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Sunday, April 27, 2008

DAMNIT! The mid years are like, coming liao lorhhs. SHIT. ii mean c'mon man! ii wanna play. T-T ii serioulsy wanna play. ii have no desires for exams and no desires for anything else but sleep and play. o.O ii should seriously get a grip. iim a SEC4 who doesn't like to study and only likes to play. This is WRONG! Gahh! Someone should push me harder. ii need to find a GOOD friend to push me to study. HAHAHAHAH! A guy would be DEFINITELY BETTER! Speaking of guys. PEOPLE! ii have something to announce to the WHOLE population reading my blog. And hopefully there ae no more spammers for now. o.O

ii
have
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K..
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ALREADY!

HAHAHAHAHAHAH!
Figure it out people, figure it out. ii shall just leave that person's name in that manner. Anyone who don't understand can come and find me. ii shall KINDLY explain it to him/her. HEEEEEHEEEEE! Stupid me. Anywayys.

Back to the topic. ii realised this morning when ii woke up that:
  1. Yesterday was Rebecca meii's 15th birthday
  2. Tomorrow is my Chinese P1&2
  3. Tomorrow also happens to be MsLei's birthday
  4. ii haven't started revising for my MYEs
  5. iim definitely gonna fail
  6. Today is my housewarming party for my relatives&parents' friends
  7. There are many birthdays in the month of May.

Yepps. Thats about it. Alot of things right? iim dumb. HAHAHAH! Yesterday Nicole came over to my house. cause ii had to teach her Trigo. See? iim SO good. ii ROCKK at trigo okayys! And she understands what ii thought her. Eugene called me because ii asked him to. And he was entertaining me and Nicole. Both of us were laughing like crazy people. And she took a snap shot of me. NOT FAIR ALRIGHT YOU! T-T Anywayys. Had quite alot of fun yesterday, and ii DEFINITELY MISSED HER OKAYYS! We were thinking and missing the old days where we had nothing but fun fun fun fun fun! ii miss those days. *CRIES! And after that, ii started talking about funny things and the both of us started laughing again. FUN! Okayys. ii have to help out in the preparations now. LATER! BYEE!


Imprints of ♥ 12:15 PM.
Saturday, April 26, 2008

Suddenly, EVERYONE is getting the EMO bug. ii mean like, seriously larhhs. Everyone ii know like want to die want to die, yao si yao si like that lorhhs. What you people want me to do? Huh? D is someone like that lorhhs. [ii shall not say names for confidential purposes] ii told D like, MANY times lerhhs. Not to slit herself, [even if ii did, ii shall stop] and thingslike that. And THEN? She went ahead and slit herself. In the GIRLS' TOILET SOMEMORE! YOU KNOW HOW EASY IS IT FOR BACTERIA AND GERMS TO ATTACK THAT INJURY AND THEN INFECT YOUR HAND ANOT?! YOU KNOW ANOT? WTF. ii can't believe ii have to scold people, even when iim not feeling well. ii almost puked yesterday. ii went home and like, 5 minutes later, ii blacked out. Until like 9 plus then ii woke up again. ii today also not feeling well. And iim STILL scolding D. D arhhs, please larhhs! You not worried still have others who are worried about you one okayys you! Please larhhs! Stop doing it liao larhhs can? Take care of yourself please?

Imprints of ♥ 4:04 PM.
Thursday, April 24, 2008

Irene told me something happened when they were at the sculpture park. Apparently, some of our school people wanted to find trouble with ELMO. ii think? o.O ii think ii ask nisa to check it out for me bahhs. Like, hell man. ii mean like. According to Nad, they were at the park playing flour. Then play until very dirty. Everywhere whitewhite one. So they want go home that time, Irene don't want step on the flour. Then they walk another side. And ELMO was looking at one girl hair longlong one. o.O ii think? Then she was like not happy. ii shall have to add. ELMO's face the look already have the buay song buay song look lorhhs. So initially when you first look at him, you might think that he wants to fight with you. But basically, thats not true. So yahh, back to the topic. Apparrently, they thought ELMO wanted to pick up a fight because he was looking at them larhhs. Wait, the girl actually. So, yahh. Then they left mahhs, Nad&company. Then the other people keep go after them, calling ELMO's name. o.O Then they keep call call call until he turn then they act like they want to fight like that. WTF SIA. Then nevermind lorhhs. Cause just nice Allen Lim come. Dumb bozos. Seriously. ii think ii know who is Marge. Bloody asshole. ii shall not say anything.

And one more thing. Jane, if you REALLY have to make a decision, then ii will help you. So when the time comes, ii will do it myself.

