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Monday, March 31, 2008

GOD! ii hate you. ii swear ii hate you. Wait, maybe ii don't. o.O ii don't know. ARGHH! ii also don't know why ii like that liao larhh horhhs.

Anywayys, today, woke up like, DAMN EARLY. But then, 10 minutes later, ii went back to sleep. LMAOS! Guess what time ii woke up first? Huh huh huh? 4 freaking 30 in the morning. o.O And ii slept at like, ii don't know what time. ii told Eugene ii was going to sleep but ii couldn't sleep. ii just lie on the bed and stare into thin space, thinking and thinking. Why am ii so damn stupid? But then, ii also don't know why. Then ii slowly slowly drift to sleep at like, at 1 plus. Then ii woke up at 0430, like ii said, and at 0440, ii drfited back to sleep. ii also don't know why. Then ii woke up at 0530, and ii went back to sleep again. o.O iim mad. Then ii woke up at 0647. LOL! Woke up liao, then ii go change, and then come school. Then go school, only me and Jocelyn at locker there. Called Doggy, he in class, he was trying to hide from me. But ii can see him. IIM NOT BLIND OKAYYS DOGGY! Then then ii ask him call Nad, she pull Chrisminie over with her. LOL! Then we playplayplay. IRENE LATE! Then music play, she go take class diary, then Nadiah and Chrisminie run with her. PS-ed me with doggy. o.O HuiJin peii me go courtyard. The assembly. Then ST.

Bugger, ii don't know how to do ALOT of questions larhhs! /30 leiis the test, then BLOODY SHIT! If all my answers are correct, ii will only get like, 20 marks. WTF. 20 MARKS ONLY OKAYYS! BUGGER! CRAPCRAPCRAP~ And ShiJun's calculator died on him. HAHAHAHAH! Half way through no batt. HEE~ Thenthenthen, ii last minute realise that ii write something wrong. Cause ii was about to sleep. o.O Thenthenthen, ii was like, SPRING UP and change. From times become plus. HAHAH~ Damn funny. ii was like thinking, OHH SHIT! Yahh, then recess.

ii tio gastrics, go down with SiJia and Sak to buy food. Egg&Cheese. Put hell lot of chilli. ii also don't know what happen. ii only know suddenly got one baby cling onto me and cry. o.O LOL! Then ii try ways and means to make her laugh. HAHAH~ ii always make her laugh. iim GOOD yahh? ((x Then hall, go back class, chinese. LALALA~

Chinese, do compo. Nothing much. Laughlaugh talktalk. Me and Jane talk about THAT problem. Then yahh, nothing much lorhhs. Just sit there emo. Awhile only, then ii become hyper again. HAHAH~

E-Maths, Lei not in school, go around the whole school with HuiJin, BUGGER, ii told her notin library she don't believe me. Then ii say go H block, ii think we were late for like, 20 minutes. Cause we walk very slow. Then sit on table. Me and ShiJin quarrelling who more stupid and why. HAHAH~ He lost to me. xD Then POA.

POA, something happened. ii was listening to that song again. Then ii buay tahan. Cause ii think of him and cry. And ii have his photo in my phone. Then ii cry lorhhs. Then Jane see me cry she also cry. Then ii stop. Forced her to look up. Her face very wet. LoL! Then she kena her mucus. CRAPPER! GROSS! Then we laugh. SiJia and Ying see us they tio shock. Ying was like, WTF SIA. HAHAHAHAH~ Sorry girls, paiisehh. Scare you like that. But ii can't hep it. ii miss him like crazy. T-T

SS/HIST, boring. Slept. BORED. Powerpoints AGAIN. Gahh, ii swear ii will die.

Lunch-ed outside school, normal. Cupnoodle-ed at void deck. Eugene's bag ejeculated. ii swear it did. It was WET! GOD! Then lunch, ii jollyshandy-ed. Burp-ed. Play. Hahah~ Then nothing much. Went back econ buy chocolate and redbull cause my jollyshandy no more. T-T Sad larhhs. ii like that drink! Bugger. Then go back school. Pontang-ed ASP. Never go. Sit at H block second floor with HuiJin playplayplay, and watch the netball people. Bloody KNS sia they. ii shall NOT elaborate on what they did. Called Eugene from NP room come find me. Lalala~ Make him do footdrill. Laughing. He MOVED AND NOW HE OWES ME ANOTHER 30 MORE! HAHAH! Cause me and HuiJin say no movement or mistake, per wrong thing down 5. Then he keep moving. Got twice he jumpjumpjump and shout THATS NOT FAIR! like baby like that. HAHAH! Then me and HuiJin keep increasing lorhhs. He wanted do female style, ii tell him he do that can, number of times double. Then he did like, 20 male style. Butt like, freaking high in the air. AWW SHIT! ii didn't take photo. CRAPCRAPCRAP! Andandand, we play again. Then Sak they all dismiss liao, they all come up find me. SiJia went home first, then Shireen, Sakdiyah, Anisah and HuiJin and me al upstairs. Playing. Then Sak&Shireen go sergeant test. Finish at 0550. Me and Anisah and HuiJin were like, high-ing upstairs. Laughlaughlaugh. ii swear my footdrill standard drop liao. o.O

Imprints of ♥ 8:09 PM.
Sunday, March 30, 2008

DANG! iim like, SO BORED sia. Currently updating in my cousin's house. Sakdiyah just asked me for someone who has a printer. o.O And Michelle just sms-ed me for an extra tie tomorrow in case she never bring. DIAO? And my sister plus cousins all go crazy. They shoutshout screamscream. DIAODIAODIAO! So loud! Currently letting my cousins watch the dumb girly man video. The dancing part is CUTE OKAYYS! Shakeshakeshake~ ANDANDAND! Tuesday is APRIL FOOL'S DAY! WHEEWHEEWHEE~ Lets prank people! HAHAHAHAHAHAH! Everyone is gonna die sia. ><

iim mad. ii know ii am. iim madly in love with you and you know it okayys. Please give me a chance to prove it to you larhhs. ii beg you.

Imprints of ♥ 8:24 PM.

Nothing much happened. Just listening to my sister irritating the fuck outta me. Pissed off. Bloody shit bag. Asshole. You think you youngest in the bloody house you can shout and throw your attitude at me isit huh? Huh? So big arhhs? Huh? BLOODY BITCH. YOU BETTER WATCH YOUR DAMN ATTATIUDE OKAYYS! MOTHER FUCKER. YOU PISSED ME OFF REAL BAD OKAYYS!

Imprints of ♥ 4:07 PM.
Saturday, March 29, 2008

Heyys, people, ii seriously have no idea what the hell ii am thinking about okayys. If you ask me a question and ii give you some funnyfunny reply, paiisehh horhhs. ii tell you first horhhs. Cause ii am thinking about that problem again.

Andandand, WATERBOMB POSTPONED TO AFTER MID-YEARS! PLEASE TAKE NOTE! THOSE WHO ARE INTERESTED IN PLAYING, TAG ME!

Imprints of ♥ 3:34 PM.

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ii can't believe it. ii am like, most compatible with a Aquarius. GAHH! ii want Scorpio larhhs stupid!


Imprints of ♥ 3:17 PM.

ii am SO going crazy, like, ANYTIME SOON! GOSH!

Everytime ii look at you,
ii feel like iim in heaven.
Everytime ii see you smile,
ii know you are happy.
Everytime ii see you play
ii know you are going crazy.
Everytime ii see you angry,
ii wanna hug you and calm you down.
Everytime ii see you sad,
ii wanna cry and hug you even more.

Now you tell me okayys. How do ii stop all this shit? How? ii dont want it to continue but ii can't stop myself from falling any deeper than ii already am. C'mon genius. You tell me. You helped me with so many things, so why cant you help me now? You don't sms, pick up my calls. You are DEFINITELY blocking me on MSN. ii am just sitting here, thinking and thinking and thinking. Crying and crying and crying. Wondering why the hell am ii so stupid, and why can't ii just forget you. ii don't think of you so often. But iim STILL in love with you. ii don't look at you, but my heart pulls everytime ii hear you. ii seriously wanna kill myself. But if ii did that, would you even care? ii know you won't. Because everytime ii look at you, you turn away and you just cold-shoulder me. Crap you, crap me, CRAP EVERY SINGLE FUCKING THING ALRIGHT? ii wanna die and leave everything behind. Never come back and maybe go and rule Mercury. Or go to Venus and stay there for the next couple of eternities.

And ii just realised something. Mama seems to hate Speech Day alot. o.O

iiLOVEyou;
But iiHATEme.

