward to larhhs. ii gotSaturdays and Sundays to look forward to because of something and that thing appeals to me like bees to honey. If you know what ii mean then keep it to yourself larhhs okayy. ii ELVO you larhhs. ii think ii really am like, in ELVO with him. And hell. ii can go kill myself. xD

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Once again, iim in the computer lab. Again. ii doing my F&n. iim having a bloody picnic in the computer lab. ii actually RETYPED my BLOODY FUCKING TASK ANALYSIS LARHHS WTF. But nevermind, its completed liaos. ii actually got nothing much lorhhs. Today is like every single day lorhhs. Lols. Go school. Kena chased out of english. Xialan here and there. Do this do that. ASP and NSP. Bloody tired larhhs. Stupid lorhhs what the hell. ii wanna go kill myself larhhs. ii swear Sakdiyah is DUMB alright. LOOK sia, she did something REAL dumb. o.O And she says she thinks her mama is at home alone. Whats that gotta do with me? xD Anywayys, Sakdiyah confirm peii me go POA tuition liaos. HAHAH! WOMAN! IIM WAITING FOR YOUR REPLY LARHHS! Hahahs. ii go home liao then ii update again. Lols. CIAO PEOPLE!

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ii finally have time to update my blog sia. What the hell. ii don't have the luxury to use the computer at home anymore ca. T-T Andandand, ii miss that person. WOMAN! ii miss that nicenice person larhhs what the hell. BLEAHH! ii can only see him on Saturdays and Sundays lorhhs. o.O Andandand, ii seriously am becoming very stalker sia. Lols. WOMAN and Sakdiyah knows what ii mean. HEE HEE HEE! Andandand, Sakdiyah is very very very happy lorhhs she. She kena birthday bash from me yesterday. 32 punches. xD Cause ii told her ii will whack her twice the amount given. (((: And ii did it liao lorhhs.But basically, ii was a very nice person okayys. Me, HuiJin, Jane, SiJia, Filzah and Nisa celebrated her birthday with her okayys. See, iim even better to her lorhhs. ii WRAPPED her present horhhs. Hahahs. Then ii threw flour into her eye. Supposed to throw her face one. Then she turn and it went into her eye. Making her look SOOOOOO sexy. Hahah! ii want WOMAN and Sakdiyah to come for POA tuition with me. Then at least ii won't be the only one looking at my eye candy. HEE! Thinking about it, ii seriously want them BOTH with me for tuition sia. Then ii won't be the only girl in class. Damn pathetic. xD

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