Imprints of ♥ 8:32 PM.

ii just remembered some things and suddenly, iim seriously pissed off with things. MANY MANY MANY things by the way. ii keep listening to my handphone in F&N larhhs. ii feel damn guilty okayys. iim supposed to be doing my homework and here ii am blogging. What the hell larhhs. iim listening to music off my handphone.

iim not doing my work. iim thinking about all the problems ii am having now and suddenly, ii have this HUGE miagraine forming in my head. Hell larhhs! ii know what she didn't want to tell me lerhhs. Seriously. ii know why she is so reluctant to tell me now. Its like, iim the cause of all the problems larhhs. Between me & her, ii started it. And because of that, iim actually causing her grief. See? iim guilty as charged okayys. ii saw what L'' wrote. Wait, nevermind. ii shall call him B. Cause, nevermind. Yahh. ii saw what B wrote about that problem lerhhs. ii don't know why ii even bother larhhs. ii mean like, iim the one who is acusing all sorts of friendships to turn sour. Everyone is crying and everyone is glum in class larhhs. Nothing is normal anymore. ii mean like, LOOK AT THE CLASS! The girls used to be SO united, SO enthu, SO whole. And now, because of me, the whole unity just crumbles. Look at it now. And compare it to US last time. See the difference. Everyone is like, stuck in the middle, not knowing what to do. iim stuck at one side, unsure of MY own thoughts, while SHE is also unsure of her own. The unity is gone, missing, melted and faded away into the air somewhere. ii wanna find it back. ii really do. ii miss the old time. Where everyone could laugh and smile and play and joke together. Everyday, ii sit in class thinking and then, ii try not to break down. ii mean like, HELLO!? ii started it larhhs. iim bloody sad. iim crying every now and then. ii don't do that to gain sympathy okayys B, you don't know what iim thinking. You don't even know what ii want. Do you ever think, why did she start? Did she ever think about what she has done? Did she ever think about changing everything back and revert it back to the past? No, you didn't. ii DEFINITELY did not apologise to her sarcastically. ii was crying. Were you there? Did you see what happened? Did you think, that when someoen is crying, she would think properly and shake someone else's hand? No. You didn't think of the factors that led to my not shaking of her hands. You did NOT think, that II really wanted to be friends with her again. And you definitely did NOT think about what ii really would think. If you had put yourself in MY shoes, maybe you did understand. You told me to put myself in her shoes B, you did. And ii DID. And ii regret. ii know ii caused EVERYONE grief. Especially her. She did not do anything to deserve this. Only me. So she has no rights to suffer in this hell while ii did. Don't you get it B? ii regret and wanna change. But ii don't know what to do, this leading to all this fuckked up crap that ii have continued to create. So, YAHH. iim living in regret.

Imprints of ♥ 1:46 PM.
Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Like, WHAT THE FUCK. Decipher this. Eugene, GO AWAY!

You got something to tell me, you tell me straight larhhs. Why you need people to tell me for you? You seriously that scared that ii won't be able to take it and then ii go do something stupidor what? Seriously, ii might be rash and dumb at times. But ii have been through more than ENOUGH to tell me what to and not to do.

And you anti peach person, FUCK OFF LARHHS.

Imprints of ♥ 11:14 PM.
Sunday, April 20, 2008

This is what some LAME spammers have to say on Khalisah's blog. The last 3 ''conversations'' are the spam tags. The rest are those defending me. Those looking at this, let me know what you think about this bloody coward. Mine you, he/she does NOT have the guts to tag my blog about me. HAH. All comments are allowed on my tagboard. ii WELCOME those comments like mad.


Xiia0owL: sakdiyah oso talking wisdom talk XP....haha....jyjy XP...

sakdiyah: and now no one is replyin to my tag..(BORING!!!)

sakdiyah: and hey.. on monday after school lets just see who has the last laugh aites... (sick and tired of spammers)

sakdiyah: rank are nothing larh hor.. they wun help u in goin into jc or poly.. not even ite

sakdiyah: from what i see..u call us losers?? what bout u?? dun mean to insult u but.. why arent u usin ur REAL name?? u not happy juz confront face to face larh..

sakdiyah: haiyo.. marge.. do u know something that is called friendship?? frenz that support each other in need of help..

Xiia0owL: wa now all talk till very clever T^T i'm so dumb lol...

PEACH: DON'T BOTHER FIGHTING WITH BRAINLESS AND CHILDISH PEOPLE WHO HAVE NO BLOODY COMMON SENSE TO COME TAG MY BLOG INSTEAD OF OTHERS.

PEACH: PEOPLE, II DON'T WANNA BOTHER ABOUT THEM LIAO. THEY SPAM ONE MORE TIME II OGING TO TELL PRINCIPAL LIAOS. II SAY IT II MEAN IT. DON'T TEST MY PATIENCE. NIZAR. LEAVE IT.

PEACH: HUH? II WHERE GOT OFFEND YOU YOU TELL ME STRAIGHT. WHY YOU KEEP USING THE NAME MARGE? YOU NEED ME TO SERIOUSLY FIND OUT WHO THE HELL ARE YOU AND YOU KENA TROUBLE WITH SCHOOL FINE. SO BE IT.