Imprints of ♥ 1:36 PM.
Friday, March 28, 2008

ii SWEAR SPEECH DAY IS FUNFUNFUNFUNFUN~ Ohh my god. HAHAHAHAH. ii suddenly like the school song lorhhs. WHEE~

CVSS SCHOOL SONG

We seize each day with confidence
Soaring with creativity
To bring out the best that we can achieve
Theres a star in all of us
We reach out to all with compassion
As we live our dreams with commitment
Living and learning with passion
As we realize the star within
We want to shine like a star in the sky
We want to show the world what we can be
We will stand tall and proud
As the star of the north
The light to inspire all
We want to shine like a star in the sky
We want to show the world what we can be
We will stand tall and proud
As the star of the north
World Ready YOUTH~


ii seriously am like, having this song STUCK to my head larhhs! Gosh. The WHOLE HALL WAS SINGING! SO LOUD. And MY GOD! My class the boys, BOYS CHOIR~ So cute. Suan-ed alot of people just now. Joab especially. HAHAHAHAHAH~

School, dumb. ii swear its dumb. HAHAHAHAH~ Today go school late. Cause ii talking to YuanHui and COMPANY at LRT station there. SOMEONE dropped his rubix cube onto the ROAD from the LRT station and it got CRUSHED. LOLS! From a 3x3 cube become a 2x3 cube. Laugh like siao. Went to school. Saw HuiJin with ErnErn, Gladys and Chelsea. Cursing Samuel larhhs. Then go courtyard. Stupid. Gothouse meeting. ii seriously thought KOAEEKIAT IS IN AQUILA. ii was like, talking to Dora zarbor when ii turn and see and ii almost died of shock. ii mean like, HELLO? CENTAURUS? ii didn't remember see-ing him last year LARHHS! iimust have short term memory or he jump house and ii don't know. LOL! Anywayys, stupid HuiJin sabo-ed me be sec4&5 level rep. ASSHOLE! Sabaan, chairman. WHEE~ Some sec3 guy is vice-chair. o.O Sec2&3 level rep both name Mansoor. o.O Sec5 one tio cheerleading. LOLOL! So funny larhhs. Apparently, there is a new logo for the bloody house shirt and they never do earlier. Stupid larhhs! Damn it. Collected all the stupid forms, give MrTang. Then HELL, alot of people want the new house shirt. PeiQi burnt hers. Like, WHAT THE HELL SIA! BURN LEIIS!

Then English lesson. Summary test. Stupid larhhs! ii spend so little time on my draft ii still don't have enough time to complete the bloody paper. CRAPO SHIT SIA! ii wanna retest like, EVERYTHING lorhh. Bloody shit.

PE, Julia Lim NOT HERE! o.O Everytime also like that. Nazri took the class. Captains' Ball-ed. Laugh and laugh. Scream and shout. Funfun. Someones balls tio whack. So funny. ii had a little kid clinging onto my leg just now. Shout and scream alot. All SIAMSIAM, MOVE, BALL, WOII! Alot larhhs. Threw ball at him. Laugh and run. ShiJun tio bully by Ern2 and Gladys. (((:

SS/Hist. No recess larhhs chicken. Arasu wanted a full hour of lesson. He dismissed us like, 10 minutes before 11. Something happened during SS lesson. ii don't wanna talk about it. Thinking of it makes me BOIL. CRAP YOU LARHHS YOU MOTHER FUCKING ASSHOLE COLIN CHUA. COME KA JAIO AND INSULT ME ONE MORE TIME ANDII WILL MAKE SURE YOU GET FUCK-ED UPSIDE DOWN INSIDE OUT.


Left school after that at 11. Took list of people who want house t- give MrTang. He pass-ed me a whole list of people and what event they want to take part in. LOL! KoaEeKiats name was spelt as Elyuyn Koa. And he tio vertical run. Duckie tio agility run. o.O Stupid larhhs! Ducks fly okayys! Funny, Scolding YUCKS on the way out. Went home. Sleep from 12 - 1.45. Cause my DEAREST SAK called me. o.O Cannot sleep. Nevermind lorhhs. Then ii go bathe. Went to busstop there. Mama pick me up. Go school. Speech day. Before that go class. Scolding YUCKS again. Cause huijin replied what he said on his blog on her blog. [iimakenosense.] Then go hall. Play play. Laughlaugh. Clapclap. FUN. Left school at 7 plus. Go compass buy drink. 156-ed home. Dinner. Slack. Talk, blogging.

But if ii let you go, ii will never know, what my life would be, holding you close to me, will ii ever see, you smiling back at me, how will ii know, if ii let you go.

Imprints of ♥ 11:09 PM.
Thursday, March 27, 2008

SPEECH DAY IS TOMORROW~ WHEE!!!!! Like, all sec4s are involved larhhs. Lols. Today got speech day rehearsal in the hall lorhhs. So stupid. Cause ii lack of sleep ii go school damn bloody blur larhhs. Then ii sitting in front with Joel. Idiot. Then we sing the national anthem and school song larhhs. WTF! WE HAVE TO SING THE BLOODY SCHOOL SONG LIKE, THREE TIMES! Then, SO NICE, Timucin and CO. all sitting behind me and my ear tio spam like fuck like that. Because of that horhhs, the school song now stuck in my head, just like that stupid song 'Please Don't Stop The Music' by Rihanna. All thankks to our DEAR Ying2. Idiot. The stupid rehearsal toko up like, half an hour of our ss period. Went to class late lorhhs.

Class was BORING. ii SWEAR class is getting boring. ii can sit in class and listen to Arasu crap and ii wanna sleep. And worse still iim TIRED. GOD! Then do homework. ii was like, falling asleep lorhhs. Then after that english. Compo test. Screwed again. ii think iim going to fail again larhhs. WTF. Then heck larhhs. Chem. ii not listening to what Ellyna saying. Cause ii more focused on my F&N thingy. Andandand horhhs, me and Jane in class keep laughing. o.O Damn stupid larhhs what the hell! ii only know that it is DUMB.

F&N period. Do alot of stupid things. ii don't wanna elaborate. iim PROUD OF MY TOOTH DECAY PHOTO ALRIGHT YOU IDIOT~

Lunch-ed outside school, econ again. Ice cream-ed and ask HuiJin to bring my jolly shandy back to school. LOL. Went to class. Bored. JollyShandy-ed larhhs. Keep burping like siao. LOL! Jane drink liao also keep burping. o.O Then we keep laughing again lorhhs. Then Joel tio suan. HAHAH~ Huo gai. Then rain. WHEE~ Guides cancelled cause rain too big. LOL. After class go toilet, give SiJia rainy season. Then run to canteen. Saw Sak. Irene and jane both chasing after Sak. Me also. She lie to me. That asshole. Took Anisah's ball, run to basketball court play. Me, Ying, Vanehhnehh and HuiJin play ball. Laugh laugh like siao. Cause we waiting for SiJia. She come out liao then we all go crazy. Ying, SiJia and Vanehhnehh left first. Then me and HuiJin sian. Go kajiao Eugene. Lols. He having break. Then that IDIOT PUII~ go say he flirting with me. HELLO? ME? HIS MASTER? You must REALLY be blind alright?



iim beginning to detest whatever you are doing alright? ii mean like, HELLO? You are getting all despo and worked up and ii don't know what the fuck is wrong with you larhhs. Like, c'mon larhhs. Change can. You are freaking everyone out and you know it okayys. So STOP. EEEEW~ Don't come and disgust me please.

Imprints of ♥ 10:23 PM.
Wednesday, March 26, 2008

WOII YOU. You see my blog and what ii write you not happy you can do something okayys. ii shall give you 2 options.

OR

Or if not, you come find me in person we one on one talk it out. If not, we thrash it out. And don't you come bullshit me that you didn't insult any of my friends alright. You know you did and don't deny it. ii have proof and ii don't need to show it alright. So stop bluffing me and yourself.

Its SO good not missing him you know?


Imprints of ♥ 9:56 PM.
Monday, March 24, 2008

LOLOLOLOL~ There is seriously NOTHING but laughter today larhhs. During school, ii laugh. After school, STILL laughing. ii don't know what has gotten into me larhhs. ><


YIPPEE! IIM NOT THINKING OF YOU ANYMORE LERHH LARHHS! ii have never felt so bloody proud of myself larhhs! Even though ii wil see you in school and ii stil like you. But ii not thinking of you lerhh means iim like, half-way there liaos. (((: YIPPEE~ YAHOO~

And samuel, whatever ii said was true. Believe or not, your choice.



Imprints of ♥ 9:11 PM.
Sunday, March 23, 2008

GO DOGGY! IIM SO PROUD OF YOU! CONTINUE ASKING! HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE~

ii shall type what he wrote and translate part of it for you.

would u like to stead with me nadiah??

w_ _ _ _ u _ik_ t_ s_ _ _ _ _ _ _h m_ _ _ _ _a_ ?_


HAHAHAHAH! People! Go solve it. Its FUNFUNFUN~

Imprints of ♥ 7:48 PM.
Saturday, March 22, 2008

Like, WHAT THE FUCK LARHHS! ii mean like, HELLO? Everyone is quarelling with their parents and EVERYTHING IS LIKE SCREWED LARHHS! ii am SERIOUSLY on the verge of KILLING HER AND II AM SO FUCKING PISSED OFF BECAUSE OF HER LARHHS! No one in my entire schooling life has EVER pissed me off SO BADLY LARHHS! GOD! Like what the hell larhhs! Just now HuiJin and her mama quarrel. Then now is Eugene. His papa, IDIOT! BABA! ii have NEVER heard of ANYONE who can be SO BLOODY UNREASONABLE OKAYYS! First, ii enlist his help to help me solve Nicole's code. But then, he solve a few letters then he go offline. Why? His PAPA went to DISCONNECT THE INTERNET! WOW! Then Eugene talking to me on my handphone. And the call gets cut OFF. Why? Because his PAPA WENT TO DISCONNECT ALL FORM OF ELECTRICITY IN THE DAMN HOUSE! WOW! And THEN, they quarrel. Again. Like, WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE?!

GOD LARHHS OKAYYS. ii SERIOUSLY don't wanna talk to you liao lorhhs you. Like, please. You show me reality about how ii am and ii thank you for that. Now ii know how you feel, ii don't want to give a shit about you and your damned life anymore okayys. Like GO AWAY AND SHOO PLEASE. You INSULT my friend, SCOLD them like you know them so well and you even accuse me of things ii have never done in my entire life of 16 years. WOW! YOU ARESO CLEVER OKAYYS! Since you are so clever, go use this cleverness somewhere else, like on your bloody school work. Or on HOW TO KEEP YOUR COMMENTS ABOUT CERTAIN THINGS TO YOUR DAMN SELF.

Imprints of ♥ 11:24 PM.

Yesterday after watching my shows ii go do homework. Then chiong finish liao, mama want go popo house. Go lorhhs. Reached there at about 0630 pm. Go there kajiao-ed awhile. Then me and my sister help out ABIT in the cooking. ii was like, cooking the spaghetti sauce in the kitchen. Then the kitchen inside got 4 people there. Cause the kitchen very small mahhs. So very crowded in the kitchen lorhhs. Then my sister went out and there were only 3 people inside. Fun larhhs yesterday. Made dumplings, and ii proved my mama wrong okayys. MAMA! II STILL REMEMBER HOW TO MAKE MY DUMPLINGS OKAYYS! DON'T COME ANYHOW SAY II DON'T NOW HORHHS. Lols. Then make liao. My grandma go make the YuSheng thingy. WTF. Not chinese new year still got yusheng to lau. o.P Then lau lorhhs. Cousins all there lerhhs. Only 3rd one not there, he go tuition with my ahhyi. SAD. Good Friday also have tuition. Then we lau liao. Eat dinner. Shaghetti. ii told Yuri not to cook the spaghetti until so long cause the noodle will become BLEAHHBLEAHH one. Then she ask me muct cook how long. ii eat one strand and tell her awhile more holiao. She don't believe me. Woii, people F&N one okayys. HEHEHEH~ Then eating that time ii ws like, should have added butter inside. Then won't be so dry. But overall not so bad larhhs. Got fried dumplings to eat also. Eateateat alot of dumplings. NICENICE. ii wanna wrap the dumplings again larhhs. And this time, the skin ii wanna roll. If not very hard to stick it together. Mama put too much flour on it lorhhs. Nevermind. Then watch some stupid entertainment show. Taiwan derhhs. Laugh so much. Cause they playing some game. Scissors paper stone, then got balloon on top of their head. Those scared of balloon one confirm die larhhs. Then got one round horhhs, one of them under the balloon. Then she already tio once, she scared tio second time. So everytime she lose the scissors paper stone she will scream. WAHH, WHOLE HOUSE LAUGHING. ii never see so much laughter in the house before lorhhs. Long time never see lerhh larhhs actually. Then me and Nat crapping together, Korr playing his PSP, Nathan, peanut and Naomi playing ii don't konw what. o.O But ii know that when the show was running, the balloon burst liao horhhs, then popo house here also got balloon burst. Mama and ahhyi freaked. Me and Nat laughing. Then deserts. Alot of pudding and fruits. HEE~ PINEAPPLES! ii like, cause ii will be reminded of camp. Fun larhhs. Times of fun and laughter. Then watch news awhile. And home-ed at about 1015. Called Sak after that. Then talktalktalk. Then conferenced with Filzah, Eugene and Nadiah. o.O mama scold, must put down. Then stupid. She don't let me use. So ii cannot call back. Ass. She and papa quarrelled yesterday. Sak could hear from there phone. It goes to show that they are loud. Not me okayys. ii was quite quiet yesterday horhhs. Please.

Today, woke up at 8 plus. Got tuition. Dang. Left earlier, buy things from market for mama. Then car-ed down to Francis's place. POA-ed until like, 11 plus. Came down. Before leaving, saw some of my sec5 friends from tuition walking in. ii at least one month plus never see them liao okayys. ii missed them. Said hi, caught up abit. Crapped and then BYEE~ Left lerhhs, went to the provision shop and buy something to eat. Bought POCKY and PUSH-POP and POKKA. HEE~ Eat my pocky while waiting for papa to pick me up. He came at about 1220. Went down to AMK, return book. Then market again. Buy fish. II WANNA CLEAN A FISH. Last time F&N is teacher help us clean one. o.O ii wanna try it lorhhs. FUNFUNFUN. ((((((((: Then come back. Mama at expo. EEEEEEEE~ Mama having mahjong again. Lame. ii don't wanna do homework larhhs. Crap.


TO YOU:
YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE HORHHS. Like, HEYY, you ACCUSED me of things ii did NOT do okayys. You were the one who told me that ii interfered with your life, screwed it up and then tossed it aside. WOW! And you said that you only gave ME AND ONLY ME attitude because ii go around POKING MY NOSE INTO EVERY FUCKING THING and ii don't know how to be a GOOD FRIEND LIKE ABBY AND JANE. Like, heyys, thankks for letting me see in reality how BAD a friend ii am to people. THANKKS A WHOLE FUCKING LOT for letting me see how bad a friend and jie ii have been to you okayys, Since things become like that liao, then just cut everything off larhhs. Stop things here. Have things come to an end larhhs. You go lead your own life while ii lead mine and don't come and find me if anything happens. You can go screw up your own life and go solve your own bloody problems since you don't need me 'POKING MY NOSE IN EVERY SINGLE THING OF YOURS' as you would NICELY phrase it. You can so solve it yourself anywayys. You dont need my help anywayys. Because you were the one who showed me reality about how ii treated you. Why bother asking for my forgiveness when you ''SHOUTED'' at me through those sms-es? Huh? Why don't you just go away and like, don't bother me larhh okayys. Just go away. You can go live in your own world anywayys. You ASKED me for HELP every bloody time you werein trouble and ii HELPED you because ii doted on you as my meii okayys. ii doted on you the MOST compared to any of my other gan-meiis. And what did ii get back from you? Huh? FALSE ACCUSATIONS OF THINGS II NEVER EVEN DID IN MY FUCKING LIFE. And you sure know how to push the blame man. Yahh, blame everything on your mood swings. Like, how bout this. Okayys, you be me and ii be you. You for no DAMN reason, get accused of things you NEVER DID IN YOUR ENTIRE LIFE and you get THROWN ATTITUDE AT. Just because ii have a bloody moodswing. How would you feel. You will DEFINITELY feel offended what correct? So why didn't you use your brains to think about what might happen if you did this and what might happen if you DIDN'T do this. Like, NICE REASONING man.Why don't you use these REASONS and EXCUSES on your OTHER friends and see if they get pissed off and offended by you anot. Go try. You made me realise how STUPID ii was to even AGREE to be your jie. Go away and leave me alone since you never treated me as a real friend. GO. GO DO WHATEVER YOU WANT. You want me to give you respect? You, someone who gives me attitude with no BLOODY RESPECT AT ALL and you expect me to respect you. You should know by now that it is VIRTUALLY IMPOSSIBLE for me to show respect to someone who doesn't give me one, and ii have extremely low tolerance for someone who gives me attitude. ii cannot even TAKE someone giving me attitude to begin with okayys. You want me to forgive you? SURE. Go wait a few bloody milleniums and ii might JUST forgive you alright? And trust me, you got yourself into DEEPER shit my insulting my FRIENDS in front of me okayys. What rights do you have to call any of my friends a bitch? You don't know her, and you are calling her a bitch. WOW. You SURE KNOW HOW TO JUDGE A PERSON. She is SO much better than you if you wnat me to make a comparison and HELL, you start insulting her. iim gonna warn you okayys, YOU insult her IN FRONT OF ME and iim declaring a bloody war on you. Even if it means any party getting injured. No one insults her in front of me. You hear? NO ONE. ii will make sure ii go in the front line to protect ANY of my friends who are under attack and ii will stop at NOTHING to make sure they are alright. So just GO.