PEACH: BLOODY SHIITBAG. YOU WHERE NOT HAPPY YOU COME CHIONG AT ME LARHHS. YOU ATTACK MY FRIENDS FOR WHAT?! II GOT ATTACK YOUR FRIENDS ANOT?! HUH? YOU IRRITATING ASS HOLE. II WHERE GOT OFFEND YOU

PEACH: Yahh, jie is my sister. Anywayys. WOII. YOU BETTER STOP IT HORHHS. YOU INSULT ME II DON'T EXACTLY GIVE A SHIIT. YOU INSULT MY FRIENDS AND YOU ARE SCREWED. NO ONE INSULTS MY FRIENDS AND GETS AWAY.

nad: JIE ii think is sharlene's sister..

nad: huijin is sharlene frien,

lisssa: who is JIE n huijin??

nad: so they go around insult ppl to increase their confidence..

nad: wasting our precious time entertaining this bunch of ppl of straw.. we should instead make use of our time to study hard so we wouldnt end up being men/women of straw.. they all got no self confidence

nad: haiyos.. those ppl going around insulting ppl in their tagboxes are all men/women of straw.. dont dare to insult face to face so insult through the internet so ppl cant see them.. we should all stop

Xiia0owL: spammer sux lol....waste of time nia how old liao....behave like small kids....nth to do spamm ur message to ppl la spam ppl blog....easy for u to do....

Xiia0owL: XP....hopeless de i'v seen alot of spammer's le and spammer's dun settle thing's de coz they are scared....ah duh....

Boy Siao Siao: marge /gabriella settle or not monday after school settle?? meet outside gate at 2.00pm if u guys never come its ok because i will understand that u guys are chickens fuucking noobies

huijin: and having friends are better then not having friends like u right ?? oh wait or maybe that gabriella ONLY ! knnbccb .

huijin: better then COWARDS who don dare tag in her blog right ?? i repeat teh URL again .. in case your eyes pa stem .. www.jellyfishesarelove.blogspot.com

Marge: Gosh. How amazing and funny. You guys really make me laugh. Maybe you should consider going into the comedy field. If not, it'll be SUCH a waste of talents. I meant that as a compliment, anw.

Marge: And oh man, of cos your friends are gna defend you! Bcos, all of you are losers? And you know, losers tend to stick together, for protection. Haha, bunch of weirdos acting as if they have some "gang".

Marge: Hahahaha! Who's that boy siao siao uh? NO GANG? Oh, so you have a gang? Aw man, IM SO SCARED. So you're a BIGSHOT GANGSTER huh. Hahahahaha, pls dont make me laugh.

Imprints of ♥ 3:20 PM.
Saturday, April 19, 2008

ii can see there are brainLESS people who happen to spam my dearest sexaye's tag with hate spams about me. ii just don't get it. Since they don't like me, why do they spam about me in other people's blog? Weird lorhhs. They shouldn't be doing that. Its REALLY brainless. And dumb and stupid. Pfuit* ii shall not bother about these IMMATURE and LOW people. ii shall not STOOP down to their barbaric levels. PEHH! Like my jie has said. They suck bigtime. They say they do PRODUCTUVE things. Thats why they aren't fat. Hmmmms, productive huh? In what way? Sitting in front of the computer spamming people with hate spams? o.O LAME LORHHS. What the hell. If they can prove to me that they are being productive then why not. Come larhhs. Unless you prove it, if not ii will assume that you are being productive by spamming people. NB. ii seriously wanna break off your limbs alright? And please, iim fat. ii do whatever ii want & whatever ii like. So what rights to you have to comment sbout what ii do? Huh? C'mon, humour me.

Bloody pissed off larhhs. Those IDIOTS who spammed Khalisah's blog about me actually insulted my friends. ii don't exactly care if they insult me larhhs. But they insult my friends and all bets are off. No one insults my friends and get away with it. Damn, ii shan't be bothered with these people. But if they insult my friends again, they are in DEEP shit ii tell you.


Nothing much happened today. Tuition-ed at Francis's place. He moved house to AMK. Lmaos. Went there at 8 pus. ii was early. WTF. Papa flying to Australia tomorrow. T-T Sad. ii wanna go with him! Then, slacked. ii did abit of F&N. Play-ed GB with Regg jie. ii very long never touch liaos. Hahahs. She also. Then we playplayplay. ii owned her aLOT of times lorhhs. Then she damn sad. Cause her sister play until her CPU went KEBABOOM! and died. So she now using another computer which has a spoilt sound card. Poor thing. She can't play audi. HAHAHAHAH! o.O Then ii left. Mama came home. Now ii don't know where is she. She taking damn long. o.O

Imprints of ♥ 5:41 PM.
Friday, April 18, 2008

TODAY IS ABBY'S BIRTHDAY!~ SHE IS NOW OFFICIALLY 16 YEARS OF AGE~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABBY! You are ONE YEAR SEXIER, ONE YEAR WISER AND ONE YEAR CLOSER TO YOUR DEATH. [No owrries, we will ALL be one year nearer to our deaths on our birthdays] LOL!

Went to school. Almost late. Cause ii woke up late. ii slept at 1 plus larhhs. Cause ii cannot sleep. ii got alot of excuses to cover for it larhhs, but the main reason why ii cannot sleep ii don't want to tell larhhs. People don't blame me so ii don't care. HAHAHAH!

Yesterday night we asked doggy ALOT of questions okayys. The answers were QUITE lame for some but others were SASTISFACTORY OKAYYS! Yahh. Then they all go sleep. Then irene fgo sleep liao then ELMO go sleep. Damn funny. Me and Nad thinking the same thing. And my phone went mad on me yesterday night. WTF. Keep switching off for no reason. EUGENE! ALL YOUR FAULT! And he seriously woke up at 4am in the morning to make cookies for Abby larhhs what the. And ii ate it. Its NICE. ii want cookies for my birthday pressie. HAHAHAHAH! ii also have a new birthday wish. But ii don't want to say here. Damn weird.