And, iim thinking of him less often now. ii hope it leads to something good. ><


Here are more random photos that ii took the past few days. Its random. (((:












And ii wanna see autumn fireflies. Are there any? ii wonder. 秋天的萤火虫. ii wanna see.

Imprints of ♥ 3:34 PM.
Friday, March 21, 2008

Lols. ii woke up like. At 7 this morning. Slept at 1. o.O Then wash-up liao. Papa car-ed me down to SKCC. Sak and people reach there liao. LOL. Today go Tampines there funfair. Damn funny. Wait there until about 8. Take attendance and free dry-fit shirt. Lols. Wore it over. My shirt DAMN BAGGY LARHHS. WTF. Then bus-ed down to Tampines larhhs. In the bus quite bored. Then me and Sak started perv-ing again. But not as bad as yesterday lorhhs. HAHAH! Reached there about o83o. Then slack slack abit. Hungry. Then go Mac. Mac-ed breakfast larhhs. Hotcakes with sausage. ii told Sak that when ii finish my last piece of hotcake, she confirm stil sitting there eat until damn slow. o.O Slowpoke larhhs she. HAHAH~ Then walk back to the area larhhs. There damn hot lorhhs. MrTang's kids very bao li. Violent. They were like so scary sia. Like want to whack people like that. WTF. Where got kids like that one sia. So freaky. So small and supposedly innocent then become so vioent. EEE. MrTang teach one. Then we go walkwalk. Very boring. MrTang and MengWee go play some game things. ii don't know what isit called. o.O ii everytime watch S.N.T.G.D. will see one. 2 people stand on some platform thing then must use stick to push opponent off. LMAOS. Then MrTang in one push kena pushed off larhhs. Freaking funny larhhs. Laugh at MrTang like crazy. Then walk walk again lorhhs. Stand under the sun and see people playing BoosaBall. Looks damn fun larhhs! Like vollet ball. Only we play it on the playhouse thingy. The one inside must pump air then can jumpjump one. HEE~ Looks like damn fun. Then we go play lorhhs. Girls one team. Then Tang and some others. Majority guys. Then we play. At first 5v5. After that got people join in. Then the stupid thingy so hot larhhs! Feet like kane bbq-ed like that. WTF. Then ii wanna see ball. And then, SNG APPEARED! WAHH KAO! TIO SHOCK. ii was like, MRS SNG~ Sak see liao she also chor tio. o.O After less than 5 minutes SNG don't want play liao. She say she buay tahan. LOLS. Then we continue play on lorhhs. Tang in BoosaBall damn scary. Hit the ball always fly out of court one. o.O Then we shoot, the ball FLY~ and hit SNG on the head. WHOOPS! Then we shout MRS SNG! BALL! She never siam quick enough and she kena hit. OWW~ Then play until very pekchek. We all run off the stupid bouncy air thingy. Wahh kao. Leg freaking pain larhhs that time. Then go walk walk again. ii seperate with Sak and CO. and go Khalisah there. See people shoot archery and then see her sister play the carnival games. Then her sister go change the prize thingy. o.O Notebook nia. Then go back. Found Sak. Anisah supposed to go HarborFront one. But then her father don't want her taxi down to ViVo. Cause very ex. o.O So we go see people play floor ball. Sak, Hidayah and Anisah go play. ii watching over their things. Then Anisah's phone ring, My butt there got vibration. DIAO? Call Anisah. She can play and talk on the phone at the same time lorhhs. PROPRO. HAHAH. Then 11 plus. Bus-ed back to SKCC. Went to CP there. Changed, Anisah's THING came today. LOL. Then escort her to MRT there. Then me, Sak and Hidayah go Mac buy ice cream. Hidayah went home while me and Sak go interchange there eat our ice cream. Just sit there talk talk talk. Saw 156 coming. Her 83 also coming. So BYEBYE and 156-ed home. Reach home. Slack. Watch finish my Step-Up 2 and watch Accepted. That show very funny. The college name is South Harmon Institution of Technology[shortform-ed S.H.I.T.] And the students studying there were called shitheads. HAHAH. Accepted this show is BLOODY COOL okayys. Seriously must watch. And Step-Up 2. II LIKE THE DANCING. HEE~ Lets start a streets club. (((((: Time to F&N and DIE. WHEE~

ii sm STILL thinking of you and ii don't know what to do anymore. ii just want things to be normal again. ii have never been able to keep up a conversation with you for more than 5 minutes and ii dread it. Please arhhs. ii just wanna be friends. ii don't wanna love you. Even if ii did. ii don't want it to affect our friendship and spoil others. Because of this shit. iim losing 2 best friends. DAMN EVERYTHING.

Imprints of ♥ 2:02 PM.
Thursday, March 20, 2008

WEII. YOU ATTITUDE ME. II ATTITUDE YOU BACK OKAYYS. MOTHER FUCKER. YOU THINK YOU GIVE ME ATTITUDE II WILL SCARED MEHHS? FUCK OFF LARHHS OKAYYS.
Bloody idiot. Piss me off. You wanna die, c'mon man. Yu think you taekwando black ii scared you isit? ii how old you how old? Huh? Who got more strength? Me or you? Huh? And WHO ARE YOU TO CALL MY FRIENDS BITCH WHEN YOU ARE ACTING LIKE ONE? HUH? ASK YOUSELF LARHHS FUCKER. YOU THINK YOU SO GREAT ARHHS? CAN ANYHOW CALL PEOPLE BITCH. CHEEBYE.


Try deciphering this shit here ^Go and do it and let me know what you think about it. iim PISSED at sengmeiyi who happens to be a fucking bitch who thinks she can tell me off at any time and call my friend names. asshole~!

Don't ask me who is it okayys. ii don't wanna tak about that bitch. Especially after she give me fucking attitude. Crap you larhhs bitch. ii never understood how ii managed to tahan you for so long okayys. And since you think you so clever, then you tell me. What IS a true friend? Huh? Someone whois a true friend to you. Name one and why. Nevermind. Name 10 and why. Do that for me larhhs. Asshole. You think you so smart. And you think O'Levels fail liao, can work hah. ii know can work. But who want employ you? No okayys. So don't come and give me all those bull shit okayys. You PSLE fail still got NorthLight to go to okayys. And that one is a bloody good school for you information. My ex-DM is there and he is one of the best teachers there is alright? So stop acting as if you are SO BLOODY SMART AND GET YOUR FACTS RIGHT IDIOT.


Now that ii have gotten that out, ii feel SO much better. HEE~ Today woke up late again. Cause ii chiong-ing SS in the morning. Then my DEAR Ying2 PS-ed me on MSN. Idiot. Nevermind. Went to school feeling like shit. But cheeredup abit bahhs. ii guess. HuiJin walked with me to courtyard. And ii was still feeling like shit. o.O Assembly. Abby is back in school. =P Then stupid larhhs. CT. Sak and HuiJin perv larhhs! Go think about Joel's ... ! WTF. They were like, talking about how the doctor was checking for infection and things like that. o.O WOW. Too much info okayys. Early in the morningcome and pollute me. Then they were like, slowly and gently pull up his THING, then slowly see. WTF. HuiJin go add, later he squeeze. OWWW~ DANG. Then bell ring.

First lesson was SS. ii didn't hear Arasu asking us to bring anything for SS larhhs okayys. Then landed up, almost 3/4 class never bring textbook and workbook. HAHAH! ii handed up my SS essay larhhs. Its like, a fucking 23 pages THICK okayys. Then HOW NICE. Arasu made us stand and SNG WALKED IN. WHEE~ Screwed. Kena lectured for like, fucking long larhhs. Then tio scolding. DANG. Nagnagnag. But WHATEVER. ii can't be bothered with her anywayys. ii KNOW how to study and ii WILL study okayys. Something stupid happened just now. Grabbed Seraphine's bag and ran to the toilet with SiJia. LOL. ii looked like a bloody primary school kid larhhs. Damn.

Then English. Compo test. WTF. ii cannot complete my paper larhhs. Again. Shit larhhs. ii seriously will fail this one. ii mean like, hello? Its incomplete and ii have NO idea about WTF to write for one word titles okayys. Went to class late because of that stupid thing. Then Chua asking why ii late. She just give reason and ii nodded my head larhhs. Anywayys, she forgive me mahhs. And SiJia my escort. Hahah! After English must go back class. Then ii wait for Sak mahhs, HuiJin with me. Then we 3 started perv-ing each other out. Laughter for every second we were walking back to class lorhhs. Laugh until ii almost cannot walk up the stairs.

Then Chem. ii sit there like fucking quiet larhhs. ii can't believe ii whole lesson seriously never talk any form of crap to people leiis. ii was like, hand signals all the way larhhs. Kept looking at Joel larhhs. Then laughlaughlaugh. Seriously damn stupid. Did my chem homework in class. Only got one question ii don't know how to do. o.O According to Ellyna, it is a catalyst that will speed up the rate of reaction. ii also know mahhs. But what larhhs. If ii got that answer ii can pass up the paper today one lorhhs. Stupid. Then heck larhhs. ii whole chem lesson keep emo. And surprisingly, ii didn't look at him. o.O

Recess. Nothing much larhhs. Buy food back up. Play in class. Suanage, insults, perv-ed. The usuals. Then go hall. WTF Irene look damn ... Kao, me and Su go see she okayy anot. Then ii keep touch my forehead, touch hers, then the same thing happened like, 3-4 times. LOL. Then ii was like, WHOA, YOU SO HOT. SIAO LIAO. OKAYY ANOT. Damn concerned okayys. ((((((((((((((:

Then F&N. Suanage larhhs! Every once in a while will have somebody tio suan. Bored larhhs at first. Until me, HuiJin and Sak started perv-ing again. Whoa, laughter again. Then DESPO FREAK and DESPO KIA came out. And YuanHui started getting agitated. Wahh kao. Next time you want must let me know mahhs! ii peii you! HEE~ Did powerpoint slides with Ying2, YuanHui and HuiJin. Me and HuiJin keep randoming colors larhhs. FUNFUNFUN. Laughing like shit lorhhs. We keep doing wrong things. Then laughlaugh playplay. Bell ring. GO OUT.

Then nehhnehhpok. Got POA asp. Faggot. Lame shit larhhs. Lunch-ed in school. Laughter again. ii keep shouting at people. o.O Typical me. Anywayys, playplayplay in canteen. Then run here run there. Then go basketball court. Watched Joel and people paying soccer. FUNNY. Joel got hit in his AWW and Putra tio hit in the back. OW. KokHon kena called KOK by MelvinTan. Laughing like shit. Then me and Sak see Joel tio, then we started perv-ing. Actually, when we saw him, we already were perv-ing about it larhhs. HAHAHAHAH! Then 4 plus go POA. Stupid sia. So little people nia. Me, Jane, Sak, Khairul, TarYee, Wilson, Putra all tio asp. Then Jody and Sherlyn come in sit there listen to Lee talk. TarYee keep sleeping. HAH. Wilson looks very funny. Took photos of class. ii feel like crazy. HAHAH~ Sat there, feeling kinda pissed in ASP because of SOMETHING that ii don't wanna elaborate on. After ASP went out to wait for SiJia. LOL. Julia Lim take very long. Heard Eugene shouting. Then ii went to kajiao. Sak and Shireen left for NP after they got dismissed. Me, SiJia and Jane go home. Then slacked and homework-ed and now blogging. Hee~

Why not let thing be. ii don't wanna miss you but even if ii did, you can't do anything. iim learning to forget and ii don't wanna live like shit. iim taking things one step at a time and ii don't wanna crumble and fall.
Crap larhhs. ii still love you but ii can't seem to let you go. How bout you get closer to her while ii distance myself from you and detach myself from this whole group and just die?
These codes are getting more fun by the minute. ><

Imprints of ♥ 9:42 PM.
Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Lol, school is like, getting back on track. ii can't say school is fun. Because if ii say that, it means iim lying through my teeth. There ARE fun things that happen in school. But it does not mean that school IS fun. Get the difference? But ii shall not care about that. LOL.

Went to school as per normal larhhs. ii reached school at 0710. But ii reach school looking and feeling damn emo larhhs. ii don't know why. Saw him walk past me to ii don't know where. But at least ii know he is in school. ii haven't called him for a very long time lerhhs, and ii miss it alot. And because of that, ii was tempted to cry. Was listening to 唐禹哲. Then music blasting in my ear. ii cannot hear anything except his voice. And Jane sit beside me. Then Sak came. ii know ii saw Eugene. But ii got no mood to torture him at all larhhs. ii forgot to bring Samuel's F&N also. Bleahhs. Then ii sit there emo until music play and LeeBoonXiang appeared. Went up to hall for assembly. After MariKita, Sng startedto crap ALOT in the hall. Lols. And because ii got SO bloody bored, ii feel asleep larhhs. Woke up like, at least haf an hour later, when she wanted us to fold some booklet thingy. o.O Wake up, folded, extremely blurly for your info. Then damn stupid lorhhs. HuiJin was telling us what happened when she was cooking yesterday. She throw in too much SoySauce for her food. LOLOL! Then she say the vegetable is shorter than long beans. Since it is not long beans then is short beans larhhs. She was like, trying to describe the vegetable for me and Jane until ii buay tahan go tellher its short beans. Then, ii started laughing. ii truely started laughing. ii felt, maybe a LITTLE happy bahhs. ii don't know. Then go back class after 25 minutes eaten up of Maths. WHEE~

First lesson is POA. went 4H class. Listening to music again. Lols. Surprising, no one bothered to catch me today. WHEE! So ii listen to 唐禹哲again. ii listen listen listen. Drowned out Lee&birdface's voices from my head. Then ii felt BLOODY sleepy and then, DONG, ii fell asleep. LOL. Until ii feel got people tap me. Cause before ii sleep ii was once again tempted to cry. DAMN. iim breaking my promise if ii cry for him. Anywayys. ii fell asleep for like, 15 minutes. Then ii wake up. Jane tapping my shoulder, say got homework. ii think. ii also don't know. Or did Sijia hit me by accident then ii wake up. Cause ii think when ii wake up is ii whack Jane up leiis, so ii think is SiJia hit me. Then ii woke up. ii go do maths homework. Ask Ying2 if she got do anot. She also doing. Hahahs. Copied some of her answers. Some right, some wrong. Bleahhs. Then ii do q7 on my own okayys! =.='''

After POA was maths, Doing questions for simple&compound interest. Funny lorhhs. Today me, HuiJin and Samuel in class keep quarreling. Then those 2 horhhs, IDIOT LEII. SHOUT SHOUT SHOUT IN MY EAR. PAIN LORHHS. Cause they talking about q7. Stupid lorhhs. That one so easy they don't know how to do. WTF. LMAOS. Then ii and HuiJin don't understand what ShiJun saying. Lols. Had our own discussion instead lorhhs. Very funny. Maths keep laughing cause me, HuiJin and Samuel keep talking. Then suanage everywhere. LOL.

After maths was Chem. Stupid larhhs. ii sit behind can see him so clearly. And Timucin was all like, TODAY IS PRATA DAY! YESYES, ii KNOW today is prata day. Dang. He every wednesday will shout in chem TODAY IS PRATA DAY. WTF. Me and HuiJin derhh ear tio spam by them lorhhs. What the. They keep shoutshout talktalk. Then talking to Samuel, WeiJie and HuiJin during chem. Cause very boring. Then nothing to do. Stupid lorhhs! ii don't believe ii can understand what Ellyna saying for chem. iim SHOCKED. Hahahs. Then chem boring larhhs. Slack sack so much. Copy abit here and there. Don't know what she taking about but ii understand. WTF.

Then after chem recess. Jane emo. Cause her keychain drop. LOL. Landed up, ii go find in 4H class. The stupid thing stuck at the chair larhhs. Bloody shit. Find liao. Eat food. Before we went back to class there, we in canteen. Spotted by Irene. Went crazy. Then, Eugene. Spotted. LOL. With Dennis. Went to kajiao. Me and Sakdiyah spoon-feeding Eugene. And we were laughing like mad. Dennis freaked out when Sak go put on spoon full of fried rice in front of his face and he dropped his noodles. HAHAH! Then ii feed Eugene until the table all got rice. SIJIA! YOU GOT EATING PARTNER LIAO! Cause if ii spoon feed him, he eat like SiJia, food drop everywhere. WHEE~ FUNFUN. O.P Then go hall. Stupid larhhs. Took shortcut come back class. On th way to class, saw duckie and birdie. Chor tio. Then speedwalk-ed to class. Saw HIM. And ii was like, DAMN. Then ii walk until so fast, almost bang into teacher. WHOOPS. ii almost smack into LimPuayEe larhhs. Lols.