Anywayys. Went to courtyard. Passed Abby her pressie. Wished her happy birthday lerhhs then ii zao. o.O Cause very weird. ii told you. Then the usual things. Read newspaper. Then ii went to find TCK during reading. She was talking to Chua. Then ii ask her to help me sign my cca points thingy. And Chua was staring at me larhhs! She damn freaky leiis. Then ii smile at her, and she smile at me. o.O Weird lorhhs.

Then after reading was English. Oral. And Chua was late for lesson. LOL! Damn funny. TJM&company started playing in class. J&C were playing like shit. TJM got some styrofoam thingy that looks like a rock. Chua saw. She was like what is that? HuiJin say is rock. Then ii see liao ii laugh. SO FUNNY. Oral. DAMN SIA! Gladys went first. Then was HuiJin, then Ying2 then Hafidz then Shaun then Samuel then Colin then me. ARGHH! ii see the people one by one go up to get ready ii started to panic. ii go to the place there to wait for Colin finish then ii trying to remember my script larhhs. WTF. ii cannot remember larhhs kns. Then my turn liao. ii go up lorhhs. Then ii think ii was crapping or something. Damn funny. ii talk talk talk talk talk. Then ii actually remember structure one. O.P.E.C. mahhs. O = overview, P = people, E = event, C = conclusion. But then horhhs, ii do the in front properly and then, ii skipped my events. WTF! ii just jumped to conclusion. ARGHH! Then ii suddenly remember. And ii went ''Ohh shit''. =/ Then ii restarted on the events lorhhs. ii could see from Chua's face that she was a LITLE disappointed larhhs what the hell. ii mean like, HELL! iim nervous can? ii was actually shaking larhhs when ii was talking about it. Then ii conclude lerhhs. Chua asked me a question. It went like, what do you think will happen if the sankes were let loose or something like that. ii replied, ii don't think anything much will happen. Cause the rangers would most probably know what to do in those kind of situations and they will be able to restore order very quickly. Chua tols me she actually wanted to give me a 10 onhe, band one. But then,. ii missed out on somt things. Like ii said just now. So she gave me a 9. T-T ii wanted a band one lorhhs! Ass. Then ii didn't do my compre larhhs. No time. So ii took it back. Since Chua let us take back to do, ii take lorhhs. (((:

Then was PE. Lmaos. ii did badly for my shuttle run okayys. 11secs FLAT. And ii think ii ran like, 10secs plus last year. ii deproved larhhs. Anywayys, ii wanna retest aLOT of things lorhhs. ii wanna retest shuttle run, standing broad jump. Actually EVERYTHING except for sit-ups and sit&reach. Those 2 ii do until FUCKING pekchek lorhhs. Chicken nugget. ii Re-jumped my sbj. CRAP LARHHS! Just 1cm to get an A okayys. 1 FUCKING CM. KNN. And then, my inclined. ASS HOLE! ii wanna break my record and do 25. ii swear ii wanna do 25. Ass. PFUIT. ii was watching C di his running for shuttle run. He runs like an idiot. ii swear he does. And Stuart has a new name from me. Its called SEXY LEGS! HEE! His legs DAMN xingan lorhhs. Then Jane and Sak keep laughing at his REALLY SEXY LEGS. HAHAH! A.K.'s method of running is SCARY LARHHS! ASS! He RUN and SLIDE and SKID and WHAT THE FUCK. ii sit there, scared to pick up the bloody blocks liao lorhhs. KNN. Sit ups was funny, me and Ern2 keep laughing lorhhs. ii count count count and laugh laugh laugh and all sorts of funny things. ii remembered seeing a mad woman beside me cause Jane let down her hair. Laughing like mad.

ii shall SKIP everything. ii don't wanna talk about it. ii T-T-ed during ASP. No one realised. YAYYS! ii THINK ii saw RSJ on TV. ii shall go check it out. HAHAH! Slept. Dinnered. Then blogging. ii didn't go play swing2 with Nad&Irene&HuiMin. SORRY!

Imprints of ♥ 10:30 PM.
Thursday, April 17, 2008

ii think things are fine now. HAHAH! ii was laughing and smiling with her. ii was helping her with the F&N things. Things seemed back to normal. But we still aren't as close as we were before. Is that alright? ii wonder. ii seriously do. o.O Anywayys. ii don't exactly wanna talk about school. School was horrible. ii hate it. ii hate today. Wait, maybe not. ii don't know. II SCARED ENGLISH ORAL TEST LARHH 'CHER! Andandand, went to play swing swing again. Went there late cause ii kena consultation with Winnie Lim until 0412. ii got check time one. LOL! Then ii go sculpture park find them. Them as in Nad, Irene, HuiMin& ELMO. HAHAHAHAH! ii made ELMO fly again. FLY ELMO FLY! ii can't call him birdie. Birdie is Lawrence. Seems insulting to call ELMO birdie. o.O Then playplay. Walk elmo to his house there. ii think. Then me and Irene go CP. Was talking about ex- when walking to CP. But then walk half way, we saw something damn funny and ii forgot what ii wanted to say. Cause ii keep laughing! Ohh! ii just remembered! B&E were holding hands just now. HAHAH! E! KEEP UP WITH THE ADVANCES! ((: iim mad. Then go buy cup-walker. Then 156-ed. Ass, ii inside drinking thing nia mahhs. That one also want fine me arhhs. Nahhbeii. Reached home. Did my ss. ii fell asleep while doing it. LMAOS! iim like, so gonna die tomorrow and ii don't know why. o.O OHH! ii lost all my money today. Don't wanna talk about it.

SOME MOTHER FUCKER INSULTED ME ON MY DEAREST SEXAYE'S BLOG! WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU?! YOU NOT HAPPY WITH ME YOU COME LARHHS! And horhhs, ii just realised something. Damn stupid. ii was complaining that someone insulted me like, on Sak's blog. Then ii was quarrelling with some guy called Boy Siao Siao. Landed up, that person was Nizar. LMAOS! ii was like, HUH?! ii didn't even realise that we were quarrelling and we were on the same side. o.O Damn stupid lorhhs. Then even Sak and HuiJin joined in the fun. We were scolding that MARGE person lorhhs. Who the fuck is that arhhs? Irritating leiis. o.O

Tomorrow is Abby's birthday. ii don't think ii can post a birthday for her tomorrow morning at 12. So ii THINK ii better do now. HAHAH! HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABBY! YOU ARE OFFICIALLY SWEET 16! <33

Imprints of ♥ 9:33 PM.
Tuesday, April 15, 2008

ii have been folding and folding and folding SO many stars today. Since ii was in the courtyard to class. During maths, like practically every lesson ii folding larhhs. Sak dodn't come today. T-T ii was FREAKING worried in class larhhs. Over funny things. o.O Shall NOT elaborate on it larhhs. Maths, they were spending ALOT of time on just ONE freaking question on Indices. o.O WTFWTFWTF. ii mean like, HELLO?! ITS IN THE SEC3 TEXTBOOK CAN! What the hell. Then after that was LCE. Once again, ii had NO idea what Mr Kuan was talking about because ii wasn't listening. ii was folding my stars. HAHAHAH. ii only know some people kena suan-ed in class. Then was English lesson. Was finding a bloody Oral book. Landed up, The class keep getting delayed cause Chua was talking about domestic helpers or workers. Either one of it larhhs. THEN II WAS LAUGHING FOR NO REASON. WTH. Nevermind. Went back to class. Didn't eat for recess. No appetite. If you people knew what happened you will know why ii didn't go for recess. Sat in class folding my stars. Listening to MP3. Then HOTSTUFF and Nicholas came in. Lols. ii shouted HI HOTSTUFF! and IvanTay got JEALOUS. LOL!. Talk cock then do more folding. Then ii went out of the class with my stuff and was sitting outside folding. Then ii saw HER* and ii didn't say anything. ii was bloody errrrrr.. embarassed liao okayys. ii mean like, ARGHH. Nevermind. Then ii foldfold. Then music play. Go hall. Told nehhnehh something. Then me, huijin and nehhnehh ran back to class first. HuiJin kena assulted by Nicole, Raina and Michelle because she took Michelle's PE shirt. DUMB. Went back. Took YH's bottle. The rest of the contents in the bag ii leave to HuiJin and nehhnehh to settle. Then we act as if nothing happen. Then, before lesson started, ii was PISSED OFF by SOME PATHETIC CHILDISH BODOHH BY THE NAME OF YEO BOON HOW. A BLOODY childish and IRRITATING and PATHETIC asshole mind you. He PISSED ME OFF and ii was glaring at him. Felt so pissed until HUIJIN did something funny. She was discussing with Chelsea if LIMPUAYEE WAS MARRIED. OMG! She is NOT married can. Keep laughing. Then was BIO, ii fell asleep in bio again. SORRY MR SARA. POA LESSON WAS ONE WHICH II DID NOT LIKE. ii swear ii don't like it larhhs. Emo-ing and folding my stars in class. Then, it started. ii just T-T. o.O Nevermind lorhhs. Then foldfoldfold again. Then Lee came over and started lecturing us for slacking in class. LOLS!. ii mean like, we do what we want. But ii can PASS my POA with a B okayys. ii know ii can. HAHAHAHAH! ii sompa ii will get at least a B4. How bout that? THEN was lunch break. ONCE again ii never eat. ii told you. No appetite. Eugene and Nad came up to find me cause ii told them to. Had SO MUCH LAUGHS in the class. Especially when their around. ii don't feel so bad anymore. HAHAHAHAH! Laughing. And ii changed Eugene's screen saver for him. ITS MY MASTER PIECE. ONE OF THE MOST RANDOM NAD PHOTOS! Her and her BEAU-TIFUL butt. :))) Hahahs, then Chem ASP. ii got back my ST. 7/15. GAHH. Look through and found SOMETHING WRONG* **HintHint!* HuiJin knows what ii mean. Which means. ii get one mark. And so, II PASSED. HAHAHAHAH! Folding stars again. That PERSON irritated me AGAIN. So ii was BLOODY pissed off okayys. Nevermind. Then ii foldfold. And ii saw Nad and Irene runnign past the class towards the toilet there. WTF. They were at the stairs there. Came out of Chem. Decided to PONTANG bio. xD Then we run to ground floor. They went toilet again. LOL. Then we escaped from school. Went to eCon. Buy MARS bar. Then went to some shelter place to play lorhhs. Playplayplay. Laughlaughlaugh. Funny. Then went down to CP. ii went to Popular to buy my star paper while Irene and Nad went home. Bought lerhhs then bus-ed back. It started rainig HEAVILY when ii was sitting in the bus. Mama called to ask where was ii when ii was 2 more stops beofre coming down. Hahahs. Tols mama that. And she say cause rain very heavy, she tompang me home. So ii say okayy lorhhs. Home-d, slack. Foldfoldfold again. Then slack. Then bathe. Dinner and now blogging. (((: ii am still folding and folding and folding non-stop and my hands are painful. T-T