Chisese, LimPuayEe go through chinese paper. Then she there keep talk talk. Then we laughing alot. Cause alot of people tio reading. HAHAH. KoaEeKiat's was the worst larhhs. WeiJie need to help him somemore. Laughlaughlaugh at alot of things. HuiJin's comprehension skills SUCK. BLEAHHS. Laughter for like, 3/4 of the whole lesson. Everyone tio suan. HAHAH.

Then was English. WTF. ii once again tio shock. Michelle chua today return compo test. ii passed my intro thingy. LOL. And ii only girl. AGAIN. Nehhnehhpok. What the hell larhhs she. Then half an hour to write out something. Diao? HuiJin and Ying2's intro tio reject. Lol. HuiJin asking me for help. o.O Then help her think lorhhs. The bell ring. BIO.

Bio class last lesson. Nothing fun. Use my phone as communication device between me and SiJia, typetypetype so much. LOLOL. Then ii tired. ii go sleep. zZZzZZz.. Then wake up. Then sleep. Then rain very heavy. ii see liao want run. Sms-ed Sak, tel her go Econ buy food. Ran out of school in the rain. HEE. Sprayed Sak before leaving school. Damn funny. Her back one line, front one line. SO CHIO SIA. Then runrunrun in the rain. Then econ the auntie so slow. Don't know how to work cash register lorhhs. WTF. Then cupnoodle-ed in carpark. Eat liao, then go econ again. Buy Ruffles. Then go class. Late for English ASP. Then go in liao. Do work. Until 3 plus. ii finish the questions so quickly. Then slack in class. After ASP ii stay inside. Seesee looklook. Boring mahhs. Then SiJia doing chem. ii was explaining so much shit about chem to her lorhhs just now. Then ii tell them. Then we keep laughlaughlaugh. HEE~ ii SWEAR mr Tang is a 5 year old kid trapped in a 40 year old body. LOL. He SUCKS onto a DAMN LOLLIPOP. =.=''' Feel like slapping his face larhhs. Anywayys, do SiJia's chem until 5. Then wait for Jane. Left at 05.05. LRT-ed down to CP then 156-ed down back home. ii keep istening to 唐禹哲larhhs. It is NICENICENICE okayys. And 唐禹哲is HOTHOTHOT! (((((: aChord is ALSO hot. ((((((((((: HEE~



ii miss you badly again and ii cried for you for an hour yesterday. Screw you.
But iiLOVEyou.

Imprints of ♥ 8:46 PM.
Tuesday, March 18, 2008

Ohh crap everything larhhs what the. ii seriously just wanna sit in one corner of the room and just BRAWL and CRY my heart out larhhs okayys. ii just, DAMN. ii keep breaking all those promises that ii have set for myself and ii just can't stop myself larhhs. Some people tell me, just let everything all out. It helps. But one question. It does? How come everytime ii wanna cry, ii will cry. And when ii cry, it just never stops. Until ii calm myself down. And after crying, ii feel SO crappy and ii don't feel like me and even if ii act like myself, iim not me. Get it? ARGHH. ii MUST stop breaking those promises lerhh larhhs! School not so bad. Not gonna talk about what happened at home. Cried for over an hour just now. ii don't wanna cry again tonight. ii can't sleep in this manner okayys.


ii seriously don't know what to do anymore.

Imprints of ♥ 10:41 PM.


☆唐禹哲 爱我☆
☆爱我☆
☆中文词:彭资闵 曲:北野正人☆

☆Music☆
(親愛的我只求擁抱你一秒

讓心跳解釋沒有了你不能跳再一次因為你把自己燃燒

哪怕這世界毀滅

我也只要你)

愛我

不明不白的一個悶熱下午

忽然夢見你的臉過分清楚

褪色的將襲擊了我的床鋪

我的呼吸想念著妳的特殊

狂風暴雨之中

我是勇敢的樹

等待你會疲倦

停在我的保護

失去多久才夠

接受愛的殘酷

為何妳要放棄了這全部

親愛的我只求擁抱你一秒

讓心跳解釋沒有了你不能跳

再一次因為你把自己燃燒

哪怕這世界毀滅

我也只要你

愛我

音樂不停在房間掩飾孤獨 

也停不了妳聲音那些起伏

下一切我還是會不幸福

因為未來沒有妳不叫幸福

狂風暴雨之中

我是勇敢的樹

等待你會疲倦

停在我的保護

失去多久才夠

接受愛的殘酷

為何妳要放棄了這全部

親愛的我只求擁抱你一秒

讓心跳解釋沒有了你不能跳

再一次因為你把自己燃燒

哪怕這世界毀滅

盡我只要

分開我打壞我看看我的好

任憑你感覺我對妳的戒不掉

再一次把心動用妳來套牢

交換一輩子等你我都嫌太少

愛我

親愛的我只求擁抱你一秒

讓心跳解釋沒有了你不能跳

再一次因為你把自己燃燒

哪怕這世界毀滅

我也只要你

愛我

親愛的我只求擁抱你一秒交

換一輩子等你都嫌太少
☆...


Imprints of ♥ 1:30 AM.

Yesterday was Roshen's birthday. She is 16 years OLD. HAHAH! But she is in Australia now larhhs. T-T ii miss her larhhs what the hell. ARGHH! ii have to wait for 2 years before ii can see her again. DAMN.

And TODAY IS JIANHAN KORR'S BIRTHDAY! Hahah! ii sms-ed him at 00.01 and he replied me back OMG, YOU STILL REMEMBER MY BIRTHDAY. Lols! Of course ii do okayys you bafoon. How can ii forget my own korr's birthday? (((((: He is 17 yeras OLD today. ii know alot of OLD people all of a sudden yahhs? HEE~

To Roshen: HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY MISSY! ((:
To JianHan Korr: HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY KORR! ((:
To both of you: MAY ALL YOUR HOPES AND WISHES COME TRUE ((:

Imprints of ♥ 12:32 AM.
Monday, March 17, 2008

YAY YAY YAY! SCHOOL REOPEN LERHHS! Today is the START of a NEW TERM! WHEE~ ii went to school LATE. Lols, for meeting those dumbdumbs larhhs. ii went to the usual place. Apparently, ii forgot ii had to find Eugene, Nadiah and Irene. SORRY PEOPLE! My bad. iim DAMN forgetful. Anywayys, playplay with HuiJin and Jane. Then Jane want pull me. o.O Pull lorhhs. Then ii saw Irene and Nadiah. Nadiah shout at me. Then ii was like, OHH SHIT! LOL! Then ii run lorhhs. Irene run up to me and hug me. (((((: HUGS~ MISSED HER LARHHS! Then me and Nadiah and Irene go crazy liao. Then ii ask, WHERE IS DOGGY? Then Irene pull him over to me. And ii started torturing him. Keep pokepokepoke, whackwhackwhack. o.O Then pull them back to locker there. And start playing again. HAHAH. ii did most of the torturing. Then ii hithit, whackwhack, pokepoke, all sorts of funny things lorhhs. HEE~ Then HuiJin go spray his pants. His pants BOTH AREA ALSO TIO WATER LARHHS! Then ii was like, EHH EUGENE, You PEE-ED IN BOTH AREA SIA. WTH. Lol, then everyone laughlaughlaugh. ii told you ii was going to laugh at Eugene's face lerhhs. BLEAHHS. Whilst having fun, Jane made me turn and kindly informed me that HE was behind. THANKKS! ii totally resented that okayys. Anywayys. Play until like, music play. Then before that, ii saw SiJia, then ii shout at her. LOL. Then alot of people stare at me. So paisehh. LOL. Then music play. Me, Jane and Sijia slowly go courtyard. Saw Sakdiyah. Then ahhmahh go scare her. LOL. He cut hair. But ii never take photo. SAD. Then assembly and ST. Assembly that time they pass down the newspapers. ii open up and take out some cardboard thingy. Got HELL LOT OF EMOTIONS ON IT LORHHS. Then Jane go point out one and say thats me. ii see liao ii was like, WTF. She come show me the near madness one. IDIOT. Then ST time. Damn. ii sit there, write 587 words okayys! The limit is 500 max. ii overshoot by 87 words. WTF. Heck. Michelle Chua cannot do anything to me. HAHAH. Did question 3. But ii think ii write wrong. HECK. ii only know this ST mark liao then we have to change position again. ii don't want sit behind again larhh horhhs. The guys behind all very irritating. ii wonder how they even got into her class larhhs. But HECK. ii won't care. Then recess, ate. Doggy missing, cannot find him. T-T Then go hall. Su tell me Khalisah backstab alot of people on her blog. o.O ii think ii was included in the US part. But HELLO? iim INNOCCENT OKAYYS! Why pull me in. =.=''' Then horhhs, go back class. Chinese. LimPuayEe scold again. Dang. And ii can proudly tell LimPuayEe ii got finish almost everything except for the stupid oral questions. Then the class all like ke siao one. Wait, only my side. The girls all siao one. HuiJin, Jane, Sijia and Seraphine all snatching for me to be in their group because mama force me to do my homework and ii got do the questions. o.O LAME LORHHS. Then JunMing idiot, go and anyhow group. Then Jane go complain. DIAO? Complain liao, then he change grouping, landed up ii with Jane and Sijia, KoaEeKiat and co. snatched Abby from Seraphine. o.O And HuiJin odd one out, she have to group with BoonHow and Shaun. ii hear liao ii LAUGHLAUGHLAUGH until so loud. Then Maths. II FINALLY KNOW SOMETHING BETTER THAN HUIJIN LIAO! YAYYSYAYYSYAYYS! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! HuiJin cannot open shop do business liao, then those do insurance and work in bank one horhhs, very easy cheat HuiJin one. MsLei say one. Cause got one question, ii see liao ii imeediately know how to do. But HuiJin just stare. Then ii go up and write solution come back, she still sit there like stone like that. DIAO? Then she ask me why got 100%. Wahh kao. ii explain to her until damn pekchek okayys. Then maths, homework. ii finished everything in POA lesson. ii think ii scared LeeKeeMeng. ii shouted at him just now. Cause ii listening to music so SHIOK. Then he and birdface keep irritating me. Birdface irritate me the most. She see me do maths, she keep say keep and do POA. ii was like, ii copy finish the side liao larhhs. What the fuck you want. That kind of attitude. Then she make me take out my earpiece. Take out lorhhs. She walk off liao ii listen again only mahhs. Correct anot? She bo nao one lorhhs. Then LeeKeeMeng come over, he was like, everyone in your group all crowded at the back hah. Then ii was like yahh, any problem? Then he say no and ask me why ii doing maths. ii was like so fucking fed-up okayys. ii just increase volume abit only then say ii finish copy liao larhhs. Thats why ii dare do my maths homework right. Then he chor tio. And ask why ii fa pi qi. ii reply cause you and her keep asking me copy copy copy. ii finish liao copy what fuck? Only ii took out the fuck and replaced it with something else larhhs. But inside is thinking like that. So he was like, okayy, okayy, relax. Then walk off to teach. WTF. Then after POA is SS. Damn boring. Bernice Kuan is BACK! YEHH! No need to chiong to class so quicky in fear of having no place to sit lerhhs. YAYYS! Then Arasu show us slide show on Globalisation. The whole class damn quiet. Very weird. And timucin not in school somemore. What the hell larhhs. Damn sleepy larhhs. May and Ying2 both sleep. Sakdiyah falling asleep. ii was trying my best to stay awake okayys. ii SWEAR. Then after SS, ii go put bag in class then CUPNOODLE-ed with Jane, SiJia Sakdiayah and Huijin. Damn funny. ii waterparade-ed a whole blttle of POKKA and they were like, SHARLENE, YOU SIAO ARHHS. Lols, then ii was like, complaining damn full larhhs. Heng ii never puke lorhhs. ((((((: Maths, did paper larhhs. ACS Barker one. Freaking shit. Do until 0330. Waste time. Actually can 3 end one. o.O Then go find Sak and SiJia. They DAMN SLOW LARHHS. WHAT THE. Wait unti 3.50, then go CP. Returned books and borrowed books. Then make SiJia pay her library fines. LOL. 1.95 nia she don't want pay. Stupid. Then we go find Nisa. Then go buy CupWalker. Then go sculpture Park there play. HAHAHAHAH! Laugh so much. Sak keep falling and got one time they both scream at my ear. PAIN LARHH DEHH. DEAF LIAO SIA. Hahahs, left there at 6. Bus-ed down to near SKCC there, then 43-ed home. Bathe, dinner, homework and blogging. iim still halfway done with my SS. And ii still have F&N. And English. iim screwed bigtime.

ii found a nice video to watch : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y0KoL5v-LPU&feature=related
Go have a look. Chinese, damn nice. ((((((: 唐禹哲 is HOT STUFF OKAYYS.

Pictures for you to see. ((x




































After all these photos, iim still thinking of him. DAMN.

Imprints of ♥ 10:19 PM.

DAMN! 10 more minutes before ii have to go to school lorhhs. What the fuck. During the holidays we all wanna go back to school because its boring with nothing to do but when its school days we want it to be the holidays again. We are weird people aren't we. ii STILL haven't finished my homework, ii have F&N and SS to complete. ARGHH! ONE, O'level mark, the other? CA2 MARKS. ARASU KE SIAO ONE ARHHS! Mother effing shit. DAMNDAMNDAMN. Now ii have to pack my bag. UPDATES LATER.


ii wanna go to school and look at him.

Imprints of ♥ 7:20 AM.
Sunday, March 16, 2008

ii think iim going mad. ii see his name in like, ALOT of tagboard suddenly, go one, his name, another one, ALSO his name. WTH.

Someone slap me awake. ii think iim dreaming.

Imprints of ♥ 12:55 PM.

YIPPEE! THIS IS MY 100TH POST~
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahah! iim seriously happy okayys. iim like, blooging frequently now okayys. ii even update like more than 3 times a day larhhs. What the hell sia. iim like darn happy now larhhs. When ii first started this blog last year, ii never thought that ii would update it like, so frequently larhhs. BLAH. Seriously man. ii only this year keep updating my blog larhhs. Hahahs. ii know. iim mad. And this year in my O'Level year lorhhs.
OHH ii just remembered! Crap larhhs! Yesterday is Benny's birthday larhhs. What the hell! Arghh!
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY BENNY! YOU ARE OLDOLDOLDOLDOLD! HEE!
Anywayys. ii think ii like sec4 life bahhs. ii don't know. Its seems to be like an understatement lorhhs. Cause ii miss the past. ii miss yesterday and the days before yesterday. Seriously. ii miss everything of the past. ii even miss all those shit ii got myself into when iim in p3. Every week kena parent phone call from teacher. o.O Almost got myself suspended. BLEAHHS!
But PEOPLE, iim a BETTER girl now. (((((: SLAP ME IF YOU NOT HAPPY. ii am trying to change myself also okayys. Anywayys. Mama wants us to go out for breakfast tomorrow. ii hope ii will stop gaining weight larhhs. This holidays no time play basketball. ii wanna PLAYPLAYPLAY! FRUITS, DUCKIE, BIRDIE, PLANT, AHHMAHH, NISA! PEII ME PLAYPLAYPLAY OKAYYS? (((((: ii will playplayplay until ii slim down then ii moderate my playing. HEE! Ahh HECK LARHHS! ii will play until the sky drops down. BLAHBLAH.

ii am still thinking of you larhhs! ii wanna break my promises larhhs. Can ii can ii can ii? T-T


iiNEEDyou boo.
ii gotta see you boo.


Imprints of ♥ 12:00 AM.
Saturday, March 15, 2008

iim still screwed larhhs. ii still have 3 more jian baos, 1 shi han, 1 maths paper and ii don't know what else. OHH, my F&N and SS. YEPPS! iim screwed. My sister fried the damn laptop charger. iim using my papa's one now. >.<
ii found YanYaLun's blog URL again! Yayys! Here it is !!!
www.wretch.cc/blog/arronbubest .
ii even found the others!
Wu Chun: www.wretch.cc/blog/wuchun10cool .
Wang Dong Cheng: www.wretch.cc/blog/gyapower
Chen Yi Ru:
www.wretch.cc/blog/ckchen777

iim bloody happy larhhs! ii finally found it AGAIN. HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE! ii should do my work now. One more post to my 100th. iim waiting. (((((((((x

iim not missing you. ii think?

Imprints of ♥ 4:57 PM.

DAMN! iim in deep shit now larhhs what the hell. ii have 4 jian baos to do, one FUCKING sihan to do, my F&N, my SS, my MATHS and ENGLISH. NONONONONONONONONONONONO! WHY EVERYONE LIKE TO THROW US HOMEWORK? DAMN YOU LARHHS TEACHER. all also the same one. Throw so much homework. You think got time to finish arhhs? BLOODY SHIT SIA. DAMNDAMNDAMNDAMN.