Imprints of ♥ 8:28 PM.
Monday, April 14, 2008
















Here are some EXTREMELY random photos. There are still MANYMANYMANY more that ii will upload later. Blogger giving me problems. T_T Evil blogger.

Imprints of ♥ 5:14 PM.
Sunday, April 13, 2008

ii don't wanna go to school AGAIN. All these probems are giving me a headache. ii fear going to school. ii don't know what, how, when and ARGHH! ii cannot face it liao larhhs. Even if ii go to school. ii will besitting there in one corner, thinking and thinking and then ii will start crying but WHO IN THE FUCKING WORLD CARES ABOUT WHETHER II CRY OR NOT IN THE FIRST PLACE? They TREAT me like iim invisible. ii realised. Ever since ii arrived in secondary school. Not ONE single thing that ii ever wanted to turn out right ever DID turn out right. Everything always turns out wrong. ii mean like, HELLO?! iim a bloody sec4, suffering in silence. ii think slitting myself is nice. Don't you?

Imprints of ♥ 7:06 PM.

Look, you people. iim sorry okayys. ii know ii started all this shit and ii know you people hate it. ii hate what ii have started myself and iim trying to getthings back to normal again. ii know you people are all talking about me everytime you are together with me at the side. Just say it in front of my face larhhs. Okayys. Seriously. ii rather you people hurt me in front of my face then behind my back. It gives me a very unkind feeling that ii have been backstabbed like so many fucking times and ii don't like it. If you people want to, discuss it in front of me. ii don't think ii would mind anywayys. Since you people hate me so much right now. People tell me they wanna enjoy this last year of school as sec4s. You think ii don't want isit? You think ii wanted to start all this fuckked up shit that ii did? You think that ii wanted to fall for him? You think ii wanted all this to happen? You ask yourself. ii know whatever ii did to Abby and to Sak and to everyone was wrong. ii was wrong to start ignoring Abby, ii was wrong to hide that freaking little cockraoch in Sak's bag. ii was wrong to poke everyone like ii usually do in class. ii admit alright? iim definitely in the wrong. ii never denied anything. And ii don't think ii have any rights to do that anywayys. But everytime ii think of this problem, my heart goes empty again. It seriously does. ii mean it. Like when ii stepped down on Friday. In the canteen. ii saw Abby, ii wanted to offer her food and drinks. ii just went up to her. Asked her if she wanted a drink. She just said no, and moved away from me. Just there, ii fet like a pile of rubbish, waiting for people to trample on. Seriously. ii felt really, really sad. ii wanted to just break down and cry just then. ii seriously did. But ii held back. Because everyone was there. All my guides were there. ii couldn't cry in front of them. So ii just held back. ii tried to cover it up. With all those laughter and fun ii had with Nad&Chrisminie&company. Maybe that did it. They didn't realise how sad ii was. But none of those laughter came from deep down. ii wasn't happy. Alright? ii wasn't happy at all. ii was angry at myself. Upset at myself. Disappointed at myself. Why? Because ii couldn't even TALK to Abby properly. ii can't even strike a normal conversation with her anymore. Everything that ii say to her doesn't even last from more then 5 sentences. You people keep count. It doesn't last for more than 5 sentences. ii feel like an idiot right now. ii really do. ii don't think anything that ii typed her now could help in anyway since you guys already hate me to your guts. ii seriously wanna kill myself, rid myself and you people of all this messed up things that ii have caused. Maybe THEN things would start to get better. Maybe it would.

Abby, iim sorry.
Jane, iim sorry.
Sak, iim sorry.
SiJia, iim sorry.
Guys, iim sorry.
Girls, iim sorry.
Sorry for all these things ii let you go through.
Its not your fault.
Everything is mine and only mine to start with.

Imprints of ♥ 2:31 PM.
Friday, April 11, 2008

Sak, ii saw what you wrote lerhhs. You know what? Maybe you are right. Maybe you aren't. ii also don't know anymore. Sorry 'bout what ii did yahhs. Maybe ii really was too much. Wasn't really thinking about anything. ii don't know what iim doing, what iim thinking, what iim saying. ii don't know who ii really am right now. ii never seem to be able to figure out what iim thinking of anymore. Everytime ii go to class, it seems bloody empty. Everytime ii see HER*, ii feel all weird. Everytime ii see HIM*, ii did be thinking ways and means to try and get him out of my mind. Doesn't anyone know what the FUCK iim thinking about in the first place? No, maybe not. No one bothers to ask what the FUCK iim thinking about in the first place. Maybe ii AM that unimportant in your lives from the very start of it. If it is, then ii don't know why iim on this earth in the first place. ii don't see a need for me to live liao lorhhs. ii don't wanna care about everything and anything. Maybe ii should throw the promises ii made to him away. ii will keep what ii promised myself. But whatever ii promised him, its all gone now. ii will DEFINITELY slit myself, ii will DEFINITELY start overdosing on my panadols again, ii will DEFINITELY start bangingmy head on the wall again. Don't try to stop me. It won't help in any case. ii don't think ii wanna live anymore anywayys. Since no one cares, what the fucking hell is the point of me living anywayys. ii hate me. ii seriously do. ii hate what ii do, ii hate what ii think. ii don't even KNOW what iim thinking about now. And ohh shit. ii told myself not to cry. ii told myself NEVER to cry over this. But it seems like ii can't stop it. ii don't know, ii don't care and maybe ii don't wanna know what the hell you guys are saying about me. ii don't wanna find out. ii just wanna treat it like, iim invisible, iim not there. iim not on this earth. Maybe by killing myself, nothing will happen anymore. All will come to an end. They will be together. ii will stop being a nuisance. ii will stop terrorizing people. ii will stop being me. Seriously, people, iim very sorry. ii don't know what ii wanna do right now. iim definitely crying and ii don't think it will be stopping anytime soon.

Go decipher this. Eugene, keep away from it.

Imprints of ♥ 10:42 PM.
Wednesday, April 09, 2008

Look, you know who you are. ii don't know if you will see this anot. But ii just hope..

iim sorry that things between us turned out this way
iim sorry that we were never the way we were before
iim sorry ii acted like iim angry with you or something
iim sorry ii ignored you and treated you that way
iim sorry for not caring and not listening
iim sorry for all ii've done and how ii've been acting lately
iim sorry for being paranoid and irritating
iim sorry for not thinking logically and acting properly
iim sorry for giving you grief in this manner that ii am giving

ii want things to be normal again
ii want things to go back to the past
ii wanna be friends again
ii wanna talk to you
ii wanna laugh with you
ii wanna sing and shout with you
ii wanna play with you
ii don't wanna shun away from you
ii don't wanna be the idiot that ii am now
ii miss those times we had
ii miss all the nonsense we made
ii definitely miss you

Please, give me time to change. ii know it seems wrong. But iim apologizing for what ii've started.

Imprints of ♥ 9:22 PM.
Saturday, April 05, 2008

Alrighty, iim now seated in front of the computer after 3 full hours of homework. iim having a headache and ii don't know what the hell am ii talking about. ii have a few things ii wanna share. Good news and bad news.

The good news are:
  1. The sec1s didn't make me scream at them yesterday
  2. Ern2 came for Guides yesterday
  3. The sec1s can march very nicely already
  4. We managed to do the Horseshoe dry-run ONCE properly
  5. ii managed to get Huda and Afiqah out of detention for Horseshoe dry-run at 5 plus
  6. Stepping down MIGHT be held in the hall afterall
  7. ii don't have tuition this week
  8. ii got my phone back

The bad news are:

  1. ii am aching all over because ii was laughing too much yesterday
  2. iim still sick
  3. ii can't get over him
  4. ii still am emo-ing
  5. My phone might get taken back any time if ii misbehave

There, bugger man! ii want my phone! Stupid sia. Did summary for English. ii cinfirmed my place lerhhs, iim sitting next to Colin. Positioning 9. ARRRRR~ MY POSITION DROP AGAIN LARHHS CRAP! For P.E. Did my 5 items yesterday. Sit&Reach ii only manage to push until 44. Or was it 45. Cannot remember larhhs. ASS! B nia lorhhs! ii want A larhhs. Then funny sia. HuiJin jump standing broad jump, and she fell. PIAK! And we started laughing. ((: Did my incline pull-ups. ARGHH! ii wanted to do 25 then JuliaLim say don't waste my energy, do 18 can liao. Then crap lorhhs, ii stop there and never do liao. Watched the boys do chin-ups, ahhmahh cannot do. ShiJun also cannot do. AHAHAH! Then, HE* did 4. ii was watching him. After pe, ss. Arasu scary. Chase people out again. Then recess. Eat, go hall. Maths, emo. o.O Yahh. Then, Chinese ASP. ii don't know what happened. SiJia started cryin. o.O Scary. Me and Abby trying to cheer her up. Then ii use Jane and HuiJin's laughter go make her laugh. HEE~ She LAUGHED! THANKK US~ Then ii got bored. Cause all teachers in meeting, we started playing cards. Let ahhmahh win once. Cause hetio suan by WeiJie, then ii won some, YuanHui won some. ii also don't know. After that, go for guides. iim HAPPY! ERN went for Guides today. The sec1s are GOOD! Andandand. ii was laughing ALOT because Gladys created a new way of doing footdril. Jumping. HAHAHAHAH! Stomach ache. Then train somemore. ii got a star pupil! Not only WanJing have. HAHAHAHAH! Then leiis, Guides half way, ii had to do something with Ern in the office. Don't wanna talk about it. PISSED. Then, ehhs, after guides, ii outside G.O. talking and ii saw NAD's papa. CRAP. Kena shock. He went into G.O. and was talking to SNG. Then ii saw NAD, signal to her, then she poull her socks high high. LMAOS! After that, she left. Me and Irene go find doggy tell him. Then we 5 minutes later run out of school. Came home. Slack. Homework, sleep.