Can ii break my promises? ii don't wanna forget you. Seriously. ii love you too much to forget you. Its worse than last time. ii love you more and more everyday. Some people tell me crushes won't last. Most of them don't but there are some that can last for a lifetime and still continue in their next life and their next next and many more next and it never stops. Tell me. Is this crush one if those kinds that will never stop? Tell me it is. ii miss you alot larhhs. ii wanna see your face. ii don't wanna turn away when ii see you. ii don't wanna stop looking at you. ii on't wanna stop thinking of you. ii never wanna forget you. ii wanna care and cry for you. ii wanna protect you like you are everything that ii have. ii seriously am reluctant. See the reluctance? Damn it. ii might just break my promises larhhs. II SERIOUSLY WANNA SEE YOU. Its been 4 days since ii last saw you. And iim thinking of you real bad. ii might have news about you. But ii don't see you. And ii feel weird. Can you just let me love you quietly behind you?

iiMISSyoubadly.

Imprints of ♥ 10:55 AM.

Once again, ii feel so helpless larhhs. No one to talk to. DAMN IT LARHHS! Why must my mama come and dampen my mood like that. One minute so damn happy about something, then you come and scold me and threaten to drop me outta school. Drop lorhhs. ii don't fucking care liao lorhhs bitch. ii hate you larhhs!

Damn! ii did not keep to my promise! ii see him online then ii go complain my problems to him! Nonononononononononononono! DIE LARHHS! Like that how to accomplish what ii want. Confirm cannot one lorhhs. SHIT LARHHS! SLAP MYSLEF! *piakk~ BOX MYSELF *arbishh~ DIE LIAO LARHHS!

See? iim missing you again.

Imprints of ♥ 1:36 AM.

WOW. now ii am SO CONVINCED THAT NO ONE CARES. Even those whom ii thought really cared are like illusions now. iim broken and torn into pieces. And every one of these pieces had been trampled on REAL hard and ii don't feel anything anymore. II WANNA GO BACK TO THE PAST WHERE II CAN BE ME WITHOUT ANY WORRIES AND LIVE LIFE. II HATE THIS LIFE. DAMN IT! DAMN ANYTHING, ANYONE, EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING. II HATE YOU II HATE YOU II HATE YOU. ii am now SO convinced that ii should just die and no one cares. If ii don't reply or anything. Be prepared to call the police. ii feel like shit and ii don't see the need to live anymore. Unless someone can give me 10 bloody good reasons for me to live then ii shall think about it. If not, ii shall keep holding onto this hypocritical type of attitude towards life and live my life like a damn bloody hypocrite.


Mum, ii seriously hate you ALOT. Thankks for giving me all this shit to clear up now that iim in sec4. THANKKS ALOT.

ii just wanna hide away in one corner of the room and cry my heart out. Will someone lend me a shoulder to lean on so ii can willow in my own grief?

And people, ii don't think ii will be able to go for LOVECAN today lerhhs. ii just quarrelled with my mama.

Imprints of ♥ 12:10 AM.
Friday, March 14, 2008

BLOODY FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK LARHHS!!! JUST BECAUSE II NEVER DO MY HOMEWORK YOU WANT ME TO DROP OUT OF SCHOOL. YOU SO CLEVER YOU GO FILE IN THE BLOODY LETTER LARHHS! BITCH. YOU GO FILE LARHHS! SCARED ARHHS? THE MOST IS II TAKE MY O'LEVELS NEXT YEAR WITH MY SEC5S LORHHS. II GOT SHAUN AND MINGXIANG AND EUGENE AND FILZAH AND MANY OTHER PEOPLE TO PEII ME WHAT. II WILL EVEN HAVE NADIAH AND IRENE AND SU TO PEII ME OKAYYS! DROP LARHHS. II DROP SCHOOL THEN YOU DON'T PAY FOR THE BLOODY PAPERS OR IF PAY LIAO II DON'T GO AND TAKE THE PAPER LORHHS! ITS ONLY A BLOODY MISERABLE 370 BUCKS WHAT. CORRECT ANOT? II COME BACK AS PRIVATE CANDIDATE LARHHS! IF NOT II GO ITE SUAN LERHH LORHHS. SINCE YOU WANT IT THAT WAY. FAN ZHEN II AS ITE STUDENT CAN GO POLY ALSO. OR SHATEC. HOTEL MANAGEMENT. YOU WANT IT LIKE THAT, II GIVE YOU LIKE THAT LARHHS! MOTHER FUCKING ASSHOLE. YOU THINK YOU MY MUM YOU HAVE EVERY RIGHT OVER ME ISIT YOU? II GOT MY OWN HUMAN RIGHTS ONE OKAYYS! YOU NEED II GO ASK ABBY GIVE YOU A LECTURE ABOUT HUMAN RIGHTS. SHE WILL TELL YOU ALL ABOUT IT UNTIL YOU MING BAI WEI ZHI OKAYYS. BLOODY ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! DAMN YOU LARHH OKAYYS. IF YOU THINK AS MY MOTHER YOU CAN BOSS ME AROUND LIKE IIM A BLOODY PUPPET THEN THINK AGAIN OKAYYS. II HAVE A FUCKING BRAIN FOR GOODNESS SAKE. II CAN DO MY OWN THINKING. WHY ISIT THAT EVERYTHING II DO OR SAY YOU MUST POKE YOUR BIG FAT NOSE INSIDE HUH HUH HUH HUH HUH HUH HUH HUH HUH HUH HUH HUH HUH HUH HUH HUH HUH HUH HUH HUH HUH? GIVE ME A BLOODY GOOD REASON LARHHS. AND DON'T SAY BECAUSE YOU ARE MY MAMA YOU HAVE ALL THE RIGHTS TO DO SO OKAYYS. MY BRAIN YOU CONTROL OR II CONTROL? HUH? MY BODY AND CELLS YOU CONTROL OR II CONTROL. YOU DON'T TELL ME MY BODY AND BRAIN AND EVERYTING IS YOU GIVE ONE OKAYYS, II DON'T GIVE A FUCKING SHIT ABOUT ALL THAT GENETIC MAKE-UP OF MY DAMN BODY. I OWN MY BODY AND MY BRAIN AND MY THINKING AND MY PHILOSOPHIES. OKAYYS? SO JUST SHUT UP AND GET AWAY FROM ME YOU BLOODY FUCKING BITCH. II HATE YOU II HATE YOU II HATE YOU! GO AWAY. GET OUT. LEAVE ME ALONE. ARGHH!!!

Imprints of ♥ 10:43 PM.

I need you boo, (oh)
I gotta see you boo (hey)
And there're hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight [x2]

[Verse 1]Hey! Little mama,
Ooh, you're a stunner
Hot..little figure,
Yes, you're a winner
And I'm so glad to be yours,
You're a class all your own
And..Oh, little cutie
When..you talk to me
I swear..the whole world stops
You're my sweetheart
And I'm so glad that you are mine
You are one of a kind and..

[Bridge]You mean to me
What I mean to you and..
Together baby,There is nothing we won't do
'cause if I got you,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Girl, you're my all.
And..

[Chorus:]Oh!I'm into you,
And girl,No one else would do,
'cause with every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I know I can't be the only one,
I bet there heart's all over the world tonight,
With the love of their life who feel..
Wat I feel when I'm
With you [x5]
Girl..
With you [x5]
[Verse 2]Oh girl!
I don't want nobody else,
Without you, there's no one left then,
You're like Jordans on Saturday,
I gotta have you and I cannot wait now,
Hey! Little shawty,
Say you care for me,
You know I care for you,
You know...that I'll be true,
You know that I won't lie,
You know that I would try,
To be your everything..
yeah..

[Bridge]'cause if I got you,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Girl, you're my all.
And..

[Chorus]

With you [x5]
Oh..With you [x5]
Yeah Heh..

[Bridge 2]And I..
Will never try to deny,
that you're my whole life,
'cause if you ever let me go,
I would die..
So I won't front,
I don't need another woman,
I just need your all and nothing,
'cause if I got that,
Then I'll be straight
Baby, you're the best part of my day
I need you boo,
I gotta see you boo
And there're hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight [x2]
Woo Oh.. Yeah
They need it boo,
They gotta see their boo,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight,
Hearts all over the world tonight [x2]

[Chorus]

With you [x5]
Girl..With you [x5]
Oh..

Imprints of ♥ 6:55 PM.

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