Today, woke up at 0520 for no reason. Charged my phone, then went back to sleep. Mama woke me up at 8 plus. Go down to tuition. Today no tuition. This week no tuition like ii said. So yahh, ii very happy~ Come home, lunch. Homework. Now blogging. WHEE~ iim a good girl yahhs?


Imprints of ♥ 4:17 PM.
Thursday, April 03, 2008

LOL! ii having fever, sore throat, flu and iim seeing double for the past few hours. o.O Doing my F&N yesterday night unti 1. Don't wanna talk about what happened in school yesterday. ii can only say ii cried for 3 days straight for no fucking reason. Wait, maybe there is. But iim not gonna say it out. So, yahh. LIVE WITH IT PEOPLE! Anywayys, mama woke me up at 0630. But because ii not feeling well, then ii got fever, 38.8 degree celcius. LMAOS! Then mama scoldscoldscold. Then ii see her, ii see 2 of her. WTF! ii cannot see properly. Then 5 minutes of scolding later, she give me medicine then ii sleep. Then woke up at 1050. Cause ii wanna go school for F&N. iim a GOOD student okayys. Anywayys, went to school for F&N, went class. Alot of people see me they chor tio. Cause ii first half of the day not in school. Then during F&N, my DEAR HuiJin informed me that my ranking dropped. NOOO~ ii now number 9 ii think. CRAP LARHHS! II DEPROVED OKAYYS! CHICKEN BACKSIDE! And iim now sitting next to HIM* in english. She told me that, and ii was SO shocked. ii was like, HUH?! until very loud. ii think after that ii worsen my cough or something. Cause throat DAMN pain. Whoops. Then after that, mama call me, answer phone liao. Pass to 'cher. Crap liao, then 'cher give me back my phone. Less then 5 minutes later, mama called me again. LOLS! She was like, nagging at me, asking me to not sit under the fan etcetc, cause iim sick. WHEE~ Then go comp lab. Sng came in for like, 5 minutes. Greeted and started to Viwawa. LOL! ii suck at bridge. ii swear ii suck at it. ii don't even know what iimm doing in that game larhhs! HAHAH! Then, ii made a new friend in there, his internet name is Shyper. Lols. According to him, he turns 20 coming this July. ii saw and ii replied him '' WOW! YOU ARE SO OLD MAN! '' and he said ii was a meanie. ii kept laughing and laughing. Then apparently, got quite a few times ii partners with him. How ii also don't know. ii only know when ii bid, never bid too high. Cause if ii bid 2, means ii must get 8 sets back. LMAOS! ii kinda remembered that. Anywayys, Viwawa-ed for a long time. Stopped playing for quite some time cause 'chers walking around and catching. Bugger. Got caught a few times larhhs. Then was talking to him through private chat on Viwawa. Damn funny. ii was like, open close the window larhhs. Then ii got darn bored. And teacher gave us work. So ii told him ii being guai kia do homework and he was like, GOODGOOD! GO DO! o.O Sometimes, these people can remind me of my mama. But anywayys. Doing halfway, ii started see-ing double. HuiJin and Ying were like, LOL! Then my DEAREST HuiJin keep shaking numbers with her hand. And majority of the time, ii keep seeing wrongly. ii TOLD you ii seeing double liao. Then ii do until damn pekchek. ii type half way ask Ying help me type. LOLS! THANKKS WATERMELON! Then ii was sleeping on HuiJin while she playing puzzle pirates. After lesson, which ended at 4 plus, ii sms-ed Eugene. He said he in school library and those GIRLS don't want come out. So ii went in find them. ii saw Irene's ELMO lerhhs. NOT BAD! Weii~ Baby, last long with him yahh? Anywayys, playplayplay inside. Kept pinching and hitting Eugene. Poked Nadiah. Bored, nothing to do. Playplayplay. Then left. Wak to LRT with Irene, Nadiah&Eugene [notice how ii put their name together?]. We were playing at the station larhhs. Damn funny. Took some random photos, will upload if there is time. o.O Then go return library books. Mama scared ii get sick again, then she come and pick me up. LOLS! Came home. Sleeped for awhile. Bathe. Dinner-ed. After dinner, ii had to drink this HUGE cup of medicine. BLOODY BITTER LARHHS CRAPPER! Then ii drink lorhhs. Bo chap mahhs, forced to. My brother's friends are here again. Crap. And ii THINK ii found his blog. ii have no idea yahh? ii think ii will viwawa again later. HEE~ iim going crazy now.

iim still thinking of you larhhs. ii cannot help it lorhhs. You are in my mind, every day, hour, minute, second. ii don't wanna give up. ii just wanna continue loving and watching out for you. Even if you think iim a pyscho, even if you think iim an irritant, even if you think that iim mad to do all this. ii don't care. Because iiLOVEyou and ii want you safe. Nothing will change this and ii swear ii will not stop unless you make me give you up. iiLOVEyou like crazy larhhs. <33

Imprints of ♥ 8:32 PM.